June is our farewell song

"What's the date of surgery?"

"Sunday afternoon."

"Does anyone else know?"

"Well, I already know, after all, this may be the last..."

"Is it really okay to say such frustrating words when it hasn't happened yet?"

"..."

"However, you're right, it won't affect anything if you sigh."

"Don't be so cold-blooded..."

Gu Yuan didn't know why he met Lu Siyao at this time and in this place.

I didn't think too much about why the two of them walked together so naturally.

"Actually, I just came here alone because I felt bored. I didn't expect to meet you."

"I'm in a good mood, I just came here to eat." Lu Siyao stopped talking, and his eyes drifted to the second floor of the New World Shopping Center on the right side of the pedestrian street. "There is a new steakhouse on the second floor here. I ate it when I came here." However, it tastes good."

"Dinner?... Oh, it's already this time." Gu Yuan glanced at his watch. At six o'clock, Qi Yu's band's performance was at eight o'clock in the evening. From here, it would take about half an hour to walk. The bus only takes 10 minutes, and there is still a little time, "But, don't you like going out to eat?"

"Eating takeaway all the time will kill you, do you want me to die?"

"...Uh, that's not..."

"So, of course I have to go out and find something to eat."

When Lu Siyao spoke, her chin was raised slightly. This posture of looking down on others has almost become a natural habit for her. If it is the first time for a stranger to see her, she may feel a sense of oppression and discomfort. .

"Let's go, that store."

"Don't go."

"Eh? Why. Didn't you just say that their home tastes good?"

"The taste is good, but the price is too expensive. In other words," Lu Siyao turned around, looked at him sideways and said, "it's not worth it. Taste is very important, but it doesn't mean that you can completely ignore other things for the sake of taste .”

"...What are you talking about. You have never been the kind of person who cares about the price." Gu Yuan didn't understand the meaning of the girl's words at all, "I still remember when you were in the sixth grade, because you liked the gift shop next door to the school There is a very expensive crystal duck in the store, and you plan to live on the lunch at school for a whole month. If I hadn’t found out after a week, I’m afraid you would really complete this desperate plan Bar."

"You said it was before." Lu Siyao turned around directly this time, facing him, "We are no longer the age where we can do everything for a stupid duck."

"...What's the matter, I didn't say that I would risk everything for a crystal duck."

Lu Siyao didn't answer, but looked towards the corner of the street.

"Well... let's go there."

"Hey, where?"

"On the corner, on the first floor, the one on the side of the road."

Gu Yuan followed Lu Siyao's eyes and saw that it was a small shop selling bread and fruit tea. It was lit with warm yellow and white lights on the pedestrian street full of colorful neon lights.

"It's bread again..." He rubbed his stomach, remembering that he was sent to the hospital by the sanitation worker because of acute gastritis a few days ago. At that time, he ate bread every day, and he couldn't help feeling a little lingering.But when she came to her senses, there was no one around, and Lu Siyao walked over alone. The tall girl in a bright silver coat and a dark blue scarf looked like a tree in the bright commercial street. A moving tree in various poses.

Bread again.

Gu Yuan looked at the steaming bread half-wrapped in oil paper in front of him and fell into deep thought.

Sure enough, no matter how much you like something, you will get tired of eating it every day.

For example, the piece of bread in front of me is my favorite taste, but when I smell the aroma of butter, I don't feel delicious at all, I just feel a little nauseous.

"What's the matter, aren't you hungry?" Lu Siyao glanced at the bread in Gu Yuan's hand, there was no doubt in her eyes.

"...Uh, I don't really want to eat this recently." Gu Yuan glanced at the bread again, felt a lump in his throat, subconsciously stretched out his hand to push it away, raised his head and smiled and explained, "Maybe I ate too much... ..."

"I said, you." Lu Siyao looked up at the boy opposite, clenched his fist with his left hand and pressed it to his cheek, his eyes were firmly fixed on his face, Gu Yuan's shadow was reflected in his jewel-like pupils , trembling constantly, like black waves surging, "Go to the hospital the night before yesterday."

"Ah... yes."

"I didn't take the initiative to go."

"Uh……"

"So he passed out on the street and was taken to the hospital?"

"Well... how do you know..."

Lang Tao reprimanded and denounced... Although Lu Siyao's tone did not change from the beginning to the end, Gu Yuan couldn't help but feel that he couldn't even meet her eyes.

"Ye Jun saw you and said that you looked weak but rampant, and your hands were still bleeding. I thought it was an injury at first, but now it seems that it is a stomach problem."

