This passerby is too calm

Chapter 35
This is a father's guilt, gratitude and pride for his son.

As a father, he knows how difficult it has been for Chen Mo these years.

How carefully Chen Mo has paid attention to his state and maintained his self-esteem over the years, he can see clearly and clearly.

He has been a very proud person all his life, because of his good talent and fast learning, he has done everything smoothly in his life without making any mistakes.He developed a very proud temperament in his heart, so much that he suffered a setback later on, which caused his disability to become a big setback.

He dumped his unbearable emotional rubbish on the people closest to him.

Use the most ruthless knife to stab the two people who love him the most and love him the most.

It was not until his wife left that he realized what he had done in those years.

He can still recall the resolute appearance of this little boy who looked almost the same as him and snatched the bottle from his hand.The little boy's eyes were red and he looked at him tremblingly.His son seemed to follow him, and he didn't cry much since he was a child. That was the first time he saw him cry. Those eyes that were similar to his were flushed red, with hot tears in the eye sockets, looking straight at him. .

There is collapse, determination and disappointment in his eyes, and there is also admiration and exhaustion that he can't give up.These complex emotions are mixed in the eyes of an eleven- or twelve-year-old child, complex and suffocating.

He couldn't forget the complicated look he looked at, it was like a sharp blade, piercing straight into his fragile heart that he didn't want to show with the haze of irritability, collapse and despair, and it stabbed him in that moment. woke up.

At that time, after his wife left, he wanted to take Chen Mo away, but Chen Mo did not follow her that night.

The little boy stood at the entrance and looked up to his mother and said, "Mom, let's go, I won't leave, I want to follow Dad.Just like I told you when I was a child, I will protect you, and I did it silently. Mom, you will be better in the future... You will have a better life if you leave, but Dad is only alone.

Mom, he used to be a hero, right... He's just not awake this time, he's just a bit of an asshole this time, but he'll be fine, he'll be fine, I want to stay by his side and watch him well stand up.He has always been the Superman in my mind, the one and only hero, the Ultraman who helped me fight monsters, the father I have always admired...I want to be with him.

What they didn't know was that at that time he was sitting behind a door not far away.

That day, because he woke up from his sleep, he forgot his prosthesis and fell off the bed.There was no one at home at the time, and the pain caused him to stand stiff on the floor for a long time.Because of his self-esteem, he didn't call anyone to help him. He lay on the floor for a long time before he recovered. He slowly supported it with his hands and wanted to pour a glass of water when he heard the door open outside the door.

For some reason, he slowly put down the hand that opened the door and sat down by the door.

Listening to the rustling voice of his wife packing his luggage, and the voice of his son helping his mother stop crying, passing tissues and talking.

He sometimes wondered if his hearing hadn't been so long.

He wouldn't be so miserable.

But he still leaned against the door masochistically listening to all this outside the door.

Until I heard what my son said to his wife when he went out...

He couldn't remember how long it took him at the time to digest the extremely sweet and sour and bitter emotions in his heart.

The scenes of my son trying to make him happy all these years appeared in front of his eyes, tears soaked his eyes, and his eyes were blurred.

Every time he sees Chen Mo's coquettish and condescending appearance, he irritates him and makes him happy, and his heart is extremely complicated.

Chen Mo's dedication and hard work for his father, he knows, always knows...

In order not to disappoint his son, he gradually cooperated and forced himself to come out of that state of loss and decadence.

Every time he saw the child's relief when he saw his state, he couldn't help but laugh.

Old Chen patted Chen Mo's back vigorously.

Both grateful and moved.

"It's been really hard these years... Little brat, you make me so proud, really make me so proud."

He had divorced his wife and owed the child too much.He still remembers Chen Mo's life-threatening study state after he and his wife divorced in the second half of the third semester of junior high.I slept four or five hours a day, and nibbled at books with dark circles under my eyes all day.

After he fell asleep, Chen Mo went to sleep.He still remembered that every time he woke up at night, at one or two in the morning, he could see Chen Mo, in order not to disturb his sleep, lighting a small lamp, lying in front of the desk, burying the case and studying hard.

When he got close to the door, he could smell the strong scent of balsamic oil wafting from the room.

And that smell lasted for four years.

During the senior high school entrance examination, because he and his wife had a violent divorce before, the relatives in the family felt that Chen Mo's child was dragged down by them, and the senior high school entrance examination was about yellow.I thought it would probably hurt Zhongyong...

His sister Qiu Fen discussed with him and made both preparations. If Chen Mo really failed the exam, he would also pay for the child to repeat the exam for another year.

But the silent exam results exceeded everyone's expectations. The child filled all the vacancies in the three years of junior high school in just half a semester, and finally got into the top three in the province with excellent results. One, give everyone a frightening surprise.

Everyone said that Chen Mo was very lucky, this kid had a good foundation and good talent.Only he knows how hard Chen Mo worked that year...

In high school, due to the delay in junior high school, Chen Mo's admission score in Xiangyang No. [-] Middle School was not good, and he was in the middle and lower reaches of the grade.

He watched a little bit how Chen Mo slowly climbed from the middle and lower reaches to the middle, and finally broke into the first place in the class at the beginning of the second year of high school, and then stood firm in the first grade.

As his father, he was both shocked and unspeakably proud.

But more is a kind of complexity from the heart.It's been really hard for this kid to go all the way.

During the parent-teacher meeting, and while chatting with friends, everyone praised his son how smart he was, how smart he was, and how smart he was... He smiled stiffly.

Everyone only saw Chen Mo's soft and bright appearance when he won the award.

Only his father knew that his son was pushing himself to the point of vomiting behind his back.The high-pressure and high-intensity study made his scalp numb.

……

"Haha, that's not the case. I don't even see who I was born with. Isn't this brain with you?"

Chen Mo was stunned for a while, and said with a smile.He was still a little stunned when he was hugged by his father.

(End of this chapter)