This passerby is too calm

Chapter 137

(I know that everyone has opinions on the system, so please read this chapter as a side story. A short story about the side story.)
After Chen Mo cooperated with the work of the police station and finished the notes, he didn't go back to the dormitory. Before coming to the police station, he talked to Jiang Lei and the others.When he came out of the police station, he didn't even think about finding a hotel. He usually sleeps lightly at the beginning of the Mercury retrograde period.

Since it's just an experiment, and I don't care about where I sleep, it's best to be able to wake up at any time and deal with things that happen in reality.He was afraid that the environment in the hotel would be too comfortable, so he fell asleep. When he woke up tomorrow morning, there was a serial murder case in the hotel, or something happened...

After all, it hasn't happened before.

Following the principle of resignation, after Chen Mo left the police station, he went to the Xiaobailou in Ymei to buy some painting materials, then he opened a nearby KFC store and walked in.After ordering some food, I turned on a sleep aid app called "Little Sleep" that I found on my phone a few days ago when I was adjusting my schedule and jet lag, and clicked on a hypnotic meditation audio at will.

He leaned against the window and closed his eyes.

……

The moonlight outside the window is like a gentle veil, which occasionally appears when the clouds drift by, emitting a gentle light.

Looking in, it seems that you can still see spots on the aperture, but as the lens gradually zooms out, the moonlight from a distance looks picturesque.In front of the moonlight, the light gray of the dark clouds is dyed with a touch of blue, and there are layers of wriggling nerves around. The yellowish-brown to black nerve tentacles wriggle gently under the iris, making the moonlight look extraordinarily lonely, and it is also reflected by the Lonely and barren.

Just like Gao Mengan's state of mind at this time.

Gao Mengan closed her eyes and opened them again, wondering if it was because of her state of mind, the moonlight still felt that lonely feeling.Laughing self-deprecatingly, resting his hands behind his head, looking at the moonlight behind the railing, his thoughts drifted away unknowingly.

When I am alone, I always think of my childhood unconsciously.The iron fence shuts not only people, but also people's hearts.

How did Gao Mengan get to where he is now step by step?

From what step did it go wrong?

Life is like a chess game. Every choice is made, and there is no regret. When people are older, they will have a certain point where they can't wait to give up their lives and want to start over.

But if removing the memory makes you make a new choice, almost most people will still go the same old path as before.

Some people call this a different life.This is a person's fixed fate.It was like a dream he had been repeating all this time.The repetition was like a joke, and he watched clearly how he messed up his life step by step.

Obviously he promised his mother to be a master...

……

He, Gao Meng'an, has always claimed to be smart, and his mind was very good when he was very young.His mother left very early, and he still remembers that when he was a child, his grandmother asked him to study hard because of his good brains. At that time, in the 80s and [-]s in the countryside, the special era had just ended, and he was not considered rich in his hands.

Troubled people came out of poor mountains and rivers. At that time, there was no law and order in that era. In the village, the doors were tied with branches inside, and people who could go in and pick them apart. Basically, the next day at home, the room was searched, big and small. Maybe you hid it in the bedside table. Everything of value has been rummaged.

In such an era, his mother let him go to school, and now he can still remember when he closes his eyes, his mother got up early in the morning to carry lotus root from the pool to the tricycle, and carried him on the tricycle to run. The picture of going to the market to grab a stall.

Bags of lotus root and bags of cotton provided for him to go to school.

His mother was very angry. She had fled from the north before, and her family was in good condition at first, and she was also a daughter who was well-raised.But in the few years when they did not escape the Great Famine, only his mother and his uncle died in the family.He still remembered that his mother said that she watched her elder brother steal a taro from someone because he was hungry, and his leg was broken by a shovel. The piles were all dyed red, and finally died in the haystacks.

It was not easy for the siblings to make a living alone, so the uncle betrothed his mother to a local family, that is, his father.Grandma didn't like it at first, but the village was remote, and there were even people being kidnapped and trafficked. Not to mention a married woman who wanted to run away, his mother had been beaten all the time before he was born.It wasn't until his alcoholic father died in someone else's belly that he was lying around outside, and the situation improved.

