After crossing, I was dragged by the bamboo horse and became a queen

Chapter 198 Similar
Fortunately, the emperor didn't make things difficult for Mo Chenfeng, he waved his hand and let him go out.However, he didn't seem to intend to see Xiao Jingheng, but after Mo Chenfeng went out, he sent an order to call the Minister of Rites to come over.

At this time, the people in the Ministry of Rites were probably discussing the funeral ceremonies of the princes. Soon the harem got the news that Empress Chen and Concubine Lin had arrived, and even Concubine Li, who was seriously ill, was carried over in a sedan chair. I want to ask to see the emperor.

It's a pity that the emperor didn't see any of them, all of them were stopped by Qi Zhengrong.

Of course, the news that the emperor summoned the Minister of Rites also reached the ears of the Queen Mother and Xiao Mingrui. After hearing this, the Queen Mother let out a long sigh and shed tears on the couch.As for Xiao Mingrui and his wife, they were shocked by the news of Su Shi's suicide, and they didn't have the heart to think about other things at all.

"What did you say?" The captain-in-law who just entered the palace glared at the guard who came to deliver the message: "When did it happen?! Why didn't I hear about it?"

"Respond to the son-in-law." The guard replied: "Not long after the incident happened, about a quarter of an hour after you entered the palace gate, someone from the Jinwu Guard came to report."

"Self-immolation?" Xiao Mingrui was startled and angry: "Didn't I ask you to guard it strictly? How could such a thing happen!"

"Ma'am." The captain-in-law quickly patted Xiao Mingrui's hand, and said in a low voice: "Now is not the time to talk about these things, the children are still here!"

Xiao Mingrui immediately turned his head and looked at Xiao Jingheng and Shangguanjing who were standing side by side. He hesitated to speak several times, but in the end he couldn't speak. She didn't know how to comfort Xiao Jingheng.

"Aunt," finally Shangguanjing took the initiative to speak: "Don't be embarrassed, Jing Heng and I will be alone for a while, okay?"

"Alright." Xiao Mingrui sighed and nodded: "Go to the side hall, don't leave the Shou'an Palace. I'll let someone guard the side hall entrance, Jing'er, you..."

"I know." Shangguanjing replied while tugging at Xiao Jingheng's sleeve.Xiao Jingheng, who had always been calm, glanced at her, turned around without saying anything, and followed Shangguanjing to the side hall obediently.

After entering the side hall, only the young couple were left, so Xiao Jingheng asked, "Sister Jing wants to comfort me?"

Shangguanjing didn't answer, she just found a chair and sat down, lowered her head and didn't speak.She didn't intend to comfort Xiao Jingheng, she even felt that she needed comfort.Shangguanjing never expected that Su's temper would be so strong, and she would choose such an extreme and tragic way to end herself.

Su...has never liked Xiao Jingheng. To Xiao Jingheng, she has never been a qualified mother.But for some reason, Shangguanjing suddenly felt at this moment that Su Shi and Xiao Jingheng were really biological mother and child.

In some respects, their personalities are extremely similar.

On the surface, the Su family is delicate and soft, and Lin Daiyu is as weak as water, but inside it is like a raging fire. The love and hatred are so strong. The self-enclosure of the previous ten years, as well as the hatred and rejection of her own son, all stem from her. dissatisfaction with persecution.

As a time-traveling party who claims to be more avant-garde and progressive than these conservative and feudal ancients, Shangguan Jing actually admires the Su family.What this woman has suffered is unimaginable to ordinary people.She was sent to the emperor's bed by her beloved husband, experienced the despair of being ruthlessly rejected when she asked for help from her mother's family, and was forced to give birth to a child that shouldn't exist. Playing around, but she never bowed to fate, until the last moment, she was fighting indomitably, she was like a real fighter.

She never compromised, and never gave up her struggle and revenge. Even though Su knew very well that her struggle was just a mayfly shaking a tree, and in the end she couldn't escape the fate of being crushed and turned into mud, she still didn't give up.