The mouth became dry and astringent, and the bitter taste surged up and rolled up the base of the tongue, a strong feeling kept rushing around in the stomach.

"So, you started telling me that you only found out the time of the operation today, which is also false."

Gu Yuan didn't know how to answer the girl's question, no, rather than interrogative sentences, what came out of Lu Siyao's mouth was more like a declarative sentence with interrogative words, it should be said that a rhetorical question sentence is more appropriate.

what time is it now?Is it time to go?In a panic, Gu Yuan glanced at his watch, it was only half past six, in fact he also knew that the time could not pass so fast, he just wanted to find a legitimate reason to break away from the current scene, but...

"You've been looking at your watch since just now, is there anything else to do in a while?"

"No, nothing..."

"When I first met you, you said that you came here alone because you felt bored. You must be lying."

"No, that's not it, I'm..."

"At eight o'clock in the evening, go to the nearby speakeasy and see the band perform."

Gu Yuan was interrupted by Lu Siyao before he finished speaking, and the other party said what he wanted to explain first, and Lu Siyao's voice trembled slightly, the boy couldn't help being stunned.

"Well, it's such a plan, how could you..."

"How would I know, yes, how would I know..." Lu Siyao turned her head to one side, and murmured softly as if answering Gu Yuan and whispering to herself, "Because I'm an idiot. A stupid Crystal Duck desperate fool."

"Hey……"

The evening wind in early spring was shaking the glass of the floor-to-ceiling windows next to the two of them.

However, Gu Yuan's mind was still hazy like a sea of ​​clouds.

How to do?What to do now?
Memories flowed up like a tide, with a bitter and sour taste.

Those fragmented afterimages that were left in the corner slowly assembled into a complete pattern in my mind.

"You have starved yourself for so long, just for this thing."

Outside the window on the purple shelf of the gift shop, the boy stuffed the freshly bought bread into the girl's hand.

"Are you an idiot... just for this..."

The dark blue backpack swayed slightly and touched the pale pink backpack next to it.

"the stupid one is you."

Just remember such a cold sentence.

"Well... But, it's okay not to eat, the stomach will be broken, as it was said on TV."

With an inarticulate chewing sound, the girl nodded.

Then, almost half a year later, during the summer vacation when they entered junior high school, the two made an appointment to exchange graduation gifts.Gu Yuan opened the small blue brocade box, only to find that stupid crystal duck lying quietly in the box.

"...I bought it in the end. But, it was for me..."

"So you're an idiot."

I still remember the look in the girl's eyes when she said this sentence.

Resentment has joy.

"Zi-"

The vibrating sound of the mobile phone interrupted Gu Yuan's thoughts, and the screen that was off at one side automatically turned on, a message from Qi Yu.

"Hey, we've arrived, we're about to start preparing."

"Zi-"

"Have you set off yet?"

"Zi-"

"Although there is something to eat here, I don't think it's suitable for your fragile stomach, so it's better to come back after dinner at home. It's still early."

"..."

Gu Yuan's eyelids drooped slightly, hesitating whether to pick up the phone to reply, when he heard Lu Siyao's voice.

"do not go."

Gu Yuan looked up at her, the girl's eye circles were slightly red, but she had recovered her calm demeanor and tone.

"why?"

"Ye Jun said that there will be many people."

"I know, I've known from the beginning, that's why I'm going."

"There will be danger."

"Don't worry, they don't dare to do anything. Now is a society ruled by law. My watch is connected to my mobile phone, and I have set up an emergency dial. If there is something that cannot be solved, I will directly call the police."

"...Do you have to go?"

"We must go." Gu Yuan replied firmly, "She still doesn't know anything, she doesn't know the dangers she may encounter, and she has no experience in dealing with such things. If I don't go, she may be injured. , she is my friend, I can't still..."

"You can tell her to cancel the show."

"This is the last performance before graduation, and it may be, really the last performance."

"So, we must go."

"Yes, we must go."

"...I see." The girl stood up as she said, "The show will start at eight o'clock, and it will last for an hour. Then at 09:30, I will wait for you here."

"If you don't show up... no, you have to show up, there is no if."

"09:30... eh..."

After finishing speaking, Lu Siyao walked out of the store without looking back.
Gu Yuan looked at the crowd of people she merged into the intersection, then took a long breath, took the mobile phone beside him, and replied to Qi Yu:

"I'm leaving, and I'll be there soon."