The whole entertainment circle thinks I'm confused

Chapter 111 Interview 3 (seeking a monthly pass)

"Even Eighteen Chapters" does not have a fixed set of interview procedures, and they are all in the state of watching Guan Jing.

Of course, it's not that there are no preparations.

Before the interview, Guan Jing will try her best to understand the past of the interviewee, and form a confrontational in-depth interview through conversation.

What she wants is that the interviewee is unprepared and able to observe the state of the other party under the sudden question.

Because the table is in the corner, even if the equipment is set up, the photographer needs to keep changing the shooting position.

From the inside to the outside, first you can see the two people talking face to face in front of the desk, and then the disordered but natural corner of the library.

Xia Yu wore a white sweater with a high collar, her long hair was draped behind her ears and down her back, her face makeup was very thin, the only focus was on her lip makeup.This kind of makeup makes her not look too ostentatious, suppressing Guan Jing's appearance, but it also highlights her dull beauty to the fullest.

Guan Jing was dressed in a navy blue long-sleeved cheongsam with cloud patterns, and she also had light makeup on her face.

Unlike Xia Yu, she paid more attention to her eyebrows - a willow-leaf eyebrow restrained her whole person's aggressiveness, and smiled gently, gracefully and generously.

"The first time I heard about you was three years ago. I was still in the beautiful country and was a freelance writer. But I didn't care much about your news, because like you, a short-lived actor in the entertainment circle There are too many. The second time was a comeback a year ago—in short, your news is so much that I am a little disgusted."

"It wasn't until Lao Dai posted on Weibo, announcing the protagonist of the new movie, that this was the first time I seriously examined you as a person. After the movie was released, there was another big revelation. I have already had a big prejudice against you. I I don't think it's just me, many people of the older generation have this idea, you are too much. Do you feel uncomfortable when I make such an evaluation?" She asked with a smile.

Xia Yu put down the teacup in her hand, and the camera happened to stand between the two of them. The two looked at each other sideways. With a smile that did not lose her manners, she said with a wry smile: "I will feel uncomfortable, and I will feel that I am doing something wrong." It was a failure, but it also made me feel that it was a kind of luck in the misfortune, and I would enjoy it in the midst of suffering-so there are still so many people paying attention to me, even if it is not positive, it is prejudice!"

Guan Jing nodded approvingly, and continued, "It wasn't until Director Zhuang said that I went to see "Painting the Ground as a Prison" that I suddenly felt that I should take this prejudice and go to the cinema to meet you."

"I went there and met Lin Dan. Lin Dan's eyes are really amazing. I can't tell whether they are a pair of 20-year-olds, 30-year-olds, or 40-year-olds. Eyes—I'm so surprised."

"So, I learned more about 'Xia Yu' again, and suddenly I understood, I didn't understand before, and some prejudices were relieved, so I decided to choose and invite you to be the ninth issue of "Eighteen Chapters" Interviewee, I want to talk about what you have experienced in the past few years."

"Mr. Guan Jing, do you mean to slice me up as soon as you come up, do you study?"

Guan Jing covered her mouth, Keke smiled, and took a sip of tea, "That's not true, it's just that, I was banned before, maybe it's more gentle to hide it with snow, and I'm more interested in your mental journey."

"I had a serious illness three years ago, so after being 'snow hidden', all my energy was devoted to fighting the serious illness in the first year; I probably couldn't sleep every day, was irritable, and thought about a lot of things every day, and refused Communicating with anyone, I even feel that the whole world has abandoned me, I am no longer needed by the world, and I need to take a lot of medicine to calm down."

"I deeply remember that since I was a child, my parents never took more than three days' vacation, no matter how big it was. Because of my serious illness, they took half a year alone and spent a whole year with me. The severe period didn't come to an end until I no longer needed to rely on sleeping pills to sleep."

"This disease—is it depression?"

"Well, yes, it is a ridiculous disease in the eyes of outsiders. But I think only those who have really experienced it will know the pain. Of course, I hope that everyone will not have such a time .”

"During the period of illness, apart from the pathological pain, would there be any urge to commit suicide?"

"I can only say that I have overcome it, and I want to live well. Shouldn't this be considered an escape?"

The smile on Guan Jing's face became much gentler, "No, this is a confrontation against difficulties."

"I still have a doubt. Do you think your illness is due to your own reasons, or is it due to an external factor? Because I found some confessions that may not be easy to broadcast."

Xia Yu was silent for about four or five seconds, before she replied: "Externally, because of my childhood experience, my parents raised and tempered me, I think I am a pretty tough person. I am about eight years old. I started to take care of my younger brother at the age of nine, and took care of the two of us. It is said that the poor raised the son and the rich raised the daughter. Before the age of eight, I lived with my grandfather, which was considered rich. After the age of eight, I lived with my parents. I grew up poor and lacked nothing, but I had nothing, so my heart of gain and loss has never been too serious, and it is not likely that my world will suddenly collapse just because it is said to be hidden by the snow."

"At most, it's just how to pay off that huge debt, and how to work hard to live a better future!"

Regarding Xia Yu's answer, Guan Jing was also very satisfied, "The illness is cured, why do you want to come back again? Did you tell the outside world that you want to make money, or is it for other reasons... Yes Persistence in acting?"

"There are two reasons. One is to make money. After all, I owe such a large debt. If I don't come back, I may never pay it back. The other is not love, nor is it called persistence, but obsession. I don't want to do this business. , and everything else, I think it’s done.”

This is Xia Yu's other answer that best suits her thoughts besides 'If I don't do this business, I may not live past the age of 24'.It shouldn't be a lie.

"Have you ever thought about seeking another kind of asylum? Economically, based on your conditions, there should be quite a few successful men who want to chase you and help you achieve financial freedom?" Guan Jing asked suddenly Sharp question.

Xia Yu asked her back, "Am I not one now?"

Guan Jing laughed, laughing loudly.

"Aren't you afraid, if you say this, the relationship between you and Tao Tang will become more and more chaotic?"

She didn't expect that Xia Yu would take the initiative to provoke this relationship, and unexpectedly, she found it interesting.

Xia Yu shook his head.

"I used to be afraid, but now it doesn't matter. People around us know that our relationship has nothing to do with that aspect. The most important thing is that we know that she is like my elder or best friend. We care more and more. Achieve each other."

"After the comeback, when was the most difficult time? During the time when you were in Weijing City Guard's crew?"

"No, on the contrary, it was a relatively comfortable period of time. You don't have to worry about whether there will be a filming tomorrow. My dear Ms. Tao Tang has taken care of all the troubles of the outside world. All I need to do is to act well. The most difficult , on the contrary, after filming, because of a series of reactions, I have no more scenes to film, no one is willing to simply let me do filming, it is almost, I may have to play tricks."

She didn't say that she was going to accompany her for a drink, so there was nothing to say. There were too many things that made people feel wronged by her. Bringing this up made people feel uncomfortable. Besides, people didn't force her You, you can choose not to go.

(End of this chapter)