The whole entertainment circle thinks I'm confused

After the fourth literary and artistic achievement was achieved, Xia Yu recovered emotionally, but the fast-travel memory was still a mystery, covered by a layer of fog.

But the memory of this world, after being dormant for many years, gradually surfaced.
She really woke up.

She was finally able to clearly realize that she did not travel from a fast traveler to "Xia Yu", the girl who died in the late autumn morning, and was reborn with the help of the natural disaster system, but returned to her original state with the help of the natural disaster system world!
It turned out that those memories and emotions were not someone else's, and they were not imposed by the system, which made Xia Yu really feel less peaceful.

It turned out that "Xia Yu" had really died, and that Xia Yu was her...

After filming "The Hunger Games 2", during that period of time, there was a complete explosion of emotions, which caused Xia Yu to be confused.It was the reason why she wanted to break the original plan, she was eager to get all the memories, what happened in it.

Because even with a clear cognition, there is still a part of her emotion and memory that is clearly separated!
It's not that she didn't dare to imagine, but she was thinking about one thing every day, if it wasn't for the system, it wasn't Yuanbao.

After the death of that young girl in her youthful years.Yu Heng and his wife, Xia Yi, grandpa, Tao Tang... Will they collapse?

She also really understood.

Why did I behave so "salted fish" in the past fast time travel years.

Because... she changed the lives of many people through system tasks, helping them to rebirth and revenge.

But what about yourself?

Really died in the native world.

Die stupid and cowardly!

and so.

She didn't really have these follow-up actions until the emotional recovery broke out.

because.

This isn't a "travelling world" where she's back on the fast-travel mission track.

This is her native world.

What is she going to change after all,
Only in this way can she live up to the journey of rebirth that Yuan Bao sent her back with all her life...

is it?

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"it's me!"

Just two words became the "salvation" of Tao Tang's ten-year mental illness.

Ten years, how many days and nights toss and turn, unable to sleep at night.

More than 3000.

Tao Tang's greatest sorrow is her excessive sobriety.

Every day I think about it, I ask myself every day, is she really her.

Not timid, but hopeful.

I'm afraid I won't get the answer I want.

That "accident" was due to her negligence. She also stared at a few bottles of medicine in a daze late at night...

If "Xia Yu" wasn't still there, allowing her to retain the last sliver of hope, the string she was stretching would have broken long ago.

Her eye sockets were moist.

After pregnancy and childbirth, Tao Tang's emotions came to the softest time point for a long time.

Even Xie Ran didn't understand the many emotions in Tao Tang's eyes, weeping with joy when she suddenly collapsed...

Why these years, Tao Tang has no reservations, money, time, and even his life to help Xia Yu.Because she felt that she owed that kind and stubborn girl who died in the early morning of late autumn, the young girl who had just begun her life in the Mood for Love, a life!

A hurdle lies in my heart.

Taking life for life was the last straw in her life.

This straw was pressed in front of her, and it would not work even if it was light. Xia Yu, Tao Zhang, and Xie Ran injected vitality into this straw time and time again—until today it finally landed firmly.

Can finally take root.

After ten years of withering, a new vitality sprouts!

She smiled with tears in her eyes, made no sound, and restrained herself.This is the secret and mutual salvation between the two of them.

Why didn't Xia Yu say it earlier, Tao Tang didn't know the reason, but only understood Xia Yu without reservation!
In fact, when Xia Yu found out, Tao Tang was pregnant, and Xia Yu was worried that she would be too excited.

After all, she is forty, and she is five or six months pregnant, so it is not suitable for great sorrow and joy. Xia Yu is also afraid and worried.

The two looked at each other, everything was said in silence, there is still a lot of time, they can wait until the meeting is over, and then talk slowly.

Now is the time to talk about something else.

Facing everyone's suspicious eyes.

Xia Yu put it succinctly:

"I'm still alive, not dead. I'm not a living body in another sense. I'm still a human being. Moreover, I really need to complete the corresponding fast travel tasks."

Xia Yu didn't tell everything about this matter, it would be complicated.

"I currently only retain the memory of this world."

"My mission has a lot to do with my career - awards, box office."

"I have completed the four-stage mission, and now, I am going to proceed with the fifth-stage mission."

Wen Sui guessed Xia Yu's mission based on his understanding of fast-traveling novels, as well as Xia Yu's experiences and discussions.

Although Xie Ran and Fei Yang didn't have the corresponding task understanding, but after understanding Xia Yu's past these years, especially Fei Yang who has been following her all the time, they analyzed the general content in a very short period of time:
"Did you start your mission career from "Drawing the Ground as a Prison"? Painting the Ground as a Prison is the first stage? Then the Hong Kong Film Awards?"

Fei Yang analyzed it on his own, his eyes were complicated: "China's three gold medals? Europe's top three? Ten billion box office?"

Everyone was enlightened.And his analysis and purpose-based, finally asked:

"Is there any reward or punishment for the completion and failure of the task? Does everything in front of you belong to the scope of reward?"

Fei Yang raised his eyebrows, paying close attention to every detail.But if Xia Yu said a few more words, he could almost figure out the system.

In this space, Xia Yu has [S-level authority] and can clearly perceive Fei Yang's heartbeat frequency.

To be able to read him through his heartbeat and eyes, Xie Ran's.Their longing... ambition?
"In this current mission career, for every success, I can get five years of life, and I can get improvements in vision, hearing, and strength-no real failure, but it can't be completed, which means... I Can't get more lives!"

"My life... stopped at the age of 19."

"I am a fast traveler, a failed fast traveler, and everything I do now is for a real recovery."

When Xia Yu said this passage, she calmly didn't seem to be talking about herself, completely unaware of how shocking it was.

Xie Ran and Fei Yang took a deep breath and stared at Xia Yu, trying to find a flaw in her calm eyes.

What flaw?They don't know, they don't even know, what words should be used to express the shock in their hearts at this moment!

"...Back to life!"

Xia Yi, Tao Tang, and Wen Sui were not, their hearts suddenly twitched violently.

It seems that through this passage, I imagined that year, that moment, the despair and collapse of that girl!
"Shua", Xia Yi's originally calm eyes turned into a tsunami-like churning.