The whole entertainment circle thinks I'm confused

Chapter 227 Shooting 4
"Xiao Fei, one day...will I be dragged out of the ward and lie in the morgue like Grandma Cao?"

"If possible, let me die in our house... Will it be...?"

……

"Xiaofei, I don't want to be cured anymore, I know... we don't have the money anymore, don't beg those people, I was kicked out by them when I was 15 years old, and I haven't begged them until now, can we just die? ?”

"Let's not take this medicine, will it work?"

His eyes were always pleading.

……

"Bai Xiaofei, do you know that the two or four luckiest things in my life were when I met Grandma Cao. She brought me out of the garbage dump and taught me how to live hard. Then I met you and taught me how to live. how to love..."

But I am also in great pain. I sent away the only "relative" for more than 20 years. I originally wanted to give you a home. I thought it was your luck that you met me. Unexpectedly, I pulled you out of the fire pit Come out and drag you into another fire pit...

will you hate me
Bai Xiaofei caressed his thin and pale face. In the reddish eye sockets, there was unbearable and heartache hiding, but she kept smiling, "...I know, I know, don't talk, let's have a good rest and take care of our bodies. "

... I don't hate you, if I make another choice, I will go with you, go home with you, go back to our home, that is our home... How could I not go home with you?
After more than half a year of treatment and taking medicine for more than half a year, a total of one year of nodding, not only used up the money that Grandma Cao had saved for Chen Zimo for "marrying a grandson's wife", but the savings of the two of them were empty, and Bai Xiaofei's credit cards were also maxed out. .

Bai Xiaofei was annoyed by the phone calls to remind him to repay the credit card every day, but when he turned around and saw Chen Zimo, his heart softened again.

Every day I have to think about how to earn money to buy medicines-they can no longer afford western medicines, but it is impossible to die, and there is still hope if they are cured.

Bai Xiaofei took Chen Zimo to the Chinese medicine doctor Grandma Cao knew and prescribed medicine for a month, three meals a day, the house was already filled with the smell of medicine, but it was still in vain.

The natural course of advanced acute leukemia is six months to one year, and Chen Zimo persisted for one year and three months.This time, he couldn't survive anymore, he had no money, let alone a suitable bone marrow transplant...

He was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, and he was rescued, but the hospital issued a critical illness notice, "Which one is Chen Zimo's family?"

"I'm."

"Are you his wife?"

"I'm her fiancée."

When the doctor heard this, he looked at the scrawny man on the bed who could only rely on drips and the oxygen tube, and then at Bai Xiaofei, who was in a very bad state of mind. After a while, "There are no other family members?"

"No...my fiancé is an orphan, and I am the only relative left."

"Okay, you can sign here after reading it - it's just... one or two days."

"Okay!" She was in a daze, her eyes seemed to twitch bloodshot, and finally held her breath, and signed under the critical illness notice.

"Thank you doctor!" She forced a smile.

It was about one o'clock in the evening, Chen Zimo woke up, vomiting and diarrhea, the hospital has already arranged for him, and his bed was reserved by another patient after the notice of his critical illness came out.

On the contrary, he became more and more awake. At three o'clock, he suddenly took off his oxygen mask and nutrient solution bottle, changed into his normal clothes, patted Bai Xiaofei, who was so tired that he fell asleep, and forced himself to smile at him. Said: "Wake up, Xiaofei, let's go home!"

He didn't know how warm his smile was, and how pale and weak——

He seemed to be okay along the way, but only Bai Xiaofei knew that every step he took was extremely difficult, and several times, if she hadn't supported him, he would have thrown himself to the ground—he lost his strength and landed on Bai Xiaofei's body, and it was very difficult. Light, Bai Xiaofei never imagined that he could already support this man who once acted like a "giant" in her life.

Bai Xiaofei secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes several times.

Usually, even if I go to the hospital to get medicine, I still take the bus or subway, but where do I get the bus and subway in the middle of the night?The two had a luxurious taxi ride.

Back home, four o'clock.

The basement is very dark and damp, but the house is clean and tidy, and there is a strong smell of traditional Chinese medicine that cannot go away.

"I want to have your breakfast again. Do you remember the noodle shop we had at the school gate? Many people went to eat it, but I think the noodles made by them are not as good as my wife's..." His face and eyes were full of pride.

