The imperial concubine is favored by the Six Palaces again

Chapter 654
This year I received a lucky money.

It was given to me by Mrs. Jiang. I was a little stunned for a while, and then I realized that I can still receive lucky money at such an age.

When my sister delivered it with a happy smile on her face, she must have also received the lucky money from Mrs. Jiang.

Suddenly, an unlikely thought popped into my mind.

Could it be that tomorrow my mother will also prepare a lucky money for me when she enters the palace?

I don't want much, just like when I was a child, just give me ten copper coins.

I slept with such expectations all night. I knew it was impossible, but I still couldn't stop the expectations in my heart.

What if, I mean what if?
On the second day, this just in case finally let me down.

As soon as my mother entered the door, she would reject the palace people. I had a glimmer of hope that my mother would say something personal to me.

But in fact, after the people around me retreated, my mother immediately slapped me.

I could dodge it, but I didn't.

She said it was because of me that my brother died.

But brother, he clearly did something wrong, and if he did something wrong, he would be punished, right?

My last hope for my mother was finally shattered.

She went crazy and smashed everything in my palace.

She said that it was all my fault for killing my younger brother, and my family was ruined.

She said that she shouldn't have given birth to me in the first place. If she had known this, she would have strangled me to death.

Seeing me standing aside indifferently, she raised her hand and slapped me again.

I feel no pain, not at all.

No matter how painful the face is, how can there be pain in the heart?

I clearly know that I should no longer have any expectations of my mother, but I just can't help but fantasize.

And my mother shattered my fantasy time and time again.

Maybe it was because my mood fluctuated a bit, and the child in my belly kicked me lightly.

I came back to my senses and wanted to hide in the bedroom, but my mother followed me in and pushed me.

Fortunately, there were a lot of soft pillows on the soft couch, so I didn't bump into them.

Seeing my mother's angry look, I wondered for a moment whether my existence was really a mistake.

But when I think of Mammy's words, I want to live for myself.

There are infinite possibilities in life.

What's more, she now has someone she wants to protect, a sister, a child, and that little sweet-mouthed Yuyu, as well as Tang Guiren who always loves to step on her herbs living in the west side hall.

Mother took a vase from nowhere and was about to smash it over.

Fortunately, my sister came in time and stopped my mother.

In order to tell my mother that I am not a disaster star, my sister invited the national teacher over.

The moment the national teacher came, I was a little flustered, I was afraid, I was afraid that I was really a disaster star.

But looking at my sister's unwavering eyes, I gradually felt at ease again.

Mammy also said that I am not a disaster star.

Later, the national teacher made a rough fortune for me. The national teacher said that my fate was very good, but I was only harmed by villains.

Looking at my mother's unbelievable eyes, I actually felt the pleasure of getting my revenge.

The mother still didn't believe it, until the national teacher told her things in detail one by one, the mother believed it.

At that moment, I suddenly decided to sever ties with my mother.

Anyway, she never treats me as a daughter, so why should I have extravagant hopes for her?

So I told her that I was no longer her daughter, and it was ridiculous that she begged me to forgive her.

will i forgive her

I never hated her, so how can I forgive?

I have never hated it before, and I will naturally not hate it in the future.

Seeing her humbly kneeling in front of me and begging for forgiveness, I really want to ask her, can your apology make up for the harm I have suffered over the years?

I had her kicked out, and at that moment I breathed a sigh of relief. I hadn't been so lighthearted in all these years.

It's like a big stone that was pressed in my heart has finally been removed.

Looking at my sister's worried eyes, I smiled and told her that I was fine.

She didn't believe it, she refused to leave at night and insisted on sleeping with me.

Naturally, I don't mind. Over the years, my sister has always shared half of the good things I got, and always shared with me any new gadgets I got.

I have nothing to repay but I can only repay some sisters with my medical and cooking skills.

My sister is afraid of the heat. When the palace uses ice cubes early, she will send someone to share some with me, saying that she is afraid that I will be hot. After dividing me, how can she have enough ice cubes in the palace?
In fact, there are many times when I hide behind my sister.

My sister helped me along the way, and the emperor always sees my sister's face and remembers me.

The queen empress, Aiwujiwu, took good care of me a lot, and a proud and domineering concubine like the imperial concubine never said anything sarcastic to me.

In the final analysis, it is because my sister takes care of me and loves me.

But I sometimes get jealous, my sister has a very good relationship with the empress, and so does the imperial concubine.

I used to worry about whether my sister would not want me, so I bothered my sister every day during that time.

Every time my sister sees me, she always smiles, which makes me feel at ease a lot.

Later, the emperor assigned me to the Yongfu Palace on the side.

I thought my sister didn't want me anymore, but I didn't think it was an honor that my sister asked for me personally.

The courtyard and backyard of Yongfu Palace have been converted into medicine fields, where many precious herbs are planted.

As soon as I saw it, I knew it was my sister who begged me.

Because the emperor puts all his attention on his sister, so he doesn't care about what I like.

At that time, my heart suddenly settled down.

Later, a bluffing promise came from my palace.

When she saw me, she greeted me with a smile, but when she stepped back to salute, she accidentally stepped on my herbs.

I was a little angry at first, but seeing her apologizing and coaxing me cautiously with a little fear, I couldn't get angry anymore.

That's all, just a herb.

Later, she trampled on several of my herbal plants with a lot of fuss.

Every time I get angry, she holds a cup of tea and carries a few rattan sticks on her body, saying that she wants to apologize to me.

What can I do with her?
Later, when I had a child, she was talking to me like an old mother.

Say I can't eat this and that, of course I know what I can eat and what I can't eat.

No one knows better than me the mutual generation and mutual restraint of medicinal materials and food.

But I couldn't refuse her nagging appearance. Every time I told her no need, she said it was to repay me, saying that I saved her life at the beginning, and she would only follow my lead in the future.

Conscience, I saved her because I didn't want her to trample on my herbs while sleepwalking.

But this feeling of being cared about is really too easy to indulge.

If my sister is the sun in her life, then she is the moon in my life.

My world is getting whole, and so am I.

(End of this chapter)