She would rather burn herself to such a tragic death than become a tool in the hands of some people.

Su Shi... What a strange person.Shangguanjing looked up at Xiao Jingheng, feeling a little regretful and puzzled.She was really surprised how the Su family grew up with such a character under the patriarchal patriarchal system.

It has to be said that it is really a miracle that Su Ping, who is mercenary and sophisticated, can give birth to such a daughter who insists on himself.

"What are you thinking?" Xiao Jingheng walked up to Shangguanjing, stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, and stroked her hair comfortingly.

This scene was really strange. Xiao Jingheng, whose biological mother set herself on fire, was always in a stable mood, as if she was the one who comforted others, while Shangguan Jing, who was not very familiar with Su Shi, seemed depressed and desperately needed comfort.

"I was thinking..." Shangguanjing buried her face in Xiao Jingheng's arms, and replied sullenly, "Su Wenyue. Both are daughters of the Su family. Su Wenyue is nothing like her."

"Hmm!" Xiao Jingheng seemed to understand what Shangguanjing wanted to say in an instant: "Isn't it?"

"Actually, I think you and her have similarities in personality." Shangguanjing said again: "No matter how adversity you encounter, you will never bow your head easily, never compromise with fate, and never give up struggling. Both of you A person with a very strong personality!"

"En!" Xiao Jingheng responded lightly: "I should thank her."

"She is not a qualified mother to you," Shangguan Jing said in a low voice, "Have you ever hated her?"

"Never." Xiao Jingheng replied honestly: "Maybe there was resentment when I was young. But after knowing the truth, I think it's justifiable. She was forced to give birth to me, so naturally she has the right to refuse me."

"But you are innocent." Shangguan replied quietly: "The child is innocent."

"If you say that, wouldn't she be even more innocent." Xiao Jingheng saw it clearly: "I have nothing to do with her, so why force it. God made me have a shallow relationship with my parents, but God also gave me the best Compensation, I have you."

"Jing Heng," Shangguan Jing looked up into Xiao Jingheng's eyes, and asked again: "If you become the emperor in the future, will you chase after your birth mother like ordinary emperors do?"

"No." Xiao Jingheng shook his head towards Shangguanjing, and replied softly: "She doesn't want to have anything to do with me or the royal family. I want to respect her choice."

"It's really interesting." Shangguan Jing smiled wryly: "She hates you so much, she even wants to kill you with her own hands, but in the end it is you who understand her best."

"Even if I owe her." Xiao Jingheng replied: "It is said that the father pays the debt, and she hates me, but there is nothing wrong with it."

"En!" Shangguan nodded listlessly: "She just left, maybe it's easier for her."

Suffering is enough. For Su, death is a kind of relief.To be honest, Shangguan Jing didn't believe that if the Su family was alive, the emperor and the Su family would give up further exploitation and use of her.

Maybe suicide is really the best way to get rid of this hopeless fate!

Really, enough is enough...

　---Here is the dividing line of the biological ---
　　The personalities of Xiao Hengheng and his mother are actually very similar.On the surface, it looks gentle and elegant, and seems to be weak and deceitful, but inside it is an extremely strong master, who dares to love, dare to hate, decisive and firm, and ruthless enough.

　　The Su family did not hesitate to attack her own son, just like Xiao Hengheng did not hesitate to attack her own brothers back then. The losses they have suffered and the grievances they have suffered can be hidden for many years, but they will never dissipate easily. , I want to take revenge with my own hands.

　　But Xiao Hengheng is much luckier than Su Shi, he has Xiao Jingjing, so he won't struggle alone in the dark.

　　Because of the similarity, the person who can understand Su's best is actually Xiao Hengheng.He really never hated his mother, it's not because he has the attributes of a holy father, but because he thinks that there is nothing wrong with the Su family, if it were him, he might have to fight the enemy even more.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)