June is our farewell song

"So, is it really the wishing tree? Uncle Banyan Tree?"

"No one knows." Si Junmo shrugged his shoulders and spread his hands, "After that day, we spent a lot of time looking for information about that big tree, but we didn't get any real results. We only know that it was born before the school was founded. It’s been there, but it’s normal, for hundreds of years. There’s only a limited record of it in schools, but if you expand it to folklore, all kinds of theories come.”

"Folk legend?"

"Well, when feudal superstition was prevalent, people would always associate some unexplainable phenomena with this ancient tree, for example, there is a thousand-year-old basilisk entrenched under the tree, or the roots under the tree are connected to ghosts. He and the like, there are many such statements and all kinds of strange things, not to mention that they are almost nonsense, even if there is any useful information mixed in, it is impossible to tell. This thread is so broken. I continued to check after the final exam, but then..."

"Sorry...for bringing up your sad things..."

"It's okay, I said it on my own initiative, and I still can't figure it out." Si Junmo looked into Gu Yuan's eyes, "Although the previous process has been stumbling, I actually used some unconventional means in the end. Convinced my father to move that big tree away together."

What? ...

"So...does Ye Qiuling know that the tree will be taken away?"

"Of course." Si Junmo nodded affirmatively, "I told everyone the news right away, because everyone knew that the tree was very important to Qiu Ling, and we even got together to have dinner that night. Have supper to celebrate the event."

"Then why did she..." I thought that the biggest reason for Ye Qiuling's suicide was because she wanted to keep the big banyan tree, but she didn't expect to know that the tree was saved before she committed suicide. Gu Yuan was stunned, and Si Junmo seemed to think of it too What, stopped, and the two looked at each other stupidly.

The girl sat up slowly, and the memory flooded back bit by bit.Not long after watching Qi Yu walk out of the ward, I felt a little sleepy. I just wanted to take a nap, but after I closed my eyes, I felt that my consciousness quickly sank into the darkness as if being dragged. I am calling myself, but it is very vague, if there is nothing.

"How could this be..." Gu Yuan felt a little unacceptable.

……but……

The store is about to open, and the conversation with Si Junmo has come to an end, Gu Yuan feels that he has no reason to stay here any longer.While they were busy preparing, Gu Yuan walked out quietly.

"En." Qing Si nodded, and then smiled sweetly, "Thanks for your hard work~"

What's more, the body is still in such pain, sometimes I really think, if I fall asleep one time, I might as well not wake up.

Consciousness seems to have finally recovered.

"Nothing will change. Qiuling's departure will not change anything except the layoff of the reporter who reported the false information. The school copied it, and the big tree copied it. After that chilling winter, everything is as usual, what is missing It's just her position in the graduation photo, and only us and Teacher Guan are affected." Si Junmo picked up the cup on the table, turned and walked towards the back kitchen, "To be honest, even if you ask the students who were in the school at that time, It is estimated that not many people still remember this incident, at most they only have some vague impressions."

No matter what, it was a farewell, Si Junmo still spoke first.

"..."

"When all the problems are about to be solved..." Gu Yuan frowned slightly, biting his lips lightly. He also couldn't understand this point. A person who finally chooses to kill himself must be deeply in an inescapable despair , as Si Junmo said, judging from the existing cognition, Ye Qiuling's approach is illogical. She was not defeated at the most difficult time, but chose to leave after seeing hope. "It's unreasonable..."

It was as if he had completely disappeared from this world.

The whole upper body fell into mother's warm embrace.

"This is what I have always wondered about. In fact, if Qiu Ling wants to do that, then the time when she has the most reason should be after the midterm exam, that is, at the end of November. Because at that time she and The conflicts in the family have reached the point where it is difficult to reconcile, and Dashu's problem has not yet been resolved, her hand injury has not yet healed, and the results of the exam are not ideal. But... on the contrary, everything is seeing the light Only later..."

"……Ugh?"

Forget it, let's sleep for a while, I can't go anywhere, in this case, what can I come up with...

Qingsi opened her eyes, and it took her a long time to get used to the light in front of her. Then she simply moved her fingers and legs to confirm that she could still do basic exercises. Finally, she braced her neck vigorously.

