After getting married, a popular seiyuu suddenly moved to my house

Chapter 90 85. Abandon this rubbish life, I will lead her on a journey until she witnesses her death.

[Life, what exactly is it? 】

【Birth, growth, experience meeting, experience parting. 】

【Experience joy, experience sadness. 】

[In the end, death is ushered in. 】

[If everyone will die in the end, why do people appear in the world? 】

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I am the child of prophecy.

This is not my self-proclaimed title, but a title that has been circulated outside.

I think those people talk nonsense, I'm just a little bit special compared to them.

Since I was born, I have been able to see the life span of others.

Only I can't see my own.

Human life is limited, maybe 50 years later, maybe 20 years later, or one year later.

Or... tomorrow.

"Father, you will die tomorrow."

This is what I have said the most this month.

Everyday "good morning" becomes "when will you die", which sounds a bit darkly humorous.

I don't know how my father sees me, maybe he regards me as an emissary from hell, whispering in his ear every day, announcing the countdown to his life.

My father is the lord of this place. As the only son of the lord, I will definitely inherit his position one day in the future.

Not to mention a certain day, my father will die tomorrow, and after that, I will be the lord of the Bertrand territory of the Kingdom of Algia.

If someone asked me if I was sad, I would turn on him and curse him on the spot, or even get into a fight with him.

Isn't that nonsense, who can go through this kind of thing without shaking their hearts.

Even I am an ordinary human being, so don't treat others as monsters.

My predictions have never been wrong, and things determined by fate cannot be shaken by human strength.

I also tried to save a little girl who was starving to death on the street. She looked like she was four or five years old.

I took her back to the mansion, and no matter how much care I gave her, her health did not improve.

When the number on her head returned to zero, fate still mercilessly deprived her of her young life.

"Brother, thank you...

I... don't want to die. "

At that time, I realized for the first time how sad and powerless I have.

To this day, I don't know whether the tears I shed were for her or for myself.

So, one day after that.

I stabbed myself in the eyes with the dagger.

The blood was like red wine in an overturned wine glass, flowing through the cracks between my fingertips. I admit that I regretted it at that moment, because it was really painful.

And when I awoke from my swoon and caught a glimmer of light, I had thoughts of regret.

It would be nice if you could go blind.

But it was not in vain, I lost sight in my left eye forever.

I can barely see with my right eye, and for some reason, I can now only see the lifespan of the first person I see when I wake up every day.

Therefore, my father, who is a lord, would come to my room every morning and wake me up.

I haven't seen a number on anyone's head since.

Except father.

……

……

Father is dead.

My prediction went wrong for the first time.

Father doesn't die tomorrow.

But today.

After kissing me goodnight on the cheek, he went back to his bedroom and killed himself.

In fact, I guessed it, because my father never kissed me good night, only this day was an exception.

I knew it when he turned to leave my bedroom and the door slammed shut.

That is the door to hell.

I couldn't make a sound to stop him, and at that moment, I didn't even feel grief, I accepted the ending of my father as naturally as drinking water.

This is helpless.

I saw the suicide note left by my father. There were many words written on it, such as making me a good lord and letting the people in the territory live a happy life.

As for the following content, because the tears wet the ground too much, some of the handwriting is blurred, only the last sentence:
【You are not a monster, you are my son. 】

Make me see it for real.

The father rebelled against fate and defeated fate for his son with human power.

I, at the age of 12, was saved by my father.

I, at the age of 12, lost my father.

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War broke out.

I finally understand why my father, who is strong and strong, will stop at this day.

The assassins of the enemy country assassinated many lords of the Argian Kingdom on this day, and none of them survived.

I am wearing a hood, standing on the hillside, and the war-torn city in the distance is my hometown.

But it doesn't matter, I have seen the lifespan of the people in the territory before I lost my left eye, presumably they will be captured in the future, but they will not die.

Just be alive.

Not long after I was born, I lost my mother.

Yesterday, I lost my father.

And today, I finally lost my home.

I looked to the guard who was guarding me, he was the first person I saw today, and he will die tonight.

"His Royal Highness, escape quickly."

Because I am the son of the lord, even if I surrender, they will never let me go, Lei Xiuwa will die to protect me.

"Lei Xiuwa, do you have any family?"

Lei Xiuwa must not understand why I would ask him such a question at this time.

"I am an orphan. I was picked up by the lord since I was a child. I have no family."

I laughed.

"Well, that's the same as me, and I don't have a family either."

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I wrapped my clothes tightly and kept rubbing against my body, forgetting how long I had been in this forest.

I just remember that it was still midsummer when I first entered this forest, but now, there are white snowflakes floating above the forest.

I don't want to freeze to death.

Sitting in the cave, after arranging the collected branches, I released the fireball technique and set the branches on fire.

Yes, I can do a little magic.

But only a little bit.

Use fireball to ignite the branches to keep warm, and then use earth attribute magic to create an earth wall to seal the entrance of the stone cave, leaving only small holes enough for air to flow.

My magic cannot be used to fight off fierce animals, but it is more than enough to use to live.

I haven't seen other people's life spans for a long time. If I want to say why, I have been walking in this forest for several months, and I haven't even seen a living person.

The reason why it is said to be a living person is that they occasionally encounter human corpses. Although most of them have been turned into bones, some clothes and weapons can be used.

I am no longer the only son of a lord from a wealthy family, so I can't be picky about life.

I want to live and fight against fate like my father did.

Just as I was wrapped in the temperature of the flames and was about to fall asleep, there was a loud noise from the entrance of the cave. My sleepiness disappeared in an instant, and I grabbed the tattered dagger beside me.

Those who can destroy the earth wall I made are either giant bears or packs of wolves.

No matter which one it is, it is not a tricky guy that I can resist alone.

