June is our farewell song

Chapter 46 Faker (I'm back!)

I also want to act like a baby when I am embarrassed, and I want to rely on when I am weak, but I am forced to grow up and be strong, and I am forced to move forward alone.

I can't even find a reason to cry, and I can't express those inextricable emotions, living in a small shell, embracing the only peace of mind and warmth.

Just because I am like this, the protective layer built bluntly will easily fall apart in the soft words, and I will be overwhelmed by the flattery even for a moment.

Enveloped in that fragrance, Chi Yu felt fluffy all over.

I really hope that this person can always be by my side until a long, long time later.

A gust of cool wind blew by, and Gu Yuan couldn't help shrinking his neck.

The weather is getting colder and colder.

At the class committee meeting at noon the next day, the head of the class announced the content of the topic selection for the textbook drama competition - Wu Zixu's biography. After that, everyone went back to their respective lives, but when Gu Yuan closed his notebook, he saw something outside the window. Liu Qingsi, there were two boys talking to her with smiles on their faces, but the girl just frowned and didn't have the slightest intention to talk to her.

People with good grades and good looks are always sought after.

Liu Qingsi's talent is so good that even Gu Yuan would be envious, whether it is in literature or in a broader sense of learning.

"what happened?"

When the crowd dispersed, Gu Yuan walked outside the classroom to Liu Qingsi and asked.

"It's still Chen Ying's business."

"Huh? Did she still not come to school?"

"It's coming, but it still looks listless." Liu Qingsi frowned, worry was written in her eyes and face, "To be honest, I don't think the problem has been resolved yet."

Of course, if one or two words from others can open the knot, then all the psychologists in this world will be out of work directly.

But Gu Yuan couldn't say these words.

He sort of understood why the actors always have to beat around the bush to tell the obvious things in TV dramas.

Liu Qingsi looked at him intently, with a serious look as if she was expecting some brilliant answer from Gu Yuan, which made him a little embarrassed for a while.

"Ahem, to sum it up, to sum it up." Gu Yuan took a deep breath and said, "Liu Qingsi, I don't believe you don't understand."

"what?"

"The crux of the problem has still not been found out." Gu Yuan scratched the back of his head, "Although that weird dessert shop owner made Chen Ying understand the truth that 'no matter how bad life is, people can pursue their ideals', but Chen Ying's own plight has not been resolved."

"You mean... her mother?"

"Just understand, don't need to say it." Gu Yuan looked around and smiled bitterly, "This matter is very difficult, we don't want to interfere with Chen Ying's housework."

Liu Qingsi felt that the boy's smile was forced, and it seemed to reveal a very vague sense of guilt.

"Ah! I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

Just as he was talking, suddenly there was a large puddle of paint marks on Gu Yuan's clothes.

Liu Qingsi glanced at the big bucket in the hand of the passing boy. It was full of dirty water mixed with paints of various colors. It seemed that he had just finished his art class and was going to pour it into the sink in the toilet. It fell off, but the white shirt on this boy was shockingly clean, dazzlingly white in the sun.

The appearance of apologizing is very sincere, with hands folded and bowed non-stop, with a smile on his face, eyes narrowed into two slits, but his hair is uncomfortably aside.

"It's okay. Be careful when you walk, and don't bump into other people when you are carrying such a heavy thing." Gu Yuan frowned and took off the denim jacket that was stained with paint water, put it on his arm, and then gently He sighed deeply and said, "It's okay, you can go."

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...Ah! #%!%! #%..."

The boy carrying the bucket was just about to turn around and leave. Gu Yuan and Liu Qingsi were about to continue the topic just now, but that guy tripped for some unknown reason. He staggered two steps and three steps and fell on the toilet At the door, the bucket in his hand was turned upside down, and all the dirty water in it was splashed on Gu Yuan's pants and shoes.

The anger in his heart surged up in an instant, Gu Yuan stepped out, and lifted the boy from the ground with one hand. The height difference between the two is actually not much, the boy looks about 1.7 meters in his early years, Gu Yuan He was slightly taller than him, but his thin body contained enormous strength.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... I didn't do it on purpose." The boy repeated a single word like a repeater. Seeing this, Gu Yuan couldn't do anything else. He tilted his neck, let go of his hand, and said bitterly He let out a sigh of relief, "Forget it, hurry up and disappear immediately before my eyes."

Seeing that guy stumbling into the men's toilet with an empty bucket, Liu Qingsi couldn't help turning around and looking Gu Yuan up and down with great interest.

"what happened?"

Gu Yuan asked while wiping the traces of paint on the trouser legs with an alcohol tissue.

