Jiang Nv is indescribable

Chapter 267 Not Empathy
Ask yourself, did he really feel nothing?
Not sure.It's just from the initial careless neglect to the later intentional avoidance.

It's a pity that some things are trying to cover up, even Xiutu can see clearly, who can hide it?
These days Xiao Yuandu kept introspecting himself, even doubting himself: Could it be that men really change their minds so easily?
He tried to figure out when his mind about Jiang Nu changed.

Did it start from that absurd dream, or from the night we slept together in Lingshui Village, or...

During this process, he first noticed that he could recall so many things related to Jiang Nu.

Then I realized that I couldn't figure out the source at all.

Jiang Nu has an inexplicable attraction to him—he has been unwilling to admit this, and once thought it was a man's bad nature.After all, food and sex are also sexual, and Jiang Nu is beautiful, but people are always easy to get close to beautiful things, and greed is born from closeness.

In addition to attraction, there is also a sense of familiarity.

This feeling actually started a long time ago, not only when Jiang Nu bandaged his wound in the autumn of the previous year, and when he opened his eyes and saw Jiang Nu's back, it also happened when he was crossing Hanshui together.The reason why she left in a hurry after disembarking was not just to make Jiang Nu elope with her lover, but also because of her own fear.

It was that feeling that made him instinctively unable to restrain his desire to get closer, and his reason reminded him again and again to stay away...

At that time, it was still possible to escape, but later on, they went in and out together, faced each other day and night, and there was no way to avoid it.

"You mean, Miss Jiang is similar to Miss Fan?" Pan Yue hissed, "How similar?"

How similar?
Xiao Yuandu frowned and thought carefully.

They come from very different backgrounds, and their personalities seem to be different.

Qiongzhi is mysterious and cold, she is indifferent to everything, like a weed growing in a mountain stream that no one asks about, or like a half-decayed branch after a thunderstorm and lightning strike, you can hardly detect her emotions, She felt lifeless most of the time.

But she is so patient and tolerant of the old, the weak, the sick, and the disabled. Everyone is the same in her eyes. Even though she never smiles, rarely speaks, and looks like a mute, you can still feel the softness and compassion in her— —A woman who has suffered like that, still has the strength to show mercy to others.

Xiao Yuandu once sneered.Slowly, my mind became involuntary, and I even had the idea of ​​wanting to spend the rest of my life with her.

And Jiang Nu, Jiang Nu is the Lanzhi fairy grass cultivated in the back garden of the aristocratic family. It is rare and rare, with a delicate body and a timid body, like a flower that breaks when broken, or porcelain that breaks when touched - this is his previous opinion. .

In Xiao Yuandu's eyes, the current Jiang Nu is like a green bamboo, soft but tough, exuberant and vigorous.It's also like a cloud in spring, making people want to cut off a piece, put it in their arms, and hold it in their palms...

But the two do have many similarities.

For example, the same soft heart, the same ability to endure hardships, the same makes him feel safe and peaceful...

Pan Yue knew that things were not optimistic when he saw that his eyebrows were tangled and his expression was troubled.

He has only seen one of the two, and he doesn't know how much alike they are. If they really look alike——

"If you only empathize with Jiang Nu and Fan Nu because they resemble each other, don't let her know."

If this is known, how much harm will it do?
"It's not empathy..." But it's hard for Xiao Yuandu to say what it is.

When he was with Jiang Nu, he knew clearly that it was Jiang Nu.

Since he was reborn, there was a hole in his heart that couldn't be filled. It was empty and tormented, making him at a loss. He desperately needed something to fill it, so he desperately wanted to find Qiong Zhi.

But with Jiangnu, that hole seems to no longer exist, and even Qiongzhi's shadow gradually fades away.

"Then—" Pan Yue scratched his head, remembering the fact that Fan's girl had rescued Xiao Wu from Xiutu, "Are you sure you really love Fan girl? Or, just out of gratitude?"

What Xiao Yuandu said at the beginning was just to prevaricate Xiutu, and also for the convenience of Qiongzhi's future entry - isn't that how Xiao Yuanmou's wife came?

But in fact, it wasn't Qiongzhi who saved his life, and it wasn't even Qiongzhi who took care of him the most.He really should be grateful, he should marry that doctor.

"Many have saved your dog's life, can you marry both men and women?"

Pan Yue thought to himself, if it was Rui Niang, then he would definitely be willing to marry her.

Seeing that Xiao Yuandu's complexion was not good, he stopped talking.

"Actually, have you ever thought about it?" Pan Yue glanced at him, "You might like both."

Only when the teacup was raised to his lips, Xiao Yuandu paused.

Pan Yue was furiously stared at by him, coughed and said, "Just now you asked me how I knew I wouldn't fall in love with the second person, and how did you know I wouldn't fall in love with two people at the same time."

People are not plants, and it takes a long time to grow plants and they still have feelings, not to mention a dazzling beauty like Jiang Nu?

Last year, Pan Yue also went to the Brocade Fair. Even if he didn't have any thoughts, it was hard not to notice her in the crowd, and once he did, it was hard to take his eyes off her.

What's more, Jiangnu is not just a show, Xiao Wuqing can't help it, it's normal to fall in love with her.

The problem is, he already has one in mind.Suddenly another came in, and the two clashed...

You don't need to think about how much Jiang Nu's impact on Xiao Wu is. Xiao Wu must have tried to stop Jiang Nu's intrusion, but it was in vain, so there is the current predicament.

Choices are always confusing.

Now it's just a struggle, if you choose the wrong one, it will be infinite pain.

What I am most afraid of is that no matter which side I choose or which side I put on, I will end up feeling lacking and unsatisfactory.

"It's really not possible, just E Huang Nv Ying!"

People like them, which courtyard doesn't have many wives and concubines?

Pan Yue didn't, because once after the cloud and rain passed, Rui Niang joked on his chest, saying that the day when he married his wife would be the end of their relationship.

Pan Yue didn't know if she was joking or serious, he didn't dare to take risks, and he really didn't like her, so he just dragged on.

But Xiao Wu is different, just like he used to be, he doesn't look like a person who guards his body like jade for anyone.

Furthermore, the Xiao Mansion already has nine concubines, one more is not too many, and one less is not too many.

Pan Yue is a self-proclaimed veteran in the field of love, but so far he has only experienced one woman, Rui Niang, and all his experience has been honed from her.

At the beginning, he acted like a dog and wanted to answer Xiao Yuandu's questions, but he was also confused when he answered the answer, so he gave such an idea of ​​"the best of both worlds".

He was kicked hard by Xiao Yuandu and spit again.

Xiao Yuandu knew that he was going to the doctor in a hurry, so he shouldn't count on Pan Yue.

Ehuang Nvying?Maybe Jiangnu doesn't mind, but Qiongzhi certainly doesn't.

As far as he is concerned, although he did not have three wives and four concubines in his previous life, it is not uncommon for him to see these.

However, he remembered some words he had heard before, "If you break your heart into pieces, how can you expect others to give you your whole heart?"

Compared to the noisy and strife-ridden back house, he wants a wholehearted...

"Otherwise, just think about it, if Fan Nu has been found and will come to you in a few days, how should you tell Jiang Nu about this now? How do you plan to arrange her in the future?"

This question really stopped Xiao Yuandu.

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