Jiang Nv is indescribable

Chapter 597 My heart is set
"Yes, I thought about leaving, I thought about leaving Nanzhou, just like you abandoned me when you abandoned me—"

He couldn't tolerate his woman being by someone's side every day, even if it was only in name.

He didn't want the relationship between the two of them to remain so dark, and he didn't know when the so-called future would have to wait, and it might even be far away.

In addition, as Jiang Nu said, there is still an indescribable hidden worry in his heart.

I am afraid that Jiang Nu will get deeper and deeper in the power struggle, and what is even more fearful is that the shadow of Jiang Nu and the demon concubine in her previous life will gradually overlap...

What's more, Jiang Nu also made a choice.

For a moment, Xiao Yuandu really felt that his blood was filled with enthusiasm.

No matter how far he traveled, there were always obstacles one after another between them, and she was always so far away.He no longer had the strength to walk towards her.

I secretly asked myself, should I give up?If you give up, just stop here.

She stayed in Nanzhou, and he returned to Zhongzhou. They each went their own way in this life and never met again.

Of course, when the word "no intersection" pops up, it's like four poisonous arrows passing through the body, which hurts a hundred times more than a sharp knife piercing the heart.

If he could let Jiang Nu go, he would have let go long ago!

He just came to Nanzhou because he couldn't let go.

I don't want to be a stranger to her, and I don't want to erase her from my life.

If there is no Jiang Nu, what's the fun in the end if you let flowers cook with brocade fire...

After calming down and thinking carefully, Jiang Nu's words are not without reason.

There are very few routes that a woman can take, and since she married to the Northland as a middle-aged man, it is almost blocked.It was not easy for her to make a living, but he still forced her to make a choice.

How should I choose?
Going back to Xiao's house with him, always begging for compromise, or falling into the grass with him, worrying day and night, there will be many difficulties.

Especially for Jiang Nu.He has a little difficulty, but Jiang Nu will only have a thousand difficulties.

Back then, she joked in her boudoir that she wanted to go one step further than the lord's favorite concubine, and she agreed, so why did she go back on her word now?
It's true that he doesn't want her to get into troubled waters, and doesn't want her to be hurt. Apart from these, there is probably a man's self-esteem at work.

It's hard to understand, why does she have to pick it up in person when she can deliver it to her?
But then again, why couldn't she?
Could it be that he also felt in his heart that Jiang Nu should stay peacefully in the inner house, obey him, respect his will, and stay behind him for the rest of her life, assisting him, assisting him, adding glory to him... just A few years like Wu Xiong.

And as a reward, I gave her limited freedom and respect, euphemistically called "Do whatever you want."

Since she can do whatever she wants, now that she has something she wants to do, he not only refuses to support him, but also repeatedly tries to drag her away.Pulling back behind him, dragging back to the high wall and deep courtyard...

He can have ambitions, why can't Jiang Nu have them?

He can stand in front of Jiang Nu, why can't Jiang Nu stand in front of him?
If two people traveling hand in hand still have to be separated, then the word "hand in hand" seems somewhat hypocritical.

As for the hidden worry in my heart...

The hidden worry comes from his self-deception.

She thinks she loves her without hesitation, even if Jiang Nu "has a lot of crimes and notoriety", she still has no change in her mind.

Seeing that she had walked the old path of her previous life, she immediately couldn't bear it.

"I don't know about you in the previous life, and I don't know what you have experienced, but I know what kind of person Jiang Liuniang is with me day and night." - This sentence from his mouth was also completely forgotten by him.

He didn't know what Jiang Liuniang experienced in his previous life, whether he had any secrets, whether he was sweet-hearted and snake-hearted.

But doesn't he know the person in front of him?

He is clear.

It's just that the anxiety brought about by the unknown and the strong jealousy caused by not being able to monopolize her have intruded on her mind, magnified the doubts in her heart, and treated Jiang Nu as a demon concubine before she became a demon concubine. I believe that she will abandon her conscience, stain her hands with blood, and do whatever she can...

What's the difference between him and those people in the outside world who echo what they say?Even he wouldn't believe her.

It wouldn't be fair to Jiang Nu if she let go because of these trumped-up charges.

"I can let go of Jiang Liuyi, but I can't let go of my grandma." Xiao Yuandu said as he looked at Jiang Nu who was a few steps away.

Whether Jiang Nu will really become what she was in her previous life one day in the future, he is not sure.

Xiao Yuandu believed that Jiang Nu would not.

Because of this, he has to look at her and guard her... Standing together through thick and thin, life and death, isn't it right?
Jiang Fosang's face was as flat as a lake: "Look carefully, who is the person in front of you? But it's still your grandmother."

She is not the Chou who had no desires or pursuits in her previous life, nor is she the virtuous and virtuous Jiang Liu of the Xiao family.

But this is her, all of her, the unalterable her.

Xiao Yuandu nodded: "I know."

The person in front of her is her grandmother.

Even if she is ambitious, even if her mind is not pure, she is still his aunt.

"Just be yourself, don't regret it, don't look back, just go forward, with me behind you. Whatever you want, I will help you achieve it."

The heart is like the water in an ancient well, and there is still a slight ripple after all.

Taking a deep breath, suppressing the waves, he said in a cold voice: "You should think about it again. Letting you go is my last kindness. If you don't leave this time, you will want to leave in the future—"

Shaking his head: "You may not be able to step out of Nanzhou alive again."

She couldn't let him come and go, let him bring hope and take it away again and again.

She only gave him one chance to leave her, and he only had one chance to repent.

"'Know the awe, keep the fear, think twice before doing things, and don't be reckless', this is the words you gave me the night you moved away from Xiao's house, and I will always remember it."

Xiao Yuandu took out something from his bosom: "From the day I gave you this piece of pendant in front of the mother's spirit, I never thought about taking it back. It doesn't matter whether you are Xiao's wife or not, regardless of the piece of paper The marriage certificate is not yet counted, you are my wife identified by Xiao Yuandu."

After saying that, she took two steps forward, and stretched out her other hand towards her, palm up: "I have made up my mind, there will be no separation between life and death, only death. No, life and death, we are all together."

Jiang Fosang stared at him with a good look.

The sourness flooded wantonly in her heart, her throat was blocked dully, she couldn't speak, and her eyes gradually became whirling.

"Auntie." Xiao Yuandu felt a pain in his heart and called her again.

Lowering his eyes, he looked at the wide palm that was held in front of him.She knew how steady and powerful it was...

Raise your hand and cover it little by little.

The moment she gently put her nephrite-like fingers on her palm, Xiao Yuandu grasped and clenched it firmly.

The two hands were clasped tightly, and the two pairs of eyes looked deeply at each other.

Xiao Yuandu withdrew his strength and pulled her into his arms.

The two hugged each other with tears in their eyes, each feeling agitated in their hearts.

"I'm so scared," Jiang Fosang leaned on his shoulders, closed his eyes, and burst into tears, finally willing to confide to him the fear and worry that had been hidden in his heart for a long time, "I'm afraid that you will never come back, so leave me alone..."

Xiao Yuandu hugged her slender waist, tilted his head, buried his face in her black hair, panting, "How can I be willing?"

His aunt, strong and fragile, may not need protection that much, but he still wants to treat her well and take care of her.

How could he have the heart to leave her alone to face the storm in this world, how could he be willing to leave her alone.

　Today's chapter, don't wait.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)