June is our farewell song

How long was the longest time you stayed in the same place?
If you stay in a closed space all the time, you will slowly lose the perception of time, because the passage of time is expressed through the changes of things.After staying in this ward for so long, Qingsi has somewhat forgotten how time works, the hot summers and cold winters that have gradually passed through and disappeared one by one in life, and only those impressive things remain .

Cherry blossoms blooming and then withering in a certain corner of the campus, oval-shaped leaves that are verdant and then decaying on the branches, small round light spots cast by the sunlight passing through the transparent glass window on the dark green blackboard, and the untightened faucet on the side of the playground is alone Precarious crystal water droplets hanging.Countless scenes that are clear and cannot be specified at a certain moment, cut the memories into frames one by one, like gems under the hands of a master craftsman, reflecting the light and shadow of youth.

Once upon a time, in the corner of the playground under the blue-purple sunset, among the boys and girls strolling, there was also my figure.The camera turned around, and at this moment, I could only lie on the bed in white clothes, holding banknotes, trying to let my thoughts escape from this small space.

In this way, I have no energy, no mood, and no qualifications to like someone.

But as long as it gets better...

As long as you can wait until the moment when spring comes...

Another fine day.

Gu Yuan stopped at the entrance of the hospital. The boy in a light blue sports jacket had just finished a morning jog that challenged the limits of his body.The whole body was hot, the blood flowed through the blood vessels at a speed far faster than usual, and the boy's face was slightly reddened by the cold wind in early spring.He sniffed hard, turned and walked towards the main entrance of the hospital.

When he opened the door and came in, Gu Yuan saw Qingsi lying face down on the bed, and only moved a little when he heard the door opening, he couldn't help but feel tense, turned around and wanted to call the nurse over. After sitting up slowly, he was relieved, but his worry did not diminish:
"not comfortable?"

The girl shook her head.

"It's just a little sleepy, and I feel stuffy when lying down, so I just want to lie down for a while."

Gu Yuan went to her bed and sat down, saw a piece of drawing paper next to the bunch of clips containing colorful pills on the bedside table, picked it up and had a look, it was a landscape painting drawn with colored pencils .The rose-red nebula stuck in the sky, the unnaturally beautiful light green aurora flickering in the night, and the endless grassland, the grass bent down by the wind, and the vague impression of the sitting area with only a few strokes. The back view of a girl on the grass looking up at the starry sky,
With concise brushstrokes, Gu Yuan felt a power that directly hits the soul from this painting.

"...The drawing is really good, did you draw it?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Gu Yuan felt a little regretful, is there even a need to ask?But Qing Si laughed instead.

"Of course."

"Is this you?"

At this moment, Gu Yuan realized what the painting was trying to convey.

She's lonely, right here.

Gu Yuan's fingers lightly touched the rough surface of the drawing paper.

"Nah."

The girl's answer was surprising.

"It's the picture I saw in the book before. I just converted the text into a picture."

"That's it..." Gu Yuan felt that Qing Si's words were not credible.

Regardless of whether her words are true or not, the loneliness that seeps through the back of the paper is real.

"School is about to start tomorrow. In the last semester, there are a lot of preparations to be done. Why are you still free?"

"There is a lot of work to do, but I still want to come and take a look." Gu Yuan looked at the room while talking, "It hasn't changed much throughout the winter, spring is coming, do you want to stay here? Arrange some flowers or something?"

"No, the doctor won't let me. I have to stay away from anything that may cause respiratory diseases." Qing Si explained with a little frustration, "My mother originally wanted to put some potted plants here, at least some green plants, but the doctor refused. gone."

"The operation you mentioned last time...how is it now?"

"It's already been arranged, February 2th, it won't be long."

"So fast?!"

"Well, yes, we have to do it anyway, so we should do it as soon as possible."

"makes sense……"

"However, it didn't take long. In fact, there are still more than half a month. In fact, there are three days to choose from. I chose this one specially."

