June is our farewell song

Chapter 83 Our Memories of That Winter ([-])

"It really is this, as expected of you..."

Gu Yuan couldn't help sighing, and seeing Chi Yu beside him rubbing his hands with great interest, he couldn't help laughing again.

"Chi Yu, do you want to play? Very clever~"

"miss you!"

Gu Yuan smiled and looked at the two girls chattering excitedly together. After a while, he felt something fluffy rubbing against his arm. When he looked down, he saw Joey's royal blue eyes. Staring at himself clearly.

Rubbing the kitten's head, he turned his head and looked out the window. The sky was white, and the distance was light red. It was a sign of snow, but it didn't affect the atmosphere at all. The campus of the art festival was very lively, and you could see There are many apples and ribbons hanging on the sweet-scented osmanthus tree in the library, and the pine tree outside the library is decorated as a beautiful Christmas tree. A group of students carrying boxes and various equipment walked on the boulevard, talking and laughing With warm temperature.

"It should be in the east. Well, so, today you two must spend more time in the eastern area of ​​the school."

"Ok!"

The two girls reached an agreement in front of a bright and clean crystal ball.

While being dumbfounded, he felt that such Chi Yu was innocent and cute. Gu Yuan let the girl hold his hand and happily walked out of the gate of the literature club, and walked towards the east side of the school. There was a noisy crowd at the intersection.

That was the handmade sugar booth that Yin Tian and the others were in charge of. It seemed that Tao Yishi had added too much sugar to the cotton candy machine, causing the chubby machine to spin crazily at an obviously abnormal speed, and the shiny sugar threads were like The tentacles of the ancient gods grew continuously.The moment Chi Yu and Gu Yuan turned their gazes, Gao Lian was exclaiming with his head in his hands and his mouth open, while Lu Chen was standing by the side watching the play gloating.

Cheng Xin and Ji Yi stood curiously by the wooden table watching the cotton candy machine burn itself, Lu Chen waved to them, and Gu Yuan and Chi Yu walked over.

"Here, the apple candy for you two." While talking, Lu Chen took out a box from under the table, which contained five apple candies, took out one and handed it to Chi Yu, and then handed the box to Gu Yuan, "Fortunately, you came in time. After a while, you will probably be eaten up by these two bastards."

It looked like freshly baked apple candy, but they didn't expect them to prepare it for themselves and Chi Yu so carefully.

After thanking him, Gu Yuan saw that besides the cotton candy machine, there was another steaming square machine on the table, and there were also a lot of snacks and fruits in a mess, and even a piece of cake.The appetites of this group of guys in the morning were unexpectedly good. They ate so much food before the sun had fully risen. It was foreseeable that the business in the cafeteria would be bleak today.

At this moment, there is another person who is also holding the apple candy, Chen Ge.

This 28-year-old man is like those boys and girls who are ten years younger than him. Looking at the red candy in his hand, warm ripples can't help but appear in his deep black eyes.

In the past ten years, he had had countless dreams.

For example, winning a round-the-world ticket, or winning the super jackpot in the lottery, dreaming of drooling while lying on a pile of red banknotes, and dressing suavely, standing beside Niagara Falls, and fantasizing about growing up. Spread out your wings and fly freely over mountains and seas...

These are good, worldly wishes, so they tend to wake up with a smile and then forget about them.

What I remember more clearly than these is the dream of a person spinning in a white environment.

The surroundings were blank, and it was impossible to distinguish whether it was in the air or the ground. I just remembered the familiar melody lingering in my ears. There seemed to be a violinist playing emotionally in an invisible place. The body moved forward involuntarily, but because I couldn’t step on the entity, I couldn’t move. Can only keep spinning.The music continued, so he was trapped there forever, stagnant, and finally fell into despair because of his powerlessness.

I really want to stop, I really want to get out.

If you have the courage.

Si Junmo came out of the flower shop with a bunch of Bai Baihe and a bunch of baby's breath, and when he handed the baby's breath to Chen Ge, he took a second look at the apple candy in his hand.

"Why, are you going to give this to her too?"

"Haha, isn't that just a waste of food?" Chen Ge smiled softly, and took the bouquet, "I was just thinking, although it has been a full ten years, the current children's living habits and hobbies There is a huge difference from our time, but the favorite snacks have never changed.”

"It's just one of them, Chen Ge, what they like to eat now is far more than what we used to eat...Chen Ge." Si Junmo stopped suddenly in the middle of speaking, he reached out and patted Chen Ge's shoulder, Then he pointed to the entrance of the cemetery about 50 meters away, "Look."

In the vast crowd, the girl's face is painted with light makeup, a long-sleeved white shirt is covered with a black coat, black pantyhose under the white skirt, and tan high-heeled shoes, showing her Slender waist and slender legs.

