This passerby is too calm

Chapter 318 317. Paranoia
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"You should be very clear about what she did to Lu Chan back then. Shouldn't they be completely separated? Why did she restrain herself after she found this place and harassed Lu Chan again and again?"

Zhen Cheng knew what Chen Mo meant, and he was actually very angry.

"Chen Mo, I understand what you said. You don't hang out in the circle, so I don't know. The water in this circle is too muddled. Without a backstage, it is impossible to stand firm. Lin Jiayi is not what she seems on the surface. The network of interests behind her is complicated. We are entangled with too many capital parties. Our Lu Chan is protected by Brother Xu Hong, otherwise we would have been banned... Many people in the production team here are friends of Lin Jiayi, or people who have a relationship with her interests. Even this film, Lin Jiayi injected capital some time ago, which belongs to the capital side of the investment...

So you know the benefits... It is impossible for us to completely offend her. If Lu Chan still wants to act and be in the crew, we can only admit it with our noses.Sometimes it’s really not what we want to do, we just do what we want. When Lin Jiayi pestered Lu Chan crazily again and again, we wanted to kick her out of the crew.But in real time, if we are kicked out, it won't be our turn at all, if Lin Jiayi wants to, she can kick us out first..."

Chen Mo took off his hat and scratched his head, his curly hair was messed up by him, fluffy and messy.After quietly listening to Zhen Cheng's words, he put his hat upside down on his head and nodded slightly.

He understood why Lin Jiayi was so confident facing Lu Chan today after what happened last time.

Let's wait until Lu Chan's chat is over, he hasn't finished here yet, maybe he has to chat with Lin Jiayi as well.It's true that he has a good temper, but it doesn't mean that anyone can point at his nose and scold him for no reason.Besides Lao Chen, there are a few people he cares about. He is unwilling to endure anyone's sudden malice and temper, and he has no reason to pay for other people's malice and negative emotions.

"Forget it, Chen Mo, I'll go over there to have a look, I'm still a little uneasy!"

"Well, let's go."

Chen Mo nodded, unscrewed the mineral water, and took a sip.It is indeed time to go, Lin Jiayi's thinking really refreshed his three views, if this nonsense continues, the conversation will be dragged so much that it can't end at all.Chen Mo had to sigh with emotion that sometimes hearing too well is not a good thing.

"Bang!" He threw the empty mineral water bottle into the trash can, stood up, and walked towards the group of people.

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"Lu Chan, look at me, okay, Lu Chan, look at me..."

"Lin Jiayi, let go!"

"I don't, I don't! Let go and run away. I can't stand you ignoring me and ignoring me. I finally know why we have become like this. Is it because of that person just now? Is it because of him that you don't care about me?" Why do you treat me like this?"

"Are you crazy?! That's my friend, I beg you, Lin Jiayi, can you not embarrass me like this! Let's forget about what happened a few days ago, but don't get involved with my friend! Let's get together and break up Can’t you?! You follow your Yangguan way, can’t I take my film well?! Why do you do this to me!! Do you do this to me again and again?!”

"No... I didn't... I didn't want to do this at the beginning, you forced me, you pushed me to this point step by step! I really didn't want to do this at the beginning... Friend? No , that can't be a friend, there can't be such a person by your side, I'm too familiar with that kind of smile, it was the smile you showed when you faced me before, you treat Xu Hong and Zhen Cheng to the people around you They are not like this at all... I am too familiar with that special treatment, you can't fool me!"

"When I smile at people, do I have that kind of meaning for others? Lin Jiayi, what kind of brain circuit do you have?! Can you stop disgusting me? In your eyes, can I have friends? What the hell is this? Things! First of all, let me make it clear to you that he and I are just ordinary friends! Secondly, you'd better apologize to my friend for what happened just now!"

"Sorry, you asked me to apologize? I don't! I never! Lu Chan, this is the second time you have spoken to me in this tone today! You still said it was not because of him?! You have never talked to me like this before Talked!"

