June is our farewell song

The two people who grew up together sat on both sides of the same stone, watching the turbulent river without speaking to each other, letting the damp wind blow their hair one by one, filling their chests with the smell of grass and gravel.

"Do you remember what it was like when we first came here?"

"Well...Of course I remember. We were only five years old at that time, and the trees here hadn't grown like this yet. The park had just been planned for a few years, and the two trees next to it were not half as tall as they are now."

"Really... How do I remember that these two trees were already tall at that time, even taller than what I see now."

"That's because we were too short at that time... The tree couldn't grow back. How can the newly planted saplings compare with the current forest trees. And look at this tree, it's still a little crooked now. "

Footsteps came from the side, Lu Siyao looked to the side, and found that the boy had already walked to the side of the slightly sloping tree.

"It's this tree. It was the summer when I was 12 years old. On the night of June 29th, I couldn't tell. You insisted on coming, but it rained the night before yesterday. Well, I grabbed you, and the other hand was on the tree at that time, and it turned out to be like this." Gu Yuan said and patted the tree vigorously, and the trunk didn't move at all. It was pulled away by the weight of our two children, and now I can't push it."

"Isn't it because you're too heavy?"

"...Asshole, why don't you say that you are too heavy? You were obviously taller than me at that time. It's not easy to hold you. I still have scars on my hands." Gu Yuan said Sit back to the original position, spread out his left hand towards Lu Siyao, there are some fine scratches on the fingertips and the palm, "It's all scratched by the thorns on the tree, look, it's still here , It's really troublesome... At that time, the doctor said that it would disappear in a short time, but it has not disappeared until now, and I guess it will follow me for the rest of my life."

"This... all my life..."

"So, even if you don't know how to repay your kindness, at least you should respect me as a lifesaver, and why did you say that it was because I was too heavy, and I cried like that at the beginning?" Gu Yuan let out a breath, leaning back slightly, Supporting the ground with his hands, he looked up at the bright moon in the night sky, "What a big moon. I remember that at that time, the moon was just like it is now. It looked very big and bright, as if it had just been washed."

"At that time..." Lu Siyao also looked up at the moon in the sky. Indeed, the moon that day was exactly the same as today, no, it should be said that it looked closer than now, because it was attracted by the unusual bright moon, That's why she stood closer to the cliff than usual, accidentally stepped on a puddle formed by the rain the night before, lost her balance and fell down.

Then I heard screams and running behind me.

... I remember that at that time, the boys complained about not being able to see the anime world at night, but they were able to react so quickly.

In fact, Lu Siyao reached out and brushed the broken hair in front of her forehead, and squinted her eyes to look at the silver plate in the night sky. Even if she fell, nothing would happen to her. It was said to be a cliff, but it was actually just a slightly steeper slope.But at that time, the boy's face was flushed red in order to hold him back, and he got several wooden thorns in his hands because of this, so he missed the piano competition in the summer vacation, so I said that later.However, he doesn't seem to remember.

Lu Siyao turned her head and looked over, the boy was still chattering to the moon:

"I still remember that at that time in the animation world of the children's channel, the four-wheel drive brothers were played. I really miss it. The whirlwind charged the tornado. At that time, the Spider King just appeared on the stage, and I just missed the decisive battle that day...Hey, are you there? Listen."

"Well, well, I heard, didn't I give you a toy car later? It can be regarded as a kind repayment."

"That's the Excalibur... It's completely two characters... Well... Forget it, even though you said you wanted to..."

When Gu Yuan said this, he glanced at Lu Siyao, and then he didn't continue talking.

"What do you want?" Lu Siyao looked at him.

"I don't know, I don't remember. Let's go, go back, it's getting late."

What do you want?Of course Gu Yuan knew what that sentence was, but he just didn't want to say it.

Both of them were young at that time, and as we all know, what children say cannot be taken seriously.

"Well, let's go, it's time to go back." Lu Siyao nodded.

Walking out of the park and passing the bus stop, the boy stopped, but the girl continued to walk forward, and grabbed the boy's collar with her thumb and index finger.

"Oh hello, don't you take the bus?"

"Where is the car at this late hour?"

"Uh..." Gu Yuan glanced at the stop sign, it said that the last train is at nine o'clock, and now, the pointer on the watch has just crossed the line at eight o'clock, "Then take a taxi?"

"I didn't bring my wallet."

"It can't be used..."

"Walking back?"

The girl stopped, paused, and said this sentence with a clear and clear voice like the knocking of a triangle.

Before he could say the word mobile phone, Gu Yuan silently swallowed the second part of the sentence "And you didn't bring a wallet, how did you buy bread?"

"Well, let's go, but it will take a long time, at least half an hour."

"It's ok."

After going out for a while.

"But, is it really okay? Your ankle."

Gu Yuan looked down at Lu Siyao's left ankle. The girl's knee was slightly bent, and the toe of her left foot was touching the ground.

"When did you get hurt?"

"I sprained my foot a few days ago, it doesn't have any effect." Lu Siyao said and walked a few steps forward, but she couldn't exert any strength on her left foot. The numbness and pain penetrated from the bottom of the foot to her heart. She walked so much from noon until now. For a long time, the center of gravity was almost always on the right side, and the right leg, which had already been overwhelmed by the weight, softened the knee, and the girl sat directly on the ground.