"Huh? Why? Is there anything special about this day?"

"Before your birthday, if you recover well then, maybe I can go out and pick out a gift for you."

"Don't say such stupid things... Even if you recover well, the doctor won't allow you to go out a week after the operation." Gu Yuan yawned to hide the tears that oozed from the corners of his eyes because of joy , "That means there is a chance of recovery, right?"

"Well, it's like this..." Qingsi's gaze moved down slightly, "There is a chance."

"That's really great, I have to tell other people the good news." Gu Yuan took out his mobile phone, and after editing and entering the information, he pressed the cancel button to delete the input record just now, "I still have to go to school tomorrow Let's talk face to face later."

"Hmm..." Qing Si nodded silently.

There was an embarrassing silence for a moment.

Gu Yuan wanted to say something to break the silence, but when he opened his mouth, his mind was full of recent bad things. He didn't want Qing Si, who was in desperate need of rest, to be bothered by these things anymore, so he wanted to change the topic, but found that Apart from these things, my own life is really lackluster,
In the end, it was Qing Si who spoke first.

"Next door... who is it?"

"Next door... huh?"

"You came here a few days ago, and you came twice, but you didn't come in, but went to the next door..."

"Ah, what are you talking about... I have something to do with that guy, so it's a fair deal."

"So who is it?"

At this moment, Gu Yuan actually felt great pressure from the girl.

"It's Ye Jun... a boy I knew before." Gu Yuan quickly explained, "It's been a long time since we met, but this time we met again because of some unexpected circumstances, and he provided me with some information. "

"Information, um... is it about Ye Qiuling?"

Although I didn't want to mention it, Qing Si guessed it by herself, and Gu Yuan didn't deny it.

"Yes, I'm looking for someone who knows more about that incident."

Qing Si nodded slightly after listening.

"how's the progress?"

"Not yet, but it should be coming soon."

"Almost there?"

"I have roughly deduced what happened at that time, but I still need some evidence to confirm."

Gu Yuan gently rubbed the center of his brows. Although he didn't get any useful information from Yang Huansheng yesterday, as long as he grasps this line and continues to push forward, he will definitely find more clues.

"Keep going, as long as it's you, you can definitely find out the truth."

It was very gentle encouragement, but Gu Yuan smiled helplessly. He remembered the question Yang Huansheng asked him yesterday: Why does he insist on the truth when he doesn't play any role in this story?

"what happened?"

"No...it's nothing." Gu Yuan pursed his lips and shook his head, he glanced at his watch, "I should go, although I really don't want to leave so early... But there are still some things to do at home, so I will go tomorrow morning School also needs to make some preparations. I will come to see you again, next week, no, Wednesday, but it will be evening, after the evening self-study is over."

"Uh-huh."

Before leaving, Gu Yuan took another look at the painting.

"Take it away."

The girl said suddenly.

"Huh? I just..."

"Give it to you, just keep it as a souvenir."

"Why are you saying such things all of a sudden..."

"Just kidding, see you on Wednesday."

When he came out of the hospital, Gu Yuan stood on the bus stop, leaning against the yellow stop sign, quietly looking at the hospital building bathed in bright sunlight. On the top of the blue and white curved building, bright red The cross is shining brightly, the road ahead is full of traffic, and the sidewalk is full of people coming and going.

Although he cared about Liu Qingsi very much, it was only limited to caring.Before him is the reality of everyday life, and he has a lot to deal with.He tried his best to spend every day of the present, so there was no extra energy to think about the unspeakable things.

When the bus came, Gu Yuan felt that there seemed to be someone's figure, whose breath was watching him from a little distance away.

However, if you check carefully, you will find that there is no one around.When he suddenly turned his head and stared at the back where there was no object, the passers-by beside him all showed surprised expressions.

The term "figure" is not accurate, because it is almost something similar to breath.

However, this breath is a kind of warm thing to him, and he seems to be able to clarify only this point.