Looking at Lu Chan's appearance, Lin Jiayi felt extremely uncomfortable, and could hardly restrain the grievance in her heart.

From her point of view, she didn't feel that she had done anything wrong, and even felt that she had restrained her temper enough, and used the greatest endurance in her life to do her best.She was really wronged, she came to block him only after she had endured to the extreme.Why can't he see it at all, why does he treat her like this.

But what Lin Jiayi didn't notice was Lu Chan's state at this time. Lu Chan's state when he was speaking was already a little out of order. His eye sockets were red, and the veins were stretched. You could see the raised veins on the surface of the skin. It is no longer as gentle as before, as if it has already stepped off the edge of the cliff.

The influence of the original family cannot be shaken off in a lifetime.When Lu Chan was still a child, he was framed by his stepmother and hated by his biological father. Since he was a child, he had been carrying the name of hurting his younger brother, because his parents had no scruples about talking to relatives and friends when they were chatting. In front of the people around, they all bear the infamy of being mentally unhealthy.

It has already caused him a lot of psychological trauma, and he has psychological hints of inferiority complex and self-loathing.

In addition, he was later taken out by his father to live alone, and he handled his own life and study, all things were undertaken by him alone, and he faced and spent it alone.Developed a character that looks very strong on the surface, as if nothing can be defeated, but is very lonely and numb inside.

Such a person will close himself, and is a person who is said to be hot on the outside and cold on the inside.He is introverted and slow to warm up, because it is difficult for others to enter his heart because of self-protection, and it is also difficult for him to open his heart to others.

But such people are also often prone to paranoia.Because he was too lonely, but the subconscious psychological hint in his heart told him that he was not liked by others, he was a person who would be hated by others, and because of what happened when he was a child, he also felt that no one around him was worthy of trust.They usually pour their emotions into something they don't think is dangerous, and then paranoidly dedicate everything to it.

That kind of paranoia is much more terrifying than many mentally healthy people, and even because of paranoia, they will do things that many normal people cannot understand.

When Lin Jiayi first met Lu Chan, he could see that he didn't pursue the matter of his broken bones in order to make the show air.In many cases, it is not pure enough, but a kind of spirit that is completely greater than the body, under the skin of pure kindness and humility, a manifestation of extreme paranoia.

Lu Chan's good temper and gentleness are the protective colors he uses to protect himself most of the time.There has always been something very paranoid in his heart.He doesn't open his heart easily, but every time he really opens his heart to accept someone, and when he gives his feelings, he is really determined to give everything he has.

The heart wrapped in his hard shell is actually very fragile, far more fragile than normal people.Therefore, the person he accepts sincerely is also the person who can hurt him the most.Normal people may feel uncomfortable after this experience, but for him, it is really a fatal injury.

In addition, Lin Jiayi is a little different. Lu Chan is a person who has no home since he was a child. He longs for a home and a family. This is a very, very important thing in his heart.He can be said to be looking forward to Lin Jiayi with all expectations and enthusiasm.That's why after Lin Jiayi treated him like that, the defense line in his heart completely collapsed.

The breakdown in his heart wasn't temporary, it was because the string that he insisted on not being broken since he was a child was broken.

That's why Lu Chan said that he had died once.Even if the string is forcibly tied now, it may be loosened and broken at any time.

At this time, Lu Chan was already stimulated to have this tendency.

But maybe it was because when she was with Lin Jiayi, she gave her a good impression. He seems to be a person who is always emotionally stable, and he can digest any negative emotions by himself. His decency made Lin Jiayi always think that he was very strong inside.

So much so that Lu Chan had already collapsed at this time, and Lin Jiayi didn't notice anything wrong with Lu Chan's emotions at all.