"Don't be so forced to be brave, really..." Gu Yuan helped Lu Siyao to sit down by the flower bed by the road, took off the shoe and sock of his left foot, and saw the girl's ankle swollen like a steamed bun, "Hiss—is it so swollen? Thank you for persevering until now."

"It's not very painful."

"Just pretend you are, duplicity, who did you learn this from... this needs to be dealt with briefly, let me see... ah, there is a pharmacy over there." The boy stood up and glanced around. I saw the prescription at the corner, "I'll be right back."

Looking at the street scene under the dim yellow light in front of me, my eyes are a little wet for some reason.

In fact, Lu Siyao knew why she was unhappy.

She felt that a certain part of herself was still stuck on the stones by the river under the setting sun, trapped in a time long ago.

Even though many years had passed, Lu Siyao still remembered the scene of that day.

The boy who pulled himself back from the cliff laughed while wiping the blood from his hands on his trousers:
"Okay, okay, don't cry, it's okay."

But he kept grinning and inhaling, actually it hurts a lot, those wounds.

But the bandages and anti-inflammatory drugs bought with all the money on his body were all used on himself.

After returning home, I had a fever for several days due to wound infection. On the phone, I also said that I was very happy because I didn’t have to go to school or practice the piano. I could lie on the bed and play games all day. In fact, I couldn’t even move my right hand. .

The mouth is not the heart.

The boy who bought the medicine ran over from across the street along the zebra crossing and the sidewalk, exactly the same as that time.

My duplicity has always been learned from you.

In the end, I still cried.

"Uh...it can't be, it's because I wrapped it too tightly?" Gu Yuan couldn't understand the situation where he fell into a warm scene because of his own actions.Moreover, the girl's tenderness only burst out intermittently, fleeting, and after a pause of a few seconds, Siyao on the other side had already raised her head, and said with a red nose, "It's okay, the pain is not so bad now, you can go now."

"Who are you going to go...you still go after this, I'm afraid you don't want this foot anymore. Let's take a taxi."

"But it only takes five minutes to walk back from here."

"Then you have to take a taxi." The boy raised his forehead, saw the girl lowered her head and said nothing, sighed, and suddenly remembered a very crucial point, "Wait a minute, how heavy are you now?"

"Hmm...?" Lu Siyao froze for a moment, showing a slightly fierce expression, "Did no one tell you that it's impolite to ask a girl's weight?"

"Really... who cares about that kind of stuff, you're not over sixty kilos, are you?"

"Of course..." The girl turned her head slightly, "You're only fifty...just in your early years."

"That's good." Gu Yuan said as he helped the girl to stand up, "It's fine if you're less than sixty."

"Eh?!"

Before Lu Siyao could react, the boy had already picked her up.

"You, what are you doing? Let me down quickly."

"Since you don't want to take a taxi, you have to walk back. It's very close anyway. You're not shy, are you? Not at all, it's not the first time. But I said... have you gained weight?"

"Bullshit..."

"Haha, just kidding, I mean compared to that time, you must be heavier than then, right?"

"That's for sure, how old was it then..."

"So I'm joking. But then again, at that time, you too. After finding out that you had no money to take a taxi or take a bus, you had to force yourself to walk, but you gave up after walking less than 100 meters. Really... I kept telling you Don't be so brave, if you feel uncomfortable, just say it, but you have never heard me for more than ten years."

Feeling the warmth from the boy's back, Lu Siyao felt like a cat snuggling up to the fireplace.

It's been like this since a long time ago, even if people all over the world hate me and don't understand me, they never feel any burden, because I know that there is someone who can understand my slightly wrinkled mood and say "If you feel uncomfortable, just To say."

"Actually, it felt heavier at that time than it is now. Do you still remember that I rested several times in the middle, although it was because the road was far away."

Idiot...the road is far away, obviously because you were also injured at that time.

"So, I have become a lot stronger."

The corners of Siyao's mouth raised slightly, and she replied with a soft "hmm".

"Eh? It's strange——" the boy said and looked back, "Don't you complain at this time? You just look at me with contemptuous eyes like looking at garbage, and then say, ah, it's still the same as before Childish, something like that."

"How can..."

"Yes, I'm used to it."

"It's your memory that's wrong."

"Well... maybe it is."

By the time he reached the door of the girl's house, Lu Siyao's feet were already much better.

Gu Yuan put her down, and then the two stood face to face in embarrassment, and finally Lu Siyao said:
"Thank you."

"What's there to thank... By the way, are you going to leave after the exam in June?"

Lu Siyao looked at him, and after a few seconds, she suddenly asked, "Do you want me to go?"

"You should make your own decision, it's about your own future," said the boy.

"I've made up my mind to leave after the exam. Now you can answer me."

After a long silence, Gu Yuan raised his head and looked into her eyes.

"In short... just do what you want. If you feel uncomfortable, you must speak out."

"That's it, Siyao, work hard for the college entrance examination."

Lu Siyao looked at him with a smile and waved her hand, before she could say a word, she turned around and strode away.

The boy's figure disappeared into the night.

The girl looked up at the moon in the sky, feeling that it was farther away than before.