"Okay!" Because of this sentence, Bai Xiaofei hurried out of the room in a hurry, carefully tidied up, not to disturb the neighbors, and finally made two bowls of chicken noodles—but halfway through the noodles, Chen Zimo couldn't hold it anymore , I spit out half the bowl of noodles I ate.

There was also a stream of blood spit out from behind, which was shocking.

Bai Xiaofei had already picked up the phone and wanted to dial 120, but seeing Chen Zimo's pleading eyes, she gave up. There was only one sentence left, and she forced a tearful smile, "Don't worry, I won't go... I won’t send you away, I’ll stay here with you!”

His consciousness became more and more clear, and what he said was true, but his eyes became more and more blurred and cloudy, "I really don't want to die. My wife is so good-looking, and I am not bad-looking. I still want to be with you." Together you... form a new home, our home—"

"It's not enough to give birth to one, we have to give birth to three, four, five or six... don't need so many girls, one is enough, we two and her brothers dote on her—" I hope our daughter can have a happy life for her mother A happy childhood, a happy life.

He closed his eyes, and after he finished speaking, he only breathed out, not breathed in, but he still wanted to say, Bai Xiaofei looked aside, when the two were just together, the video recorder that she saved money to buy, she also wanted to listen to it. , did not cry, and smiled from time to time——

"These brats... must be rough. We have to beat them a few more times while they are still young... Otherwise... they won't be able to beat them when they are old."

"The two of us will work hard and bring them up well...you don't have to wait on us, we both have pensions, but you can't eat us old..."

"Neither of us went to college, and neither of us graduated from an adult school...but we have to confess them. We can't...can't let them...be like us...to suffer the loss of not going to college..."

"it is good!"

Her voice trembled, but she was full of determination, with a helpless smile in her eyes.

At 35:[-] in the morning, Chen Zimo still left. In just one night, he seemed to have lived the life he imagined.

He was lying on Bai Xiaofei's lap, holding Bai Xiaofei's hand, his skinny and shapeless face was filled with a happy smile in the end.

Bai Xiaofei also smiled, but the tears couldn't stop flowing.

Suddenly, Chen Zimo stopped talking, and the thin palm in his hand "dropped heavily".

She lowered her head suddenly, and the tears gathered in her eyes fell on Chen Zimo's face drop by drop.

She put her palms on her forehead and opened her mouth slightly two or three times. Her eyes were dull and numb at first...

I don't know how long it took, but the emotions under the collapse suddenly surged in her eyes——

Pain, panic, collapse, despair, hatred...

At this moment, she should be wailing and crying, venting her inner collapse and helplessness, but she didn't.

She sobbed silently, picked up Chen Zimo's still warm but slightly cold hand, and stroked her face. She shook her head slightly, and a bitter and nostalgic smile suddenly appeared on her face, "... sleep, sleep It won't hurt anymore."

As soon as the sound came out, tears gushed out along with snot—it wasn't pretty, but everyone was shocked by this scene, couldn't bear it, and couldn't bear to look away!
……

"Cut! It's over!"

The set was silent—everyone felt as if a big rock was pressing hard on their chests, and they couldn't catch their breath. When reading the script and reading the script, everyone felt very depressed. .But at the moment of filming, when two professional actors present this scene with their best acting skills, I still feel that the script is so "shallow"!

During the one-month shooting, the staff members seemed to have "experienced" the life of "Bai Xiaofei and Chen Zimo" with the actors. You have to admit that the performances of these two people are amazing.

At this moment, they don't know whether the actors themselves can tell the difference between reality and the role, but the audience has already put the two into the role and was deeply infected!

Meng Dong's face was already crying, the phone in her hand was still playing the video, and on the other end of the video screen, Wen Sui was also covering her mouth, her eyes were red, and her breath was stuck in her neck, holding herself down tightly and not allowing her to cry.

It was Tao Tang's first time with the group, except for Gu Zhao's audition, to experience Xia Yu's acting skills in person—her eyes were also red, and it took a long time to let out a sigh of relief, and said with a smile, "Our family Yu Miss Bao, your acting skills have improved to a higher level."

There are many ways to understand and express collapse, and crying is definitely the most common.

But this time, Xia Yu didn't use it extensively this time, or in the past, but in the past he would express the initial collapse and pain. This time, he only used dullness, bewilderment, acceptance, and silent sobs, but he expressed it vividly!

