June is our farewell song

"This is the medicine for the patient in bed No. [-]. Go and hang it up for him. Also, this is for bed No. [-]. Remember, shake it well before hanging it up. Also, find the blood vessels, move quickly, don't hesitate .”

The chubby, short-haired, small-eyed, loud-speaking head nurse auntie, who looks a bit fierce but actually works meticulously and conscientiously, is handing the medicine on the silver trolley to the young nurse sister while exhorting What.After explaining, she came over with a bottle of drip bottle that looked a bit green.

"Bed No. 17, acute gastritis, mild gastric bleeding, how did you do this to yourself at such a young age?" Auntie the head nurse looked at the medical record on the bedside, and murmured in Gu Yuan's ear, "I'm only [-] years old. High school student. I heard that the sanitation worker sent you here, where is your family?"

"Ah...they are quite busy, I don't feel much now, can I go right away?" Gu Yuan wanted to sit up, but he felt dizzy as soon as he sat upright, and was immediately hugged by the head nurse. The big hand pressed the bed back.

"No, just lie down obediently. You have stomach bleeding and shock. You have to stay in the hospital for observation tonight. This is a list of medicine expenses. Because the situation is urgent, I will give you medicine in advance. Remember to go to the counter at the door when you leave tomorrow. Check out." The head nurse said and slapped a rolled receipt on the bedside table beside him, "Hey, where is your sister? I remember you accompanied her last time, why, this time you were sick, she didn't Would you like to come over?"

"Sister?" Gu Yuan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly remembered that what the head nurse said should be about the time he accompanied Qi Yu to the hospital. He made up his identity at that time, but she didn't expect her to remember it until now, "Oh... ...She went back first after school, and I left late, so she probably didn't know about it."

"Then you have to call her quickly and say, oh, where are your parents? Last time it was only the two of you who came over."

"They...are on a business trip." Gu Yuan looked at the medical receipt, "I haven't been here recently."

"How can there be such a parent? The children are all in the third year of high school, and they don't care about them when they are sick. It's like this for one or two, and you don't care about each of them. I really don't understand the thinking of young people today." Gu Yuan's words seemed to have triggered some kind of mechanism in the head nurse, and once the chatterbox was opened, it couldn't be closed again, "Hey, which school are you from?"

"Ah, I'm from Nanhua." Gu Yuan simply agreed, but he knew that in front of a middle-aged woman in her 40s, even if she didn't say a word, the other party would still be able to continue impassionedly.When they reach a certain age, people will become critics or language transmitters. After the owner talks about the west, it seems that people and things all over the world are related to them.

"Are you in the third year of high school now? The third year of high school is very hard and the pressure is very high, especially Nanhua Middle School. The pressure is great. It is even more stressful than Dongyang Middle School. I didn't believe it at first. Where is Dongyang Middle School? The whole city They are all well-known hard-working students. They have half a day off a week, one exam a week and one exam a month, and evening self-study until 10:30. The pressure is even greater than that of that place, are the students still human?”

"Well...the pressure should not be as great as Dongyang..."

Gu Yuan looked at his own reflection reflected on the glass window of the ward, his body was thin, the collar of the hospital gown was loosely placed on both sides of his shoulders, and a transparent infusion tube was attached to the back of his hand, Gu Yuan raised his hand, A section of bright red blood flowed back from the needle on the back of the hand.It seems to be a little thinner than before, but it doesn't seem to be, because the body shape has not changed much, only the face has changed.The eye sockets are a little sunken, coupled with the messy hairstyle, when he relaxes, the whole person is sick and unmotivated.

The person next to him was still talking, Gu Yuan's gaze was attracted by the lights outside the window, his eyes gradually lost focus, and the sound that his ears could receive gradually became smaller.

"Looking at you like this, I can tell that you haven't had a good meal. A few days ago, I heard that there was a girl in the cardiology department on the top of the building. She couldn't walk steadily and she had to go to school. Dr. Li Repeated persuasion and repeated persuasion are useless. I do work for my parents, and the parents also say to let her. I heard that she is also a senior in Nanhua Middle School. Alas, you young people just don’t understand. The body is the capital of the revolution, and the body is your own. But no one can..."

"Auntie, what did you just say?"

Gu Yuan retracted his gaze from the illusory lights, and turned to look at the nurse's round face.

"I said, the body is the capital of the revolution, the body is your own, you can't feel it when you are young, and you will know the pain when you are old and sick..."

"No, it's the previous sentence."

"The previous sentence?" The head nurse was stunned for a moment, "Which one?"

"Well, tell me, what happened to the cardiovascular department on the roof?"

"Oh, there is a girl who is also a third year in your Nanhua Middle School. She is so ill that she can't walk steadily, and she insists on going to school. She doesn't listen to anyone's advice, and her parents don't do anything. She says let her go. Alas, now I really don't understand any of her children and parents... Her parents are like this, and so are your parents, each of them is, oh..."

"Nanhua Middle School senior year, girl, cardiovascular department..."

These three words appeared in his mind at the same time, and Gu Yuan lost his mind for a moment.

Wasn't she discharged from the hospital and returned to school with the doctor's consent?

"I'm so sick that I can't walk steadily, and I still have to go to school."

Hasn't her illness improved obviously?
Could it be that……

Started dizzy again.

But what I have seen with my own eyes in the past few days is that Qing Si's condition is much better than before, and she also completed the job of recruiting interviews very well, and after that...

correct.

Qi Yu said that she had seen the examination report in the doctor's office.

"The inspection report... If the thing is still there, it should be at the attending physician..."

Gu Yuan thought of the doctor wearing glasses before.

Check it out right now.

Thinking about it, he immediately got up and jumped out of the bed, pulled out the needle in his hand, and the head nurse immediately screamed in fright.

