June is our farewell song

When did it start?
I am used to returning to the classroom with a full stomach after school, pouring a glass of water in the storage room and sitting by the window, watching the people passing by downstairs in twos and threes in a daze.Gradually adapted to how to maintain a calm mood in a noisy environment, and learned how to naturally break away from entanglement and show a smiling expression when being harassed.

I am used to how to deal with picky tablemate bickering, and I am also used to sitting in the activity room when I am at a loss. I am even more used to seeing a group of people go out noisy after the salon and watch them chatting in a few words. Can't help but raise the corner of his mouth.

Although some of these habits have gradually faded away in the past six months, when one of them is missing one day, everything that seems to have remained the same has quietly lost its focus.

Not just Gu Yuan, everyone has their own deficiencies when it comes to Qing Si's departure.

So much time has been spent walking in, but the inherent pattern deforms and collapses.

It will probably take a lot of time to get used to it again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Walking in the air, he bumped into the oncoming girl, accidentally dropped the juice bottle in his hand, and splashed it on the passing boy's leg. Qi Yu quickly apologized first.

"Be careful when you walk, don't you even look at the road?" The girl who was hit shouted in a nasty tone, "Don't you have eyes?"

"Did something happen?" Yang Hao who rushed over had an apologetic smile on his face, then winked at the girl, Qi Yu obediently retreated, stood aside, watched the boy smile and calm down the two with a few words got angry.

The girl leaned against the tree and sighed helplessly.Remembering that he was booed by the audience in the bar night show before, it was Yang Hao who helped him.But the awkward self couldn't even say thank you at the time.

After the problem was solved, the boy didn't stay any longer. He just turned his head and smiled at the girl standing in a daze under the wishing tree, and walked towards the teaching building alone.Qi Yu breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to go back, when he reached into his pocket, he felt a hard texture.Lying in the girl's palm was the brooch that was given to Qing Si as a birthday present.

When she was in the hospital that day, Qing Si returned the brooch to her before she finally left the ward, telling her to keep it safe.Thinking back on Qingsi's expression when she said goodbye at that time, I don't think it was the relief of really looking forward to seeing you again. I always feel... It seems to be bleak after being forced to say goodbye.

Qi Yu looked down for a while, then clenched his palms tightly and put the brooch back into his pocket.

Unknowingly, I fell into the low mud again, I must cheer up.Today's life will gradually become normal, now is the time to show your super adaptability, Qi Yu.

Saying words of encouragement to himself like this, when he collected his mood and was about to leave, Qi Yu saw a lonely figure.Standing outside the activity room of the Literature Club covered by dead trees and snow, Chen Ying stared blankly at the empty room.

Although she didn't say anything after they separated yesterday, she must also feel uncomfortable.

Coming out of the Lawson convenience store, Gu Yuan took a bite of the chicken sandwich he just bought, carried his schoolbag and transferred to another bus. My own shadow in the window. "Hey, have you heard? It's the girl who has been praised so much before. It seems that yesterday... it was because of illness." "Of course I know. I have heard that although she has always been a good girl , but the private life is chaotic in private. Sure enough, it is because of this that he is sick." The chatter heard on the bus just now came from the ear, and there was no basis for malicious speculation.

"You guys are strangers, how can you say that?" At that time, he frowned and stopped.

"But a lot of people say that, there are no waves without wind, even if it's not like this, there must be other problems."

Gu Yuan stood in front of the car window with his hands clasped, under the light, the boy's face was shrouded in the shadow of his hair, and annoying mosquitoes were swirling around.

"That's right, at such a young age, she runs to the hospital every day, and I heard that someone posted a picture of her going to the black clinic on the post bar." The girl who spoke looked over suspiciously, "Who are you, so Actively speaking for her, you probably like her, right? But unfortunately, it seems that you are not the one who accompanied her to the clinic."

buzzing-

There is a steady stream of voices coming from my ears, please don't enter my ears if you can.

Gu Yuan's body trembled uncontrollably, as if a mosquito had penetrated into his brain through his ear, bumping around, his headache was about to explode.The last time I felt this way was three years ago, after falling out with Lu Siyao, the girl looked at her coldly and said, "I knew we shouldn't have known each other from the beginning, that's why there are so many troubles later on. .”

A girl who is clearly suffering from illness, but still lives a sunny life, is inexplicably criticized. People who say "private life is chaotic" and "there must be other problems" say these merciless words, and those who unscrupulously express the malice in their hearts can show a satisfied and happy smile without much effort.

This world is really unfair. People with dark and foul-smelling hearts can spend their youth wantonly, while people with bright, gentle and kind hearts have to leave this world early. If there is really a God who writes our lives, then imagine such a He must be a poor director of the plot to create such a filthy world.

——It's unreasonable...

A piece of [-] was bitten out of his lower lip, Gu Yuan reached into his bag and found the diary that he had only read the preface and had not yet had the courage to open it again.

"Enough! Shut me up!"

The emotions accumulated so far burst through the dam in an instant.

