June is our farewell song

Chapter 91 Let's Toss a Coin

"Guess why I'm late today?"

Jiang Zifeng and Gu Yuan leaned side by side on the railing of the corridor on the first floor of the library. The afterglow of the setting sun shone warmly on their faces, hands and hearts, but it was not hot at all.

Gu Yuan turned his head to look at Sister Zifeng, her hair and facial features were covered with a layer of fluffy gold, and she smiled kindly and amazingly.

"Um...to take a shower?"

"No."

"Then... is it because something delayed in the classroom?"

"No." Jiang Zifeng shook his head lightly, "guess again."

"I can't guess."

Gu Yuan decisively chose to give up.

"Because just now, someone came to me and asked the same question as you. You also know this person, and you know him very well."

"Huh? Who is it?"

The first thing that popped up in Gu Yuan's mind was Qi Yu's name.

"Chi Yu. She is hesitating whether to choose liberal arts."

Well, he guessed wrong.

About a month ago, Gu Yuan and Chi Yu had discussed this issue. That night, when Chi Yu mentioned that she planned to study liberal arts, Gu Yuan was a little surprised, because Chi Yu is a person who does not favor subjects. The grades are very good. Under such circumstances, choosing science is definitely a choice that will be more supported and recognized by teachers and parents.

At that time, Gu Yuan asked her, do you like history and politics more?

Under the light of the milky white street lamp, Chi Yu shook her head.

So why choose liberal arts?

Chi Yu herself couldn't explain why.

"That little girl seems to be under a lot of pressure, but I asked her what she was worried about, but she couldn't tell." Jiang Zifeng said thoughtfully. When it comes to whether to study literature, I worry more about the pressure from public opinion and parents. Because they can directly enter the liberal arts intensive class, many people will secretly say that it is unfair and that they are going through the back door. Or, they are similar to those, The clichés that girls study liberal arts because they are stupid, that liberal arts is easier than science, and that it is embarrassing to go out to study literature after being admitted to the top class, etc. have repeatedly shocked the spirit."

Gu Yuan was dumbfounded, he didn't expect that his peers would be so hostile towards liberal arts students.

"However, that girl in your family is not worried about these things." Jiang Zifeng continued, "I feel, of course, it's just my feeling that what she thinks about is arts and sciences, which is easier to get into a good university? It's her The balance in the various subjects bothered her."

"Well... Xiaoyu doesn't have any particularly annoying subjects."

"There's nothing I particularly like."

Jiang Zifeng repeated Gu Yuan's words in a different way. Gu Yuan felt that she seemed to want to say something, but looking at her, she just looked back at him with a smile.

"What did Sister Zifeng think at that time?"

"me?"

"Well. I heard from Chen Ge that at that time, from top to bottom of Nanhua High School, from the principal's office to the uncle at the gate, they all thought that you would study liberal arts, and even the vice-principal even talked to you and asked what you wanted Those teachers, but when the volunteer form was finally submitted, everyone was dumbfounded when they saw that you had filled in the science department."

"Yes, that's right."

"If you study literature, shouldn't you have more time and energy for literary creation?"

"Actually, they are almost the same. You will know later, the selection of texts or the selection of rationale is actually similar in terms of time allocation."

"Then why academics?"

"Because I want to stay in class one. It's very simple."

Jiang Zifeng smiled.

Taste of lying.

"There were rumors at the time, didn't they affect Sister Zifeng at all?"

Jiang Zifeng didn't take the initiative to answer, so Gu Yuan had no choice but to continue asking.

"I never care about what other people say." Jiang Zifeng shook her head with a smile, "I don't want others to easily affect my thoughts and judgments. Only I know my situation best, so."

"Even though your parents and teachers disagree with you, have you ever doubted yourself?"

"No, of course not."

"Sister Zifeng, your heart is really strong." Gu Yuan sighed, and put his forehead on the back of his hand, "If only I could be like you, I will never doubt my choice, and I can always So confidently striding forward, that way, I wouldn't be entangled at all now."

"What are you struggling with?"

"Study literature or theory, I really don't know how to choose."

"No, I'm not asking you this question, but what are you struggling with." Jiang Zifeng patted him on the shoulder lightly, "What is preventing you from making a choice? If you think science is difficult to learn It’s tiring to go down, so go to study liberal arts, if you find history and politics annoying, continue to study theory. So, Gu Yuan, what are you embarrassing about?”

As if a door had been opened in his mind, Gu Yuan felt that his thoughts suddenly became clear.

