Jiang Nv is indescribable

Chapter 549 Not the Best

"You just abandoned me like that... When you hate me, you would rather believe that you are dead. But sometimes you can't help but pray to God, pray that you are really still alive. But if you are alive, it means that you are hiding from me on purpose.

"Whether you are alive or dead, you have abandoned me after all. I am left alone...

"I don't want to be indulging in those memories, day after day. Those that once made me nostalgic, all become suffocating to me, I want to get rid of, I want to come out, I want to say goodbye to the past, I want to completely forget you.

"If you are really dead, then I have betrayed you; if you are still alive...Since my person, my heart, and my affection for you have become something that you are willing to die to break free, then I Complete you."

The same words, without the intense hatred of last night, were just recounted lightly.

It was really hateful at first.

At that time, he was dazed by the shock of the sudden knowledge of the truth, and he got into a corner for a while, affecting his judgment.I would rather question her sincerity, I would rather think the worst about her, I would rather she is really dead than not wanting myself, so I would almost have a moment to breathe.

But when this emotion faded and reason emerged a little bit, the presumed excuses began to falter again.

There was a time when Jiang Nu was false to him, and that was a long time ago.At that time, let alone hypocrisy, even if Jiang Nu killed him, Xiao Yuandu would have nothing to say.

But later, especially after the trip to Taiqiwu, the response Jiang Nu gave him, the enthusiasm Jiang Nu showed him, what he felt and touched... If those are also false, what else in this world can be called is true?

If Jiangnu really didn't have him in her heart, with her intelligence, she wouldn't be able to find a second way to escape.

If Jiangnu really didn't have him in her heart, why bother to do those things for him during the abolition of robbery marriage, and why bother to plan for him before leaving Beidi?
Remind him not to suspect someone stealing the axe, pay more attention to Xiao Yuanyin and Xiao Yuancheng, and tell him to re-examine the relationship with Xiao Hu... Otherwise, he is very likely to kill Xiao Yuanyin by mistake again based on his previous life knowledge without knowing the reason. , At that time, a big mistake will be made, and it will be too late to regret it.

There is also the silver gun that was tailor-made for him, and the "Ten Wins and Ten Defeats Theory" that has cost a lot of effort.

He has learned a lot from it, and after merging with the battle formations he experienced in his previous life, not to mention being invincible, he often achieves twice the result with half the effort.

And what she entrusted to Mrs. Bo, she was obviously worried about him...

Xiao Yuandu really couldn't lie to himself. Jiang Nu only cheated and abandoned him.

And sort out these, you will find the real crux of the problem.

Distrust may indeed be the biggest problem between him and Jiang Nu, but the bigger obstacle is Xiao Hu.

How naive he was, he actually believed that Xiao Hu had really let go of his prejudice and murderous intentions towards Jiang Nu.

Or, subconsciously, he would rather be like this?In this way, the loss can be minimized, and you don't have to follow the old path of the previous life, and you still bring Jiangnu with you.

His unintentional escape blinded his eyes and turned a blind eye to Jiang Nu's deep plight.

Jiang Nu didn't trust him enough, and probably didn't want to cause him to turn against Xiao Hu and break up with her family, so she had to feign death to escape...

But, just because of these?
Why do you have to come to Nanzhou after you escaped...

When he came back to his senses, he lowered his head and found that Jiang Nu in his arms was staring at him.

Cover her eyes with your hand: "Don't look at me like that."

Her eyes are so deceiving, with lingering tenderness and gentle waves hidden in the coldness, when she looks at you like this, it seems that her eyes are full of affection and longing for you, and her heart and eyes are all about you.

As long as Xiao Yuandu takes one more look, he will fall into it, unable to extricate himself, let alone think clearly.

Jiang Fosang pulled his hand down, still looking at him: "You still hate me?"

Xiao Yuandu paused and shook his head.

I never really hated it, last night was more about catharsis.

"Are you still angry?"

Xiao Yuandu didn't speak.

There is some anger, and some grievances.

Jiang Fosang smiled and kissed his side cheek.

Then she leaned on his shoulder and asked about the marriage contract.

"On the night of the Double Ninth Festival, the Dongcheng Garden was on fire..."

When Xiao Yuandu rushed into the flames, only Jiang Nu was on his mind.

He knew that he would not find Jiang Nu in the fire, but there was also the puppet Jiang Nu left him, and the shriveled and withered Zhu Jin... It seemed that he had only these.

Enduring the discomfort and walking through the flames, it was still a step too late. The main room was the first place to burn. The orange-red flames had swept inside and out, soaring extremely high, dancing and whistling in the night wind, as if devouring everything ghost ghost.

When Xiutu arrived, he was frantically about to rush in, but Xiutu couldn't hold back with all his strength, so he had to sneak attack from behind, knocked him unconscious and carried him out.

When he woke up again, the fire had been extinguished, and the Dongcheng Bieyuan was in ruins.

Finally... nothing left.

He stood in the ashes, bewildered and lost.

It seemed that a huge black hole was pulling him down, and Xiao Yuandu fell to the ground powerlessly.

He drove everyone away, and just lay there overnight in the ruins.

He thought a lot that night, but he didn't seem to think about anything.

Is it possible for him to really let go of Jiang Nu in his life?Is it irrelevant for him to leave Jiang Nu, and can he live better?Compared with the unreconciled ambition in my heart and the prospect of power that is about to be acquired, Jiang Nu is not important, how important...

After dawn, he got up and planned to find Xiao Hu.

But he was stopped by He Zhen at the door.

Xiao Yuandu didn't feel any guilt when the marriage proposal was suspended for the first time.

This second time...Xiao Yuandu thought, even if He Zhen wanted him to die, he would still hand her the sword.

But he can't marry her.

A fire broke through his self-deception, and made him realize that he almost became another Xiao Hu, even worse than Xiao Hu.

Marrying her also harmed her.

After making a decision, it was He Zhen who spoke first.

"I've come to tell you that our engagement is over."

Xiao Yuandu frowned, as if he didn't expect it to be so smooth.

He Zhen smiled: "I did fall in love with you, but the Xiao Yuandu I liked seems to have died with Jiang Liuniang.

"I hope you forget Jiang Liuniang, but if you really forget Jiang Liuniang, I feel...but that's all—this is a very weird feeling, and I can't figure it out myself.

"Now that it's proven that you really can't forget her, then my pride doesn't allow me to act with you, let alone do that and settle for the next best thing.

"I don't want to live in the shadow of my predecessors for the rest of my life and compare myself with a dead person. I hope that when I think of Jiang Liuniang again for the rest of my life, I can remember her purely as a good friend.

"My mother said that I have high eyesight, and I always want the best in everything. I really don't like to make things right, or I don't want to, or I want to be the best-now you are not the best for me, and I don't want to marry you."

After a pause, he said again: "You rejected me once, and I will pay it back."

He Zhen said it freely, but whether it was Xiao Yuandu who rejected her or she rejected Xiao Yuandu, she was the only one who suffered in the end, and this was unfair.

Jiang Fosang asked: "Can the He family agree?" No matter how much he hurts He Zhen, it is impossible to let her do everything.

The He family initially disagreed.

But He Zhen would rather die than marry, after all Mrs. Min couldn't bear to force her daughter to death.

However, it is related to the interests of the two families, and Mrs. Min is not in charge of it alone.

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