The girl who was interrupted was stunned for a few seconds, and noticed that Gu Yuan's eyes were filled with tears, and she was also ignited with anger. Instead, she laughed, her voice irritating her eardrums more than before: "So anxious, it really is the right thing to say." ?”

Then there was chaos. Gao Lian, who was sitting in the back row, squeezed from the crowd to separate the two of them, and repeated to Gu Yuan in the noise, "Calm down", but Gu Yuan stood there and the doctor didn't say anything. Turning around, he escaped from the bus. In an empty convenience store, Gu Yuan leaned against the door of the freezer, his mind was as chaotic as a battlefield.

After calming down, I boarded the bus and returned home smoothly. After opening the door and seeing Juzi and Mario, I finally felt better. After that, I spent a long time mopping the floor and cleaning it. When it was a mess, my spirit was relaxed After coming down, I took the washed clothes from the bathroom to the balcony to dry. The cold air in February made the sweat on my forehead disappear quickly.After Gu Yuan finished drying a piece of clothing and retrieved the pole, he just glanced casually, but saw that the faces of the people passing by downstairs were very familiar.

Gu Yuan stopped his movements and lay down on the edge of the balcony to confirm that the girl was walking in from the path in front of the flower bed, and she would pass there soon.The boy waved his hand and wanted to call her name but found that there was an obstacle in his throat. After a moment of hesitation, the girl had disappeared from sight, so he felt a little lonely, and the doorbell rang in the next second.

"How did you come?"

Chi Yu, who was sitting on the stool, pretended not to hear and turned her head away.

The room the boy lived in was clean and tidy, apparently just cleaned, and there was still no cat that he hadn’t seen before, only the puppy sitting on the edge of the sofa wagging its tail uneasily, the curtains were all drawn, The lighting is sufficient, the air is filled with the smell of laundry detergent, and the overall feeling is not bad.

Chi Yu felt relieved about the boy's state.

"Don't you boarding students have to go to evening self-study? Isn't the teacher in Wenqiang's class very strict." Gu Yuan took a bottle of juice from the refrigerator and asked behind Chi Yu's back.

"I took a day off."

"Leave? Why?"

"Come and see you." Chi Yu watched him come out of the kitchen and sat down opposite her.

It’s been a few months since we met officially, and I noticed that the boy’s hair has grown a bit longer, and his clothes seem to be different from before. It feels a bit rough and gloomy, but the dark blue hooded jacket and sweatpants are still familiar the taste of.

"It wasn't yesterday..." Chi Yu didn't say all the words, "And I heard that your health is poor, so I'm a little worried about your condition."

"My body..." The image of Yang Hao and Chi Yu talking through the window this morning emerged in Gu Yuan's mind, "Who did you listen to?"

"Does it matter?"

"No, it's not important." Gu Yuan opened the bottle of juice and handed it to her, "It's just a little curious."

Although the girl took it, she didn't drink or answer.

Then it fell into silence, just when Gu Yuan felt a little restless, Chi Yu's stomach let out a cooperative groan.

"Haven't eaten yet..." Gu Yuan stood up and walked towards the kitchen, "But there are only noodles, is that okay?"

The girl wanted to shake her head and say no, but there was a gurgling sound from her stomach.

"Don't worry, it will be ready soon." Gu Yuan lifted the lid of the pot, boiled the noodles and continued, "Just wait patiently."

As the pot boiled, soon, the room was filled with fragrance.The boy skillfully put the cooked noodles and vegetable leaves into the seasoned bowl, and walked towards the table.The sky outside had already darkened, Gu Yuan turned on the light, and the room was filled with the smell of noodles, only the simplest ingredients, but the girl in front of her ate deliciously like a little pig.

White hot air swayed out, Gu Yuan turned his head sideways so as not to affect his sight, only the sound of puffing and puffing noodles could be heard in the silence.

"Aren't you going to eat?"

"I ate it on the way back."

"It's because you haven't eaten well all the time that you have a bad stomach."

"Nothing."

"Okay, nothing."

Not being refuted warmed the boy's heart.

No matter what the reason was, the two years with Chi Yu were the time when Gu Yuan felt most at ease.

"Eat slowly, no one will grab it from you."

"I have to go back sooner, or he will be angry again."

Observing closely, Gu Yuan discovered the remaining red fingerprints on Chi Yu's face. Although most of them had faded away, they were still a little red and swollen, but part of them was covered by the collar, so it was not easy to be noticed, and the girl's left hand From time to time, I would touch the tibia of my calf, as if it was injured.

It must be her stern father again.

"Okay, I'll see you off later."

"Um……"

Then the doorbell rang.

Gu Yuan opened the door with some doubts, thinking that he didn't seem to order any takeaway or express delivery, he couldn't help being stunned when he saw the person standing in front of him.

The shark pendant on the wrist sparkles.

"Why, isn't it time for me to come?"

A soft and clear voice came, with a bit of warm coolness.

Lu Siyao curled her lips and said so.