"At that time, you seemed to be different from usual?" Liu Qingsi lightly pursed her peach-colored lips, "Using temperature as a metaphor, the you who usually get along with us may be [-] degrees warm water , but you just now feel like boiling water at eighty degrees."

"Hey, put yourself in another place, sister, whoever is suddenly splashed with dirty water will be a little angry, right? I'm not a saint." Gu Yuan shrugged with a smile, "Alas... just washed clothes, It's such a waste..."

It's definitely not just a matter of temperature, what Gu Yuan showed at that moment just now is not just anger, but more like another personality.

An indifferent, even somewhat cruel personality that was hidden by him.

Although it was only a flash in the pan, Liu Qingsi believed that she had definitely caught something.

"Well...that's true, but..."

After all, Liu Qingsi still didn't say the second half of the sentence.

We don't really know ourselves.The most familiar face called self is the image reflected by this mirror called the world.

Everyone has a hidden side.

In contrast, a person like Qi Yu is very precious. He can write all his emotions and thoughts directly on his face, even if he deliberately hides it, he will always show his feet.I will be happy for a long time because of very simple things, and occasionally I will be sad, but the time of being depressed will never exceed half a day.

But Gu Yuan knows that Qi Yu is definitely not an idiot. He looks confused and sees everything in his eyes. He pays attention to many details and understands other people's thoughts. As sharp as a philosopher, he pokes at the core of complex emotions with one sentence, and also has a very delicate side, which makes people feel intimate and warm.

However, when he saw this guy yelling like an ADHD excitedly because he bought an old version of Jay Chou's album at a flash sale price online, Gu Yuan couldn't help but want to hold a jug of ice cream. Water poured down on her from head to toe.

But after thinking about it, it might not be a bad thing to be able to live so unscrupulously, exposing one's happy emotions to the surroundings in the form of atmosphere, so she just let her go.

The class in the afternoon was all about mathematics. Because the chemistry teacher and the English teacher were on a business trip at the same time, they moved all the math classes tomorrow and the day after today to today. After the long three hours ended, Gu Yuan felt a little sick when he saw the inequality.

When he was in junior high school, he had no basis for math competitions, so he needed to spend a lot of time to make up for those weird inequalities that everyone else would know, such as Cauchy's inequality and Jensen's inequality.But after he finally figured out the various transformations of Cauchy's inequality and understood a little bit of its mysteries, Zou Ming has advanced the course to the stage of Bernoulli's inequality.

This feeling is as if everyone else is driving an F1 racing car on a flat track, but Gu Yuan is riding in an ancient four-wheeled carriage, the one with only one horse.

The gap between people is huge, and this huge gap will be further magnified under the imbalance of educational resources, and the magnification of geometric progression will be magnified to the point that it cannot be made up by hard work.

This is the first time that Gu Yuan has a deep personal experience of the social problem of unbalanced educational resources.

Incomparably tired.

After class, Gu Yuan stood in the corridor, and the boys in the next class were discussing the news of the e-sports event. The genius boy Faker turned into a big devil and led the barbecue stall to win the global finals championship.

"Faker..."

Gu Yuan murmured.

Liar, mask.

What do you mean by using this word as a name?

Maybe I just thought "this is cool".

However, these are relatively inconsequential topics.

The most urgent task is to solve Chen Ying's problem.

However, when thinking of that woman named Lin Lin, Gu Yuan couldn't help but feel a little headache.

The woman who taught mathematics had the nickname "Master of Extinction" among the students of Dongyang Middle School.

It is the existence that just standing in front of her will feel that you are being scrutinized by sharp eyes, and if you are a little timid, you will want to run away immediately.

With such a teacher, few students are willing to take the initiative to deal with her.

Not to mention that Gu Yuan had some unpleasant encounters with her before.

Just as he was fascinated by his thoughts, he was suddenly patted lightly on the shoulder.

Gu Yuan turned his head in a daze, but was so startled by a silver fox mask that was placed in front of his eyes and nose that he almost lost his mind.Involuntarily, his body leaned heavily against the wooden railing, causing the railing to vibrate hummingly.

The person wearing the mask was also frightened by his overreaction, and immediately hugged him, fearing that the railing would turn into a bean curd project and Gu Yuan would fall, so he threw himself into his arms.

The long hair exudes a refreshing lavender fragrance, warm and fragrant nephrite into the bosom.

"Uh—little fish?"

"hey-hey."

Chi Yu took a step back and reached out to take off the mask, with a smile on his face like a peach blossom.

(End of this chapter)