Jiang Nv is indescribable

Chapter 586
Pulling away from the memory, Jiang Fosang looked up at the portrait on the wall.

Have you ever regretted it, sir?She always wanted to ask.

It doesn't refer to the regret of reaching the pinnacle of life but failing to properly control the pace of advance and retreat, or the regret of "the style of writing is good at the beginning, and Fan Li can worry about the end." She admired Fan Li but did the regret of writing.

Is Mr. really good at seeking the country, but short at seeking life?

Not sure.

"Mr. put too much aura on that person."

This sentence was what she wanted to say but didn't say at the time, and now she can only say it to the portrait.

Pushing the halo to others, weakening one's own edge, and not managing one's own power in order not to arouse suspicion, isn't this the same as handing over one's entire wealth and life to others.

But that man was no longer Shi Bi who depended on her life, he became a king.

Gambling people's hearts, but people's hearts are the most unreliable.

Not to mention the heart of a king.

The strange thing is that in the previous life, Jiang Fusang considered Shi Bi as ungrateful and ungrateful, but now and now, she can understand his thoughts to some extent.

The country has just been established, and a thousand wastes are waiting to be rejuvenated. He needs a powerful arm like Wu Ren.

And when the court is stable and the status of the monarchy is consolidated, you don't want anyone to hold back your hands, let alone keep pace with him.

The determination to centralize power, the seeds of doubt... the estrangement has already appeared, and if someone welcomes and instigates from the side, it is inevitable that the monarch and his subjects will be separated.

Mr. didn't wait for Shi Bi to take the trouble to curtail his power, and retired directly, which is a kind of self-protection.

But it's too late.

She was willing to retire, but Shi Bi could not let her go again.

Regardless of whether Shi Bi had any intention of killing Mr. - he knows how he got to where he is today, so he is naturally afraid that one day in the future, Mr. will part ways with him and then push another king of Nanzhou out.

Apart from these, Mr. knows Shi Bi too well, knows him better than anyone else, knows everything about him-this is very scary.

No one would allow a person who knew his details but could not control him to stay by his side, let alone let her stay away from his sight.

If you want to harm Shi Bi, you only need to disclose some things that are not suitable for publicity, and Shi Bi will immediately lose his reputation and lose the hearts of the people...

Therefore, Mr.'s ending is almost inevitable.

As for Shi Bi not killing his husband in the end after seizing power, whether it was to silence the public or because he was really thinking about an old relationship, it is not known.

But Jiang Fosang thought, things could have gone in another way.

If after Shi Bi becomes king, he will be self-willed, abuse his power, listen to one side and believe in others, greedy and inflated infinitely due to his own limitations, jealous and wantonly kill heroes, anyone who does not obey him will be killed... …

Then, will the husband let go so simply?

It's a pity that she taught Shi Bi too successfully.

Shi Bi, who became a king, did not get carried away with complacency, and he no longer coveted comfort and enjoyment. Instead, he wholeheartedly wanted to be a good king.

Didn't Mr. initially think that there is a good monarch to save the people of Nanzhou from fire and water?
And the situation at that time, I am afraid that Shi Bi had already taken precautions, waiting for her to take the step of "becoming a rebellious minister".

Even if Shi Bi didn't, the initiative is still in her hands, but if she makes a move, even if she reveals a word, it will definitely cause turmoil in the court and the army, and this shock may even affect the entire Nanzhou...

She knows better than anyone that internal power struggles can drag down a fledgling nation.

The achievements of several years were destroyed once, and then the common people and more innocent people were dragged into the flames of war...

This is not what Mr. wants to see.

So she kept silent about Shi Bi's attacks and the crimes she wanted to commit one after another.

Jiang Fusang guessed that the husband should also have some intentions of fulfillment in it-to use her cooperation to send Shi Bi the last journey on the road to becoming a king.

The fulfillment of Shi Bi is also her own punishment.

Is it really disheartened?
So she never thought of leaving Nanke Xiaozhu.

I thought it would be good to take a step back, but in the end I retreated again and again, and finally retreated into a back alley and a dead end.

Or maybe this death was something she had expected long ago.

When the influence she left behind is completely erased, and the people and old friends completely forget her, it should be the time for her to disappear without a sound.

Unexpectedly, Shi Bi would walk ahead of her.

So what?Her husband's physical condition no longer allowed her to do anything else.The chronic illness has dragged down her will, and she just lived with such a lack of interest.

In the later years, she lived more like a kind of strong support, strong support for her and Gu Baiyao.

Mr. is obviously such a transparent person, who seems to have read everything about human affairs, but he always has an almost naive expectation about world affairs and human nature. This is really quite contradictory.

For example, Shi Bi and Jiang Fusang doubted whether Shi Bi had been pretending to deceive Mr. from the beginning.

During the time when he was a slave, he saw the value of his husband; so during the years of the uprising, he showed absolute trust in him, maintained an attitude of humbly asking for advice when he was not capable enough, and did not have such a desire for power...

What happened after Dacheng was established speaks for itself.

Or maybe he didn't pretend, both of them were him.

That can only prove that what Mr. said is true, the alienation of power to people is beyond imagination.

That's why the husband regretted teaching her that, and repeatedly warned her about the dangers of power.

At that time, Mr. faced her, was it as embarrassing as she faced Shen Ji who came to ask for advice?
How can I point out the maze for others when I am in the maze?The husband said that because he was afraid that she would go astray, and hoped that she would stay away from power and not be corrupted by power...

It's a pity that Ah Chou was able to be deceived or persuaded by his husband back then, but today's A Chou is destined to disappoint him.

But why didn't the husband let her down before?

The eyes staring at the portrait became a little dark.

Yes, she had hated Mr.

Why should it appear?
If she had never met her husband, perhaps in this new life, after avoiding those hidden reefs, she would choose the old road that countless people have traveled, and be willing to live a mediocre life with a husband and a child.

Is it safe at least?If you are lucky, you may not be able to spend your life without wind and waves.

Just let her understand those...

Once a person opens his eyes, it is extremely painful to close them and pretend to be asleep.

Her heart is suffering day and night, but who should she tell?Everyone seemed to think she was wrong, mother, good wife, and the maid beside her...

It's hard to do it alone, she was afraid that she would eventually fall and be shaken, so she came to Nanzhou urgently.

As long as you see Mr., you can prove that she has a companion.

Even if the world doesn't understand her, my husband will definitely support her...

Later, she gradually understood that the so-called hatred actually all stemmed from her own fear and uncertainty about the future.

She is as cautious as Little Tong, who has forbeared planning for many years. Once she loses her son, she loses her sanity.

They all tie all their hopes to others, and they all rely on others to support their spiritual world.

If that person is gone, he will be completely defeated.

The husband is the light that guides her direction, and also the invisible crutch in her hand.

With this crutch, no matter how hard it is, no matter how rough it is, she is not afraid.

But when the light goes out, the crutch also disappears, just like a blind man walking in the dark.Like a toddler, she stumbled, lost her way, and finally got lost in the chaos.

But children always grow up.

You always have to go your own way.

A figure stood up again from the crumbling ruins.

This time, no lights or crutches are needed.

Don't worry about whether that person has really existed or is just her imagination.

——Or only by doing so can it prove that that person has indeed been here, isn’t it?
　Today's chapter, don't wait.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)