Cheng Zhiqing, Dai Chengbi, Xiao Dao Xie, and teacher Ning Lifen also felt the same way as her: "This little girl is amazing!"

In addition to sighing with Xia Yu, there is also Yu Junhao, his portrayal of the patients is really cowhide, if he didn't know his physical condition, even veteran actors and professional directors like them would have been overwhelmed by his acting skills.

But among them, Cheng Zhiqing was the one who felt the most. He looked at Xia Yu, not as if he looked at the younger generation, admiring and approving, but with the search of an actor of the same generation and level.

Why is this so?
You know, when filming "Stunning Beauty", the little girl's acting skills were still under pressure. Even though she was very talented and improved every time she shot, he could still confidently say that the dozen or so In a scene, he released the water.

He adjusted the pressure on her little by little, and brought it out little by little.

But her talent and plasticity are indeed rare among the actors he has encountered.

So when Dai Chengbi mentioned it, he immediately thought of this little girl.

The result is also a bit unexpected. Although the performance of "Drawing the Ground as a Prison" also has some shortcomings, sometimes it is impossible to stop and stop when it comes to exerting force and withdrawing force. In a small part, the existence of "acting skills" can be clearly seen.

But not much.

But this time, he was surprised and sighed, his performance in the past month was almost impeccable!
It's as if she has actually experienced or is experiencing the life of "Bai Xiaofei"!

How long is this?He suddenly felt that it was necessary to call the old boy in Weijing City to express his condolences when he went back.

The most shocking thing here is actually Director Xiao Xie. After all, Yu Junhao can win the best actor, he has watched many movies, and honestly, the gold content of the best actor is indeed much higher than that of the queen!
Therefore, what shocked him even more was Xia Yu.

He had worked with Xia Yu before. After all, he was an assistant director. He had been filming "Jinling Festival" for half a year.At the age of 23, there are not many people in the Huaxia entertainment circle who can have this kind of acting skills. He thinks that he already thinks highly of Xia Yu.

"It's no wonder Director Zhuang regards this little girl as a student even though he didn't admit it publicly. He has to give this little girl some time, maybe at the age of 30, she can receive a grand slam of China's three major film awards? Work harder, It can really hit the Big Three!"

But now in the past month, he has been hit one after another, especially after this scene, his eyes are full of astonishment!
What a 30-year-old shock, maybe after filming this one, you can give it a try and hit the top three in China!
The Golden Statue has already been taken, and next is the Golden Rooster and Golden Horse, and this year she is only 24 years old, even if she can only participate next year, she will only be 25!

No wonder they rejected Song Ang Song’s previous filming direction. If Song Director’s filming direction was followed, the storyline and characters’ emotions would be worse, and the time difference would be better. Even if the actors have acting skills, the original twelve-point effect would It can reach eighty-nine points at most!
It was Dai Chengbi who called out to stop before he realized it. After being stunned, he was completely amazed, not because of his appearance, but because of his acting skills!

"Scared by this little girl's acting skills, aren't you?" Dai Chengbi was very proud. Although he was also surprised, in "Painting the Ground as a Prison", Xia Yu's acting skills were improved little by little. He knew that this little girl, physically There is endless potential here!

The more difficult the movie, the stronger the opponent, the more power she can explode!
"This little girl was born for acting!" This was his evaluation without adding any water.

"Huh... no wonder you, Director Dai, entered Xia Yu's studio without hesitation!"

The only director, the first actress, external resources, internal support from Great Wall Film and Television, and the support of Zhuanghe Studio, so frankly correct!
Unlike him now, if it weren't for "Xia Yu"'s movie, Zhuanghe Studio and Great Wall Film and Television probably wouldn't let him out!

Even if he is asked to take on the role of director in the future, Yan Jingdan, the first sister of Great Wall Film and Television, may not necessarily join his crew.More realistically, with the sponsorship he brought in, he couldn't afford to hire an actor like Yan Jingdan!
Dai Chengbi proudly held the index finger of his right hand and tapped the index finger of his left hand, "Just me, signed for ten years!"

Director Xiao Xie had to admit that he was sour!

The shooting was still going on, the two had a brief discussion, and then returned to the topic of shooting:
"Don't move at the scene, the props team and the production team get ready, and the makeup team doesn't need to touch up the makeup - the next scene will be filmed in 10 minutes!"

It's been two months, and it's been a month now, and I have to pay close attention to every moment.

(End of this chapter)