Why it never ends

Chapter 83 Liz's Secret

"I don't know either." Chiba replied bluntly, "I've been wondering whether it's inappropriate for me to be Jane's guardian these days. Maybe, after this matter is over, I should stay away from her."

Valenti was very puzzled, "It's not like you, Masaki, how could you have such an idea... Where is it inappropriate?"

Chiba folded her arms and looked ahead.

"Let me ask you a question, Valenti, if there was a button, press it, and a friend next to you would in the afterlife - assuming such a thing existed - be you, otherwise, she would accept a random Destiny, will you press it?"

"Be me?" Valenti tilted her head, "What do you mean, will this person experience my life so far in the next life?"

"Yes, would you like to?"

Valenti rubbed her cheek in thought for a moment.

"It feels a bit embarrassing... However, if it is the traditional reincarnation, this person completely forgets who she is and who I am after the next life, then it seems that there is nothing wrong..."

"That is to say, you will press?"

"Well," replied Valenti, "what about Masaki, can you?"

"I won't." Qianye turned around, "That's why I don't think I'm suitable to be a guardian."

Valenti groaned, and she thought for a moment, "...I don't understand."

"If it wasn't for Molly, I might not have thought of this level. A person's experience comes from all his personal experiences. Of course, there will be some benefits, but correspondingly, there will also be some costs. The way I am good at is naturally able to avoid Most of the risks I hate, get the rewards I most want, but for others, the cost may be unaffordable."

"What you said is also correct, but this does not constitute a reason. I think you are quite suitable."

"why?"

"I heard that Jane's special training for the second awakening has not progressed... Is it your credit?"

"……how could I know."

Valenti sighed, "It's weird how people bond. While there are some optimal patterns in theory, in reality there are thousands of ways for people to form trust. Though love is a hand that wants to touch and then withdraws , but you don't have to be too cautious—don't you think Jane has already recognized you?"

Chiba moved her shoulders a little, but didn't speak.

"Relax," Valenti stretched out her hand and poked Chiba's face, "Take a step back, Jane has her own ideas, and Sean can't force her to do something she doesn't want to do, and you may not be able to force it —Maybe we need to accept the fact that our influence on other people is very limited, which is sometimes frustrating but also sometimes relaxing.

"I think we all just do what we think is right. It's impossible for people to achieve complete mutual understanding-even between me and you, there are still some irreconcilable differences, right? If They don't agree with some of the truths, so in the future, we will let them feed us back, and we will learn it later, isn't that good?"

Chiba raised her head and let out a light and long sigh,
"Thank you, Valenti..."

Valenti raised her hands and made a muscular gesture, "You're welcome."

Chiba stood up, "Then, I should probably go too."

"So fast?"

Chiba pointed to a black car on the far corner of the street, "Here, the person who picked me up was waiting there a quarter of an hour ago, and I'm going to District [-] next."

"How long will we be going this time?"

Chiba stood up, "I don't know, maybe more than half a month."

"Wait!" Valenti suddenly grabbed Chiba's sleeve, "I, I have one more thing to ask you."

"What, you said."

Valenti took a deep breath, "Two months ago, when you went to look at Liz's file in the underground file room, you said that she was not suitable for fighting on the front line. What was the reason for your judgment at that time?"

This time it was Qianye's turn to be surprised, "Didn't you say you can't listen? If Liz finds out later, she will think that you have snooped on her secret or something."

"Hey, her job change opinion just came down today. The result of the consultation and evaluation is exactly the same as what you said. It is estimated that next week there will be a transfer order to arrange for her to be a scout sentry in the Habitable Area—of course, she will not participate in any investigation of chelation compounds." combat..." Valenti raised her head, "It's unlikely that I'll become her consultant in the future, so now I can ask——what was the reason you came to this conclusion?"

"Do you really want to hear it?" Qianye asked softly, "Actually, you really want to know, if you go to the archives room next time, it will be fine."

Valenti shook her head again and again, "That's not very convenient."

The new order officer is worse at speaking than Molly...

"Well," Qianye blinked, she looked down at Tan Yi under the night, "I said that because Liz lied about some important things."

Valenti clearly felt that Chiba's tone became heavy.

"what do you mean?"

"During the chelate outbreak in Askia and she was hiding in the underground vault with her family, she said her grandmother committed suicide when she found out she had the disease, and then whenever someone in the family showed up pincers, that person will choose to commit suicide or be killed by others...until the mercury needle arrives."

"Well. I've heard a little about this story, too."

"But in fact, during the salvage operation on the Askia Moor, although we did find seven bodies in the cellar of the apartment at 12 Boatman Street, all the seven bodies were chelated after the onset of the disease. corpses."

After all, Chiba looked at Valenti, and Valenti was also looking at her.

Valenti's expression was frozen on her face, and the night wind made her shiver.

"I, I may not understand..."

"If it really committed suicide or was killed when the pincers first appeared, then the corpse should be in a non-morbid state."

Chiba's voice was very soft, very soft.

Valenti has already confirmed what Chiba is referring to, although her eyes are still unbelievable, her eye sockets and the tip of her nose slowly begin to turn red.

"We will never know the exact details, but one thing is clear: there was a hunt in the cellar at 12 Boatman Street, and only Liz survived the hunt .

"I remember you said that Liz has a very generous kindness to everyone around her. Maybe there is a deeper reason behind this strong giving. How old is Liz now? She is only 14 years old. If she can't She forgave herself, and couldn't accept that no matter what people did under such extreme circumstances, it was understandable. Then she couldn't let go. This kind of burden would definitely affect her judgment on the battlefield.

"Her shoulders are still too immature, and the lifestyle of fighting while redeeming sins is not suitable for her, at least not for now, that's it."

(End of this chapter)