On the ground of the cave, shadows swayed, and that figure appeared in front of my eyes.

I was so shocked that I couldn't speak, or maybe I hadn't spoken for so long that I forgot how to make my voice.

She has gorgeous red hair that is as hot as fire, and her red pupils, which are similar in color to her hair, are oppositely cold.

About twelve or thirteen years old, maybe older or younger than me.

There is no doubt that it is a human girl.

There was a little dirt on her hands, and she shook them indifferently.

Could it be that my earthen wall was smashed with bare hands?
I couldn't help but have this absurd and terrifying thought.

I pointed the weapon in my hand at her, put on a posture, and looked at her vigilantly.

After a stalemate for a while, she seemed to have no intention of attacking me, but sat down by the fire, burning with dancing flames, just like her long hair.

"Who are you?"

I was finally able to squeeze my voice out of my throat, however, she seemed unable to hear my voice, she sat quietly on the ground, her eyes staring at the fire, without saying a word.

Only then did I notice the numbers above her head.

There are three more years.

In three years, she will die.

She looked about the same age as me. She must have been fifteen or sixteen when she died. What a pity.

Maybe it was dominated by the boring emotion of "sympathy", the hand that I clenched the weapon suddenly became powerless.

She didn't seem to have any intention of hurting me, so I put away my dagger and walked towards her cautiously.

"Hey."

"..."

"who are you."

"..."

She wasn't ignoring me, in fact she was staring at me with piercing eyes, and I couldn't help but put my hand on the hilt of the dagger.

What a horrible guy.

Under such circumstances, I, who dared to sit down in front of her, can be called courageous.

I don't want to be her enemy. During this time in the forest, I have always been alone and have never seen a living person.

For a human being who suddenly appeared and was about the same age as me, I instinctively wanted to go up and talk to her, even though it was not a very wise choice.

Fortunately, she seems to have the same thoughts as me, at least so far, she does not seem to be malicious.

I re-sealed the earthen wall at the entrance of the cave, which consumed a lot of my magic power. I took out a piece of processed venison jerky from the magic props of the space system, sat aside and quietly bit it.

This magical prop that can store food is a relic of his father, and it can hold many things, such as clothing, food, and water.

For me who wandered alone in the forest, this magic item is an important reliance for my survival to this day.

Because there is no salt, it is just roasted and left to dry in the sun. The taste of venison jerky is very bad, and it tastes like a rag used by a maid when cleaning.

But in order to fill my stomach and survive, I tried my best to imagine the taste of the creamy stew I once tasted with my father, biting and swallowing it bit by bit.

【Goo...】

I looked at the red-haired girl sitting across from me. She was still expressionless, covering her abdomen with one hand, and her eyes were always on the "maid rag" in my hand.

I deliberately held the dried venison and waved my arms wantonly, and her eyes moved accordingly.

What, if you want to eat, you should come out with a corresponding attitude.

Just say "I'm hungry, please give me something to eat", and a compassionate child like me will share the food with you in no time.

But she didn't speak.

She kept opening her mouth, opening and closing it, closing it, and there was an ugly hoarseness in the back of her throat.

Only then did I know that she was a [aphasia].

"Here, eat."

"..."

"what happened?"

"..."

"You mean thank you?"

"..."

"You are such a strange guy, eat it."

She wasn't as scary as I thought, though I haven't quite forgiven her for smashing my enchanted dirt wall with her bare hands.

But since she has no malice and is quite pretty, I don't care about it.

"What's your name?"

She was biting into the jerky, which looked like a rag to me, and she was enjoying it.

"Oh, forgot you can't speak, can you write?"

She looked at me and shook her head slightly, so I think she should be able to understand what I said.

"I can't speak or write, so it's a bit troublesome to communicate. Why are you in the forest? This is not the place for a child like you to come."

She looked at me with a strange face, as if she was saying that I was not qualified to say such a thing, and it was the first time I saw someone who could make complaints with her eyes.

What an incredible guy.

She finished the venison jerky and lay down on her side by the fire with her eyes closed.

It's really inexplicable, breaking the door of other people's house without authorization, eating food from other people's house, and going to bed directly, rude guy, she must not be a nobleman.

However, in this forest, no matter whether they are nobles or commoners, there is no difference between bears and wolves.

"I'll sleep too."

I yawned, lay down on the spot, and fell asleep soundly.

The next day, the sunlight fell into the cave along the vents on the earth wall, forming a mottled halo on the ground.

I opened my eyes and looked at the mysterious girl who had put her head on my arm at some point and fell into a deep sleep. The corner of her mouth was dripping with crystal saliva, and she smacked her mouth, as if reminiscing about the smell of dried venison in a dream .

The flames that had been burning had long been extinguished, so I stepped aside and put her head on the ground.

The number above her head has decreased by one day compared to last night.

Having seen too many numbers so far, I felt an incredible sense of intimacy with this series of numbers that had not appeared for a long time.

Not with people, but with numbers.

Perhaps, I am gradually losing the feeling of being human.

The earth wall that broke through the hole, mixed with cold sunlight, swept in.

The girl behind her suddenly sneezed, rubbed her eyes, and sat up blankly.

"I'm leaving. If you have no place to sleep at night, here's it for you."

"..."

"I have to go, bye."

"..."

She tugged at my clothes with such force that I couldn't move at all.

I looked at her with some dissatisfaction, her face was still expressionless.

Not only can't speak, but can't even make facial expressions.

"...Abba...Wow...Gah..."

"I don't understand what you're saying."

The girl in front of me is an extremely strange guy in my opinion, so I don't want to have anything to do with her.

After finally breaking free from her, I ran to the snow, leaving heavy footprints.

I ran ahead and she followed behind.

Even at night, I pretended to fall asleