The whole entertainment circle thinks I'm confused

Chapter 27 Lesson 3
[The second stage of the simulation course for PTSD patients is completed, C-, qualified. 】

[Evaluation: Qualified, but not fully qualified, the early acting marks are too heavy, the characters are distorted, and the acting skills need to be improved! 】

The rain hadn't stopped, and the sky was still dark. Xia Yu opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling until another flash of lightning struck.

"Boom--"

The thunder sounded, Xia Yu woke up suddenly, staring at the ceiling, unable to let go for a long time, the scene of her choosing suicide was in her mind.

She was in a heavy heart and rejoiced, "Fortunately, it's just a simulation course. If it's a real course, you can block your memory and open up your subconscious experience... I'm afraid it will take ten days and a half months to get out of the shadow of death."

This is still the case when the system has its own negative mental removal function, otherwise she really dare not try it, afraid that with more and more courses, there will be too much backlog of negative emotions, and it is very likely that she will be forced into a mental illness in the future. Schizophrenia patient!
[Ding - The salted fish host barely meets the standards for starting the third stage of the course, whether to carry out the third stage, the subconscious experience stage course. 】

There was a prompt in front of him, Xia Yu refused directly and chose to postpone the course.

What are you kidding, her mind fluctuated violently in the simulation course, she closed her memory and experienced it subconsciously, she would try again? !

impossible.

At least she doesn't have this idea at the moment. Fortunately, the third-stage curriculum system will not be mandatory.

Putting his index finger and palm on his face to wipe away the tears, Xia Yu let out a sigh of relief, "Fortunately, it's only seven days."

If I had to go through the plot from beginning to end, starting from the kidnapping scene, it would take several years...

Xia Yu really couldn't guarantee that he would not be depressed again.

Yuanbao nests in her arms, the little guy is dark and dark, almost blending with the night, sleeping like a piglet, snoring and burping.

Xia Yu squeezed the black and tender little jiojio and got up.

The scene time set by the system is somewhat different from the reality. Xia Yu didn't pay attention to the specific ratio, but it will be compressed to less than eight hours. Therefore, after glancing at the alarm clock showing 04:30, Xia Yu didn't have too much Tangled.

He took a bottle of mineral water from the corner and drank half of the bottle. Since it was still raining outside, Xia Yu played a set of Baguazhang on the spot in the room, waiting for the dull and gloomy feeling in his heart to slowly dissipate. His eyes were clearer, but still dark.

Stretching and muttering to himself, "Exercise is the best way to help dispel depression, and it would be even better if you could get some more sun."

This is what Xia Yu has to do every day after accepting the severe depression of the original owner's memory, in addition to psychological counseling.

Looking back, Xia Yu couldn't help but wipe the cold sweat that didn't exist on his head. This night's class was shocking and exciting!

In the first stage, Xia Yu seemed to be watching the plot from a third-person perspective from beginning to end.

The second stage is different. If she wants to pass the level, she must integrate into the character and experience it in real life.

She went from imitating a mental patient's every move to slowly, even she couldn't tell herself.

The seven-day real simulation course was far more profound than the filming of "Per capita Stunning". Halfway into the plot, Xia Yu began to be stunned.

Everyone was 'real', and she gradually recognized the reality of this world. As time passed, she became Xia Yu.

When the plot reached its climax, she even had hallucinations for a time. In that case, if the filming was in the real world, the director would definitely stop it. At this time, she already had a psychological problem.

But with the system as the backing, Xia Yu allowed the character to control his consciousness.

On the sixth day of the plot, even a normal person with only [-] milliliters of water is almost dying at this time, and is on the verge of death.

That is, on this day, Xia Yu was awakened, no longer escaping, and regained his memory.

But she didn't choose to be a kind person. She felt that she was unworthy. Their family of three had never done anything wrong to others in their life, but what did she get in the end?

She had no way of ignoring her conscience and used her whole life of pain to forgive the pair, who raised a 'devil' parent.

So she did the only wrong thing in her life, but in the end she couldn't reach a reconciliation with herself.

In the early hours of the seventh day, she committed suicide.

Holding his son's favorite puppet bear, Xia Yu died in the observation room.

At the end of Xia Yu's death in the observation phase, the perspective was given to the two cameras in the observation room...

"Well, this is the third time I've felt death, right?" Xia Yu mocked himself after he was completely sober.

Isn't that right, I don't dare to say anything else, if she goes to play this type of play again, she doesn't need to be over-prepared, she can play it directly.

"But it's the first time to play a mental patient, so it's safer to write down these experiences quickly."

Although Xia Yu has an excellent memory, he still firmly believes that good memory is not as good as bad writing. Even if there are notes in the future, even if they are forgotten later, they can still be recalled through notes.

Four o'clock on May is the last morning of yesterday in the imperial capital, and it is also the first morning of this morning.

The wind is tired and gentle.

When Xia Yu woke up from a dream, there was no trace of fatigue, but instead he felt that his strength was inexhaustible.

She began to review the experience gained from this simulation course, while sorting out the details of the new script and verifying each other.

Tao Tang got up early, the rain stopped long ago, and ordered breakfast, and was about to call Xia Yu for breakfast when he saw this scene.

Xia Yu was writing quickly, the little guy crouched in front of the table with his small claws from time to time tugging at Xia Yu's pen or notebook. At that scene, Tao Tang couldn't hold back and smiled knowingly.

"Don't move!" Xia Yu slapped and slapped Yuanbao's chubby little head. She was the most annoying when others made trouble while she was working!

"Uuuuu~" Yuan Bao continued to look for trouble with Xia Yu while chatting, 'Anyway, I'm so skinny, you can't bear to kill me, what a jerk! '

There was a knock on the half-closed door, and Tao Tang shook the food in her hand, "It's time to take a break and replenish some energy."

Xia Yu didn't lift his head, and made an OK gesture, "I know Sister Tang, you eat first, I'll come later."

As a result, Xia Yu didn't come out until after half a day, with a small piece of fried dough sticks in his mouth, and a cup of soy milk in his hand, he got back into the room.

Tao Tang didn't say much, knowing that in order to fit the role, Xia Yu had already started to adjust his diet in a planned way.

The public limelight of boycotting Xia Yu's comeback has passed. Xia Yu's lack of response made the fist of the black powder water army seem to be hitting cotton, and the anger seemed to be out, but it became more and more boring. In addition, the influence of Wei Jingcheng's studio The voice of opposition on the Internet has gradually diminished.

And Yu Junhao, who has just won the Golden Image Actor, is in the limelight, and his award-winning movie will also be released in May. On an out-of-date actress.

It will be over.

A week after joining Tianhe Times, Cheng Yun called Tao Tang, and the two drifted apart for their own reasons.

Cheng Yun didn't say anything like 'if you need it, you can contact her at any time'.

Too hypocritical.

She didn't hate Tao Tang, but she was still grateful, but she couldn't like Xia Yu either. She had a deep prejudice and couldn't really help her.

The two spoke very politely. After working together for many years, there was only one sentence in their hearts—

Good gathering and good dispersal.

(End of this chapter)