Seeing the woman in front of him messing around, a nerve in Lu Chan's mind was being pulled, and there was a tingling pain like an electric frequency vibration, reflecting the pain in the entire temple.In order to suppress the dizzy pain that was so dizzy that he was about to vomit, he didn't know if it was an illusion, his emotional nerves seemed to be disordered, and he returned to the past when he was the most collapsed, suffocating and uncomfortable every time he took a breath.

Fragments of memory have been appearing in front of my eyes like hallucinations. I watched the Spring Festival Gala alone on the sofa, and was slapped on the ground by my father. Everyone scolded him. smell, the white ceiling, the smell of medicine, the twist...

Lu Chan shook his head, trying to force these things out of his mind, inserted his broken fingers into the ends of his hair, and pinched his head with five fingers, as if he wanted to push the head through... and let out a low cry of breakdown.

"Ah!! Why am I so unlucky to have you!"

But it may be because of Lu Chan's appearance. Unlike Chen Mo, Lu Chan's eyebrows and eyes are exquisite, but they are not aggressive when combined, and his overall temperament is gentle.It's okay when I put on makeup, but in the state of bare makeup, even if I'm angry, I don't feel too much... Even if I'm angry to this extent, it still makes people feel that the brokenness is greater than his anger.

Lin Jiayi was not frightened at all, but felt distressed, and stepped forward to say something.

"Don't do this..."

"Before you were deceived by someone, the reason for the so-called hypnosis... First, it set up a trick on me, letting me stand in the center of public opinion and being abused by others, and then set up business tricks one after another, making me lose almost all my savings from filming. Afterwards, you will completely let your friends in your circle block me. You didn’t give me any way out... When I was in a desperate situation, I called and begged you to give me a way out. Hang up the phone and block all my contact information, you should remember all of this, right?
It's all this way, why do you still come to me?Why? !What happened some time ago, I don't believe you don't know what effect you will have on me when you come to me and make such an expression, but you came and let the media film this scene.Because of this incident, I was hung up on the Internet again, and my newly changed phone number was leaked again, and it was bombarded with all kinds of dirty text messages...

Lin Jiayi, tell the truth, do you hate me?If you hate me, can you just deal with me directly, or just stab me to death with a knife now? !Don't pretend you still like me, and torture me in such a disgusting way!If something happens to my friend because of you after today, let me put it here, I will really never end with you! "

Lu Chan avoided Lin Jiayi's hand, growled with red eyes.This was the first time he told Lin Jiayi what had happened before, he always felt that the past was the past, it was good to get together and leave, to save a little respect for each other, and also to save a little dignity for himself.

He didn't want to bring out the past to discuss right or wrong. He felt that both of them had judgments about the past, so there was no need to bring it up. He analyzed their respective psychological activities and purposes bit by bit, and entangled their disconnected emotions and emotions. emotion.When something happened, it happened. For him, this incident was like turning the page of a book, and he didn't want to turn the page back and pester him again...

But Lin Jiayi didn't let him go, crossed his bottom line time and time again, and harassed him again and again, which made him unable to stick to his last principles.

"No...you know, I explained to you that it wasn't my fault. I was also a victim...that bastard Fang Chengyu did it. He had no money in his hands. He lied to me and asked someone to I am hypnotized. What is "so-called hypnosis"? Lu Chan, you were not like this before! Don't you care about this at all? Don't you care about me at all? Do you think I'm lying to you? Your paragraph Time didn't care about me at all, whether it would cause any harm to the body after being hypnotized that time... How can you say that, what is so-called hypnosis? Do you really not care about me at all...

I did do something wrong, but I really did it on purpose, I was hypnotized.We have all been hurt by this, we are all victims.During this period of time, I have been trying to find a way to apologize to you, as you can see, I have really worked hard to prove it.That incident did cost you a lot of reputation, but you didn't suffer any real damage, did you?Even in a sense, you are black and red because of what happened before, right?After the matter was clarified, you also gained a lot of fans and attention... Lu Chan, our matter is really not as serious as you said..."

Chen Mo:  …

Damn, I can't bear it anymore.

(End of this chapter)