"Hey! You! What are you doing?!"

Gu Yuan ignored her, and didn't care about the wound on the back of his hand, but rushed straight out of the ward door.

The figure of the head nurse calling for colleagues came from behind, but Gu Yuan still did not stop his footsteps.

There was acid reflux in his stomach, his throat was blocked, and he gasped for breath, but he couldn't relieve the dizziness on his forehead, but he didn't stop.

He ran and ran, instead of taking the elevator, he took the fire exit and climbed the stairs all the way to the top floor of the inpatient building.

The moment he pushed open the safety door, he was sweating profusely, his vision was a little blurred by sweat, his eyes hurt, and his head was heavy, but he immediately found the door in his oblique vision. The doctor wearing glasses The door to the room that used to appear.

He walked towards that door unsteadily, the two nurses on duty at the nurse's desk were startled by the sudden appearance of a boy who looked like a zombie walking, and after a few seconds to react, Gu Yuan had already Went into the doctor's office.

"Inspection report...inspection report..."

Gu Yuan read these words mechanically, and groped on the doctor's desk with both hands, but only saw medical records and two ballpoint pens, one yellow and one blue, with handwriting scrawled like a bible. Nothing at all.

Gu Yuan looked up and down for a while, and saw the locked drawer beside the desk that hadn't been opened yet.

Can't open it...it's locked.

There was a loud noise, but it still wouldn't open.

He stood by the drawer and thought about a solution, but the two nurses at the nurse's desk had already reacted and rushed in to grab him.

"Let go of me, let me go..."

"Sir, please calm down!"

"I'm looking for an inspection report, an inspection report!"

"Examination report? Are you talking about the physical examination form?" The two nurses looked at each other, "But that kind of thing, the doctor will go directly to the patient or family member? It will not be left in the office."

Won't stay in the office?Na Qi Yu said that she saw...

Gu Yuan suddenly felt a headache.

At this time, the chubby head nurse auntie finally arrived, she staggered out of the elevator, and was relieved when she saw Gu Yuan.

"My little ancestor, I finally found you. Why are you running around all of a sudden?"

"Are you looking for this?"

A gentle but powerful voice cut through Gu Yuan's chaotic mind like a bolt of lightning.

The scattered vision refocused, and Gu Yuan saw a tall man wearing glasses, standing at the door of the office in a white coat.

"Doctor Li."

"You all go to work, let me talk to him. Sorry to disturb your work."

"It's nothing, Doctor Li, this is what we should do." The head nurse auntie smiled shyly, then walked in and pushed two young nurses out, leaving only Gu Yuan and There are two glasses doctors.

"Your name is Gu Yuan, right?"

Unexpectedly, he called out the boy's name directly.

He pulled away the chair across from his desk.

"sit down."

"You, know me?" Gu Yuan hesitated.

"The number of times you come here is not infrequent, and she often mentions you, of course I remember. And the little girl who came here last week, her name is Qi Yu, right, you are in the same class, and you are at the same table."

"You really know a lot..." Gu Yuan sat down slowly, his eyes fell on the envelope in the doctor's hand, "This is..."

"This is what you were looking for just now. I was just discussing the details of the operation with another doctor, so I brought it with me."

"May I take a look at it?"

"Of course." The doctor said, unscrewed the drawstring of the envelope, took out a thin sheet of paper, and handed it to Gu Yuan.

"Eh? Is it really possible? No... Generally, the patient's consent is not required?"

"She has already agreed, and she agreed when she left here." The doctor explained, his tone was slow, giving people a reassuring force, "She expected you to come, but not at this time."

"She knew I would come..." Gu Yuan felt as if a smoke bomb had exploded in his mind. He reached for the piece of paper, but his mind was full of images from the past few days.

"I saw that report, so don't worry."

"The doctor said I can go to school now."

"You have seen her appearance. Even if you don't believe what I say, you should believe what you see with your own eyes."

His fingers touched the piece of paper, but for a moment he didn't have the courage to turn it over.

Gu Yuan took a deep breath and lowered his gaze.

really……

They are teaming up to cheat...

"Why... why did she do this? Li... Doctor Jianren." Gu Yuan glanced at the name of the attending physician on the report, "Is the operation related to the operation you just mentioned?"

"Well... She is unwilling to say the specific reason. But the expected success rate of the operation is indeed not high." The doctor looked at Gu Yuan, "Although the technology and medicine have improved in the past two years, it is still less than 20.00%." % success rate."

"20.00%! Does she know..."

"Yes, I told her a month ago. And this is already an optimistic estimate. If you can't find a suitable match, the success rate will drop further."

"It turned out to be like this...Why, why did you tell me this? Doesn't she want others to know?"

"This...the reason, you still have to find out by yourself, I can't guess randomly. But she did say that if you find this place, I will show you this."

Under the doctor's piercing eyes, Gu Yuan felt dizzy one after another.

"You don't feel well, go back and rest quickly, tomorrow. Think about these things again." The doctor said that he handed over a ball of medical cotton, Gu Yuan was stunned for a moment, and then realized that the wound on the back of his right hand was still bleeding .

"I can't run anymore this time, just ring the bell if there is anything to do." The head nurse aunt dropped her voice.

"No more." Gu Yuan sat on the hospital bed, gently touching his forehead.

The moment the door was closed, the world finally calmed down.

is that a lie……

It turns out that they have been pretending these days...

What the hell are you guys doing...

There were so many thoughts in my mind that they exploded, entangled one after another.

The sound of the uncle's steady snoring came from the bed next door. Gu Yuan turned his head and looked at the starless night sky outside the window. The snow, like grains of salt, renders the whole world full of a sad, salty taste, as if soaked in tears.