But orphans and widows, needless to say how difficult it is to live in this mountain village. It's still the same saying that poor mountains and rivers make troublesome people, and everyone's way of dealing with things is very barbaric and cruel.It is said that being a mother is tough, even though he is not the child his grandmother really wanted to have, but the grandmother still raised him.Even in order to lead him to live in the mountain village, she changed herself from a gentle little woman into a tough shrew who picked up a butcher's knife and yelled at the village entrance.

That small body of about 1.5 meters seems to have great and infinite power inside, carrying this family and him.

Grandma has always hoped that he would become a master, and that he would become a master in the future, so that he would not have to suffer from her again.So I tried my best to let him study, to make him read, and not to live the life of her generation again.

But he let his mother down.

Grandma loves him, and he loves his grandma when he grows up.

Maybe it's a boy's problem.

When I grew up and became sensible, I always wanted to do something quickly so that my mother would not be so tired.

He dropped out of school when he was in middle school. At that time, young and Dangerous boys were popular, and the influence of X City movies. Young people in that era were all in the second grade, and he was no exception.Thinking of joining a gang by myself, my family will not be intimidated, and I can protect my mother.

One side nourishes another side, and he is no exception.He is also a troublemaker raised in a poor mountain.He is also very evil, as his mother said, neither bad nor evil, he can't live.

Because of this kind of ruthlessness, he made a name for himself in the gang of Nao Shizi at that time, and got to know many people.Later, he was beaten by his mother with a stick, and he abruptly changed his temper, and then he quit the gang one after another.

He still remembers what his mother said that day when she saw him kneeling in the hall, holding the cane in trembling hands.

Grandma said that people can choose to be evil in order to survive, but they must have a bottom line, and they cannot do things that harm others. If a person has no bottom line, he is no different from a beast.The farmer who killed the evil landlord with a knife eventually became the next evil landlord who ravaged the countryside.

He knew that his mother had always been a very gentle person, even though she was picking manure and watering vegetables every day, digging food in the fields, handling livestock, slashing at people with a kitchen knife, and cursing at people like a shrew at the entrance of the village... …but she was quiet, a gentle woman who would plant a bouquet of red roses by her door.

Just like what she said, no matter how sharp thorns people have on the outside, they still need a pure land inside.

His mother is really a very good person, so good that he wants to treat her well for the rest of his life, respect her well, treat her very well, very, very well.He wants to be the pride of Grandma.

I want my grandma to be able to stand proudly in the village and at her uncle's house, to be able to straighten her body, and to say that she has lived a good life in her life, and that she has lived a human appearance for herself.

Said that her hard work in the first half of her life was for the enjoyment of the second half of her life, and she, Li Fanglan, raised a good son.

But he didn't see his mother's body straight anymore, instead she became more and more crooked. The root cause of the disease left by her youth was overwork and illness. Her body, which was not tall at first, looked even more curled up and pitiful because of this bending down. .

He listened to his mother's words and didn't go fooling around anymore. He ran to Xiangyang to start a business of buying and selling. He started as a small trader. Maybe his mother praised him when he was a child. He really has a good brain. People have a vicious vigor again, so I really let him do it a little bit.

At the beginning, it was just reselling socks and underwear, and then gradually sold the store. Finally, with the help of some senior contacts in the early years, it gradually became bigger and bigger.After several times of transformation and investment, the scale of the previous Shuang'an Plaza was achieved.

These are simple to say, but to achieve this step, he has climbed for more than [-] years.

He has also become a master in the conventional sense of the people. The TV station will interview him, the villagers will flatter him, and his uncle will flatter him, asking him to help with something.

He finally became the envied person, lived a good life in the eyes of others, and became a successful person.

But... what's the use.

Not long after he started his business, when he was still reselling underwear, his mother became sick from overwork and suffered from esophageal cancer. She passed away in less than a year.