There is no sensation in the body, and the consciousness completely disappears.

Qing Si tried hard to think about it, but her mind was pitch black and she couldn't think of anything. Even though there was an oxygen tube connected to her nose, she still felt short of oxygen.

——It's just still vague, and lazy, and doesn't want to think at all.

His chest hurts like a stone.

"Does it matter?"

The girl's voice was so soft that it easily dispelled all the mental pain, such a soft sense of peace of mind.

"You think she is really herself... After all, there is no reason..."

Si Junmo stood up, tilted his head to look at Gu Yuan, pursed his lips, shook his head slightly, and smiled helplessly.

It seemed that every time I took a breath, my lungs would be as sour as a towel that was twisted hard.

"...uh...uh...thank god..."

Time is blurred to the point where only four seasons and day and night remain.

...They will be very angry if they do this.

"Okay...okay...you rest." The mother sat up straight and wiped her face with her hands, "I won't call your dad, I'll go to the doctor and ask him to arrange another examination later to see the situation .”

What are you all doing now?

The sun's rays outside the window were dazzling, the girl rubbed her eyes and lowered her head.

Qi Yu...

Qing Si recalled the feeling of falling asleep, as if she had entered a dark tunnel and lost the ability to distinguish directions.

"Of course...important..." Gu Yuan replied very confidently, because he knew what Si Junmo would say next.

"?!"

Maybe a little more sleep and everything will be fine.

"You're awake...you're awake...uh...finally..." She repeated these words over and over again, as if confirming repeatedly, "I thought, I thought...I thought... It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up..."

I don't know how long this day will last.

"Do you believe..."

It wasn't until she watched her mother walk out the door that the girl showed a painful expression.

Throat dry, breathless.

"Let him rest for a while, don't call him anymore." Qing Si stretched out her hand to hold down her mother's cell phone, "I'm fine, I'm fine now, but I'm still a little tired, and I might have to go to bed soon."

"Life is such a light, light thing that its arrival and departure affect only a small number of people nearby, and for most of the rest of the world, it is no more real than the news heard on the TV broadcast. How much, maybe not as real as a glass of orange juice at hand." He said every word clearly, as if he had no choice but to include it, Si Junmo's figure disappeared into the back kitchen, and the wind chimes hanging at the door rang sweetly, The store door was pushed open, and the waiter, Ms. Xinyue, walked in with her bag on her back. She was stunned for a moment when she saw Gu Yuan sitting in the corner, and then immediately greeted him with a smile.

……pain.

Walking to the street, he took a deep breath, and the cold feeling of water flooded his lungs, causing him to cough twice.

...Since I lived here for a long time, I don't seem to have paid much attention to these issues.

"It's okay, I just slept for a while." Qing Si patted her mother's back lightly. She didn't know how to comfort her. In her impression, her mother had always been a strong and calm image, so, almost I have never seen her cry and cry, but in the past few months, it has happened several times.

I actually slept all day and all night...

"Cough...cough..."

"So, when that incident happened, Chen Ge and I didn't believe it at first, while Shi Yu was dumbfounded. Only Xueru was relatively calm, but she couldn't help but burst into tears when she arrived at the scene. .”

She gently supported her chest with her hand, turned her head and looked out of the window, there was light snow floating in the sky.

"Sisi... Sisi, you're awake!"

Qi Yu...Gu Yuan...Chen Ying...Feng Ziqiu...Jiang Lu...and Sister Zifeng.

"……Well."

"Xiaoyu..."

What month is it now, and what time is it?

"...Ah, I just woke up..."

"One hundred percent suicide, there is no doubt." Si Junmo rubbed his eyes, "Life often does not follow logic, especially those who go to extremes. Their thinking cannot be deduced by ordinary people's logic. This was the case at that time. Regardless of what the teacher told us."

Ah, by the way, she had already left before she passed out.

"It's okay. You've been sleeping all day and night. I...I'll call your dad. He stayed here last night without sleeping. He just went back not long ago."

Or, never wake up again.

Qingsi's pupils gradually lost focus, and she didn't have an answer in her heart.

It will get better in the spring, though, the doctor said, and it will get better as the weather warms up.

Let winter pass quickly.

She prayed silently.