In fact, the tangled point is very simple and straightforward, and that is Chi Yu.

After experiencing different classes in the first year of high school, he was eager to seize this opportunity.

The only chance.

But when he thought of risking his own future, he hesitated again.

Life is not a novel, and he is not a hero with a love brain, unable to make the decision to bet the whole world for his girlfriend without hesitation.

"I……"

When the words came to his lips, they seemed to be blocked suddenly, Gu Yuan lowered his head.

"I can't choose."

"Well then, let me teach you a simple and ancient, but very effective way to help people make choices." Jiang Zifeng took out a one-yuan coin from his coat pocket, and put it on the fingernail of his right thumb up, shining brightly under the sun, "Come on, give each side its own meaning."

"Toss a coin?" Gu Yuan raised his head and looked at her. This is the way many people would choose, but no one can convince people like her, "Really?"

"Try it. Front?"

"science."

"Well, the flip side of that is liberal arts."

With a flick of the jade finger, the coin flew into the air.It happened that a thick cloud passed by, and the sun disappeared between the buildings. In just a second or two, it went from bright to dark, and when the warm light fell again, Jiang Zifeng had already grasped the coin in his hand.

"What were you thinking just now?"

Without showing the result, Jiang Zifeng asked Gu Yuan a question.

"I'm thinking... what should I do if it's tails." Gu Yuan shook his head, "For a moment I hoped it would be heads, but when the coin fell, I didn't know what to do. Now, I just want to know the result."

However, Jiang Zifeng put the coins away directly.

"……Um?"

"Tossing a coin is never the goal. Your confusion and entanglement are because you can't make a choice, remember?" Jiang Zifeng smiled, "Didn't you get the answer to the question at the moment the coin was lifted into the air? As for the final Does it matter which side is up?"

"But……"

"Gu Yuan, don't gamble everything for uncertain people and things. No one knows what the formula for giving and rewarding looks like. Although hard work without rewards is not completely meaningless, it is still not worth it."

Jiang Zifeng's tone became a little harder, she looked up at the sun slowly setting behind the teaching building, she didn't know if it was Gu Yuan's illusion, but she looked a little sad.

It was the first time that he felt such emotions from Miss Zifeng.

"I understand."

"Ah."

"Sister Zifeng, do you have someone you like too?"

"Yes, I have."

She graciously admitted.

"Is it Jiang Yun?"

Jiang Zifeng didn't say yes or no.

"Sorry……"

Gu Yuan immediately apologized.

"Don't say sorry, it's not something to apologize for."

Jiang Zifeng shook his head.

"Gu Yuan, for you and Chi Yu, the most important thing is to work hard to become a better version of yourself. As for other things, they are not something you should consider now. People are easily changed animals. The fate of two people may be decided in an instant, so don't be so sure about the future, any relationship may change. You and me, me and them, are like this."

"Miss Zifeng..."

"You have to be hope, not pin your hope on others."

Jiang Zifeng turned her head and smiled at him.

Qiaoxiaoqianxi, beautiful eyes look forward to Xi.

"It's already May."

she says.

The bell for the end of the exam just rang, and the crisp "jingle bell" came from the direction of the third floor.

"Summer is coming soon."

When he was leaving, he walked to the door of the library, Gu Yuan looked back at Jiang Zifeng, she was staring at a certain distant direction, not knowing who she was looking at.

It seems to have an answer, and it seems not to have an answer.

Waiting for Chi Yu at the bottom of the teaching building, the girl who came down the stairs tucked her arms into her clothes and was playing with the front half of her sleeves, when she saw Gu Yuan, she ran down quickly like a deer .

She told Gu Yuan that Sister Zifeng is indeed a recognized spiritual mentor and confidant sister in the school. After chatting with Sister Zifeng, she has no entanglement at all.

Chi Yu said that she decided to choose liberal arts, Gu Yuan smiled and nodded.

Chi Yu held his hand tightly all the way, but Gu Yuan never dared to look her in the eye.

Finally, when he returned to the teaching building again, Gu Yuan said to Chi Yu:

"I want to choose science."

Chi Yu was stunned for a moment, then laughed, and patted him on the head.

"What are you doing, you sound so guilty. Of course you have to choose the one that suits you best. Don't think about me at a time like this, idiot."

She stood at the door of the class and watched Gu Yuan walk away. He turned his head and saw Chi Yu smiling at him and waving happily.

Like every day in the past, and like every day in the future.

(End of this chapter)