He was sitting outside the operating room door of the hospital crying like an idiot.He has no money. He has never hated himself so much for not having money. Why is his son so incompetent? None of the medicines can do it.

He wanted to change the hospital for his mother, but he couldn't even afford the money for hospitalization and surgery.He begged many people, but no one lent it to him.So much so that when he became prosperous later, he also retaliated and did not want to lend money to others. He was called an iron rooster by others, he was not good at doing things, and if he did not do much, he would fall down sooner or later.But he doesn't care, he's just taking revenge.

Take revenge on yourself, take revenge on this damned fate.

He has wondered more than once why he can't be given a few more years, give him a little more time, let him grow up a little bit, even if he grows up a little bit, don't let him make a little effort when his mother has an accident. no.Let his son suffer so much and resent himself.

Even if you give him a little more time, let his mother take a look and see if his son can make money and buy beautiful clothes for her.I can buy her a lot of flowers she likes, not just roses, roses, jasmines, gardenias, he can all plant them in our yard.

Dress up the house beautifully.

My son can earn a lot of money, and he can take his mother to live in a big and beautiful house, which will make everyone in our village look up to us.Aunt, your son is doing you a favor. Take a look, Aunt.

Before his mother left, she gently held his hand, looked at him worriedly, and said to let him be well.

He didn't recover for a long time after his mother left. He worked hard to make money and made a lot of money.Just like a child, I occasionally promised my mother before I finished everything, buy her a better basket, buy her tooth cream, buy her balm from S City, buy her melatonin, and change it for the family. A large and bright nave...

But the person he was trying to cheer up was gone.

This may also be the reason why he treats Meng Li so well.

Because in life, he basically has nothing but his career and his mother.Because of his bad personality, he basically has no real friends. Except for the superficial wine and meat friends in the mall, he has almost no interaction with others.

There is a kind of person who is very optimistic and smooth on the surface, seems to be careless about everything, but in fact is completely closed in his heart, he is this kind of person.

No one can make a person who grew up in that environment open his heart to others easily and is willing to trust.

Because he disliked his father's behavior towards his mother, he was rarely invited to participate in those so-called rich people's fun games.

With this time, he would rather donate his surplus assets to save more people and make grandma's life better in heaven.Also let my sense of emptiness get some relief.

After his mother left, he has been living like a robot.Not to mention his girlfriend, he has always been very selfish. He only pays attention to himself and his family in his heart, and never thought of letting anyone else enter his life.

Until Meng Li appeared.

He fell in love with Meng Li at first sight.

It's not like the rumors from the outside world, old couples and young wives, old cows eat tender grass.

In fact, Meng Li is older than him, and he will marry her too.

Because she is very similar to his mother, in appearance, and occasionally in character.It looks so small that people want to protect it, just like wanting to protect their mother back then.

He seems to have given Meng Li all the responsibilities he has not fulfilled to his mother. Every time he sees Meng Li, he has a feeling of attachment and indebtedness. He wants to make up for her ten times and a hundred times, and treat her well.

He can be said to be an iron cock in the outside world and has a bad personality, but he is willing to spend a lot of money for Meng Li.

It seems that only in this way can his life be meaningful, that his efforts to climb so high and earn so much money are meaningful.

But ridiculous.

He didn't expect that the foundation he earned in the first half of his life in order to win back for his mother was completely ruined by this woman who he thought was very similar to his mother and whom he wanted to pamper and protect.

Everything is like a cycle.

But Wang Cheng'an actually said that he was his good friend, but he actually had another identity. He was actually a child of his uncle's family who failed to borrow money at the beginning.Wang Chengan was not his uncle's child, but his uncle's wife's brother's child.It can be regarded as his distant cousin.

But because of what happened to his mother back then, he basically broke off with his uncle's family.When Meng Li appeared, his relationship with Wang Cheng'an was actually just average.

It was Meng Li who appeared, and their relationship gradually became closer.

……

"So you admit that you had the intention to kill Wang at that time?"

(End of this chapter)