Jiang Nv is indescribable

Chapter 407

It's not that they didn't run around during the first day, but they were still much less than before. The business of this mansion in the suburbs was even more deserted. Before they moved in, there were only a few tourists.

Deserted and deserted are better, quiet.

Outside the house, there was a gust of wind in the north, and the wind roared, threatening to topple the roof.The charcoal pot in the house burned more and more prosperously, and finally there was a little warmth.

It was hard to find any good charcoal in this kind of place, and the strong and pungent smell of smoke hit his face, Jiang Fosang couldn't sleep, so he simply stood up.

Although I only lay down for a while, my spirit somewhat relaxed, just a shop assistant passed by the corridor, and asked him to bring hot water, planning to wash up so that I could rest early.

The shop assistant quickly brought hot water, along with meals.

In addition to pith cake and porpoise skin cake, a bowl of steamed corn and a bowl of sunflower soup are also presented.After all, it’s winter, so there’s nothing special about vegetarian dishes. But meat dishes include five-flavored preserved meat, steamed deer heart, braised pork in oil, and a dish of cannonball meat, which is definitely rich.

The few pieces of cake bait I ate at noon felt still accumulated in my stomach, coupled with physical discomfort, Jiang Fosang really wasn't hungry at the moment, so he asked the shop assistant to remove them and send them to other people, so as not to waste them.

The shop assistant refused, and just smiled: "These are specially prepared by the shop for Madam, the deer heart was hunted by Madam's husband personally, and—"

The shop assistant seemed to think of something, and hurriedly stopped, with a puzzled look on his face: "Madam, at least use a few mouthfuls, so that we won't complain."

Jiang Fusang couldn't say anything more, and thought that it would be the same when Xiaohuan came to let Xiaohuan eat later.

Speaking of Xiaohuan, Xiutu had someone buy her on the spur of the moment, but because of the rush of time, she didn't have time to pick and choose carefully, so whatever she bumped into was the one.

Xiaohuan's home is in a village not far from the foot of Nanfeng Mountain. After her parents passed away, her uncle's family took over the fields and houses, but they didn't treat her kindly. This year, my cousin is going to marry a wife and lacks a gift, so he will sell her to make up for it.

But Xiaohuan said that she was very lucky, if she was still at her uncle's house, where would she be able to eat meat?With the young lady, there is meat for every meal.

Just like today at noon, when the convoy paused for reorganization, Xiao Yuandu also had people hunt some wild animals, and after they were baked, they were sent to the carriage. Jiang Fosang couldn't eat them, so Xiaohuan ate them all.

Although Xiaohuan is thin and small, she eats a lot, which is no less than Chunrong.

However, Chun Rong chews and eats slowly, and cherishes it very much. She is afraid that the last meal will not be finished, and she likes to hide food; Xiaohuan is different. later things.

It's strange, Xiaohuan has been downstairs for a while, but she hasn't come up yet... Wait and see, or let the shop assistant call.

Thinking about it, Jiang Fosang took off his warm fur, washed and sat down in front of the bronze mirror, removed the hairpin ring, and began to comb his hair.

The sky was getting dark, Rudou's oil lamp made the room dim, and so did the people in the mirror.

In a trance, those hideous traces covered the right half of his face again.

Jiang Fosang watched quietly, and he didn't lose his mind and scream like before.

The combing movement is getting slower and slower, put down the wooden comb, raise your hand to caress the bronze mirror, the movement is soft and slow.

Many emotions are delayed.

The chaos on New Year's Eve, followed by the hardships on the road, left her with no time to think about it.

However, some things are pressed in the bottom of my heart. It only needs a trigger, and it will turn over and dry in the sun, which is inevitable for people to avoid.

Since her rebirth, she has been determined to find her husband in Nanzhou, and this goal has always supported her...

But in fact, she was not as determined as she thought.

She was terribly afraid of the feeling of being alone and helpless, and she even hoped that the god of good fortune could erase all the memories belonging to her previous life.

She was not without hesitation, nor was she without regrets.

She thought about holding a heart in exchange for a heart, and also thought about throwing papaya in exchange for Qiongju to make the knot forever.

She had longed for love, and also longed for marriage.

However, the fact is that in the past and present life, none of the three marriages have been fulfilled.Either die badly, or die without a disease...

Take the eight years of Xu's family as an example. She stayed alone in the empty boudoir for eight years and suffered all kinds of cynicism. But it also shattered some aspects of self-confidence.

Later, after seeing through some things, and after being explained by my husband, I realized that a woman’s self-confidence does not need to be built on those things, and even felt that the self who was trapped in gossip was stupid.

She didn't want to admit it to herself.

Unexpectedly, when you live again, some things happen again and again...

None of the marriages I've had has been normal, and it's hard not to doubt myself.I began to feel that some things were out of reach, at least out of reach for her.

But it turned out not, it turned out that she could actually get those too.

It turns out that marriage is not all about gritting one's teeth and enduring infinitely, and not all need to cut one's feet to fit one's shoes.

It's just about meeting the right people.

Especially during this trip to Jiangzhou, her mother and stepfather showed her what true love and being loved are, and what is true harmony and happiness.I have to admit that she actually has a little bit of envy in her heart.

Combined with the days spent in the Liangqi Mountain Courtyard, I can't help but think that if there were no extra troubles back then, and Hu Changheng really became a husband and wife, maybe one day she would give up going to Nanzhou...

Just like she didn't try to push Shen Ji out of the roof back then, if there was a tile to cover her body and someone to give her endless love, then she didn't have to go out of the roof to face the wind and rain alone, did she?
"The world is difficult, and it's okay to be confused, as long as you live well..."

So sir, will you forgive me?This is the life she once wanted.

It happened by mistake...

But in fact, even without Xiao Yuandu, some things will happen sooner or later.

Moreover, is it true that those are the lives she once wanted, but are they still what she wants now?

If so, during the period of amnesia, nightmares haunted her every night, what was the reason for those fears and unease?Why can't I eat, swallow, sleep, or sleep?

Jiang Fosang was very clear, not because he couldn't remember, but because he was afraid of remembering.

On the one hand, I tell myself that it is not shameful to escape, but I dare not face it soberly.

Thinking that you can go down with your eyes and ears covered, contradictory, self-deception...

On New Year's Eve, she woke up from a chaotic dream. At that moment, she couldn't tell what it was like.

Nostalgia, reluctance.

Rejoice, but fear.

Fortunately, I am glad that I finally woke up.

Fear is fear of your own near-indulgence.

There is nothing wrong with indulging in a beautiful thing or a beautiful relationship, but it may also be the beginning of a slide into the abyss... Especially in such a dangerous situation, you may die unexpectedly without waiting until you slide into the abyss.

The most important thing is that she is unwilling, and she has no face to face it.

　Overtime tonight, only one chapter, don't wait.

　　In addition, tomorrow's plot may be a bit irritating. It can be regarded as an explosion under the backlog of conflicts. I'm afraid it will affect my mood. I suggest skipping it.

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