Putting his hands together, Li Shiyu raised his head and looked up at the sky. The pure white snowflakes were falling endlessly from the colorless and transparent sky, which was so beautiful that it was beyond words.That day, the sky she saw at the last moment must have been like this.

"She's here too, I don't think I saw her last year."

"Maybe it's just that we didn't meet." Si Junmo patted Chen Ge's shoulder again, "Aren't you colleagues now? Do you want to go up and say hello?"

"This is not a very suitable occasion for reminiscing about the past." Chen Ge smiled and shook his head, "Although such a day is born for reminiscing about the past? What a weird contradiction."

"You, I just can't let it go." Si Junmo looked into his eyes and said, "It's been so long, no matter how much guilt you feel, it should disappear."

"That's right, but what about you? Jun Mo, can you do it yourself?"

"What..." Si Junmo prevaricated with an ambiguous smile, "It was obviously an accident, why do you have to take the responsibility on yourself?"

"I didn't mean to take it on myself. I never felt guilty because I did something wrong, but because I could do it but didn't do something."

Watching Li Shiyu walk towards the parking lot quickly, Chen Ge gently tucked his neck into his collar.

"Let's go, let's go up the mountain."

"I didn't mean that, Chen Ge." After passing the gate and on the way up the mountain, Si Junmo put his hands in his pockets and said, "It doesn't matter what the guilt comes from, what matters is that it has been a long time Do you know how long it has been? Ten years, 650 days, 640 eight hours, 520 minutes. Nothing can withstand the wear and tear of time, family, love, friendship , nothing will work."

It sounds like a long time, but in fact, everyone feels that it is not much different from a day.

Everything seems to have happened yesterday.

"I agree with what you said, time will dilute all traces and heal all scars, but," looking straight ahead, Chen Ge's tone was flat without any waves, "For me, ten years is not long enough. "

But it was broken by a sudden sneeze.

"Ah-ah-choo."

"I really can't do anything about you." Si Junmo shrugged, took out a pack of tissues from his pocket and handed it to him, "The weather is getting really fast these days, so you should pay more attention."

"Here." On the other side, Gu Yuan also took out a tissue and handed it to Chi Yu.

"I'm sorry..." The girl wiped her red nose pitifully with a tissue, "It's too windy today..."

"What's the matter." Gu Yuan couldn't help laughing, he would apologize for sneezing in public, how complicated etiquette is in Chi Yu's mind?

"Father said it's very impolite." Chi Yu looked very serious, "People will hate you."

"It's not that serious."

Walking forward together hand in hand and side by side, everything is logical.

"Did you go back to Dongyang before?"

"Yeah." The boy nodded.

"Has there been any changes?"

"No, we've only been away for a few months, what can change."

"Hey, it's been almost half a year, from the end of June to now, from summer to winter. Ah...Ah Choo!"

"Are you catching a cold?" Gu Yuan put the whole pack of tissues into Chi Yu's palm, "Do you want to wear my coat?"

"I'm fine..." Although she said so, the girl looked like a frosted eggplant, "I'm sorry... it's hard to be together all day..."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Gu Yuan took off his coat and put it on Chi Yu's shoulders, helped her into the auditorium, and sat down on the sofa in the corridor, "Wait here for a while, I'll go back to the classroom. Come here with some medicine, quickly, don’t wander around.”

After getting the girl's consent, he trotted all the way from the auditorium back to the classroom, found cold medicine in the storage room, soaked in hot water, and when he closed the door, Gu Yuan suddenly saw a familiar figure standing beside the podium.

"Ziqiu? Shouldn't you be in the backstage of the auditorium hall?"

"Ah! Oh! I..."

Gu Yuan's appearance was obviously beyond Feng Ziqiu's expectations. The 1.8-meter-old boy bounced off the podium as if he had been electrocuted, and then sucked it back in.

"There was a problem with the equipment over there, so I came back to see if I could find any useful information..."

"Is there a problem with the equipment?" Gu Yuan frowned, thinking of the answer given in the book of answers in the morning, he couldn't help but tighten his heart, he couldn't be so wicked, "What's the problem?"

"I don't know... people from the student union are guarding there now..."

Walking to the front of the podium, Gu Yuan lowered his eyes to look at the built-in computer screen in doubt. On it was the classic Windows desktop, the blue sky, white clouds and grassland, and there was nothing there.

"It's a pity that there doesn't seem to be any useful information here. I'll take a look backstage. I'm leaving first. See you later."

Feng Ziqiu rushed out of the classroom as if fleeing, Gu Yuan stared at his back for a while, then clenched the warm water glass in his hand, and shook it gently.

"There must be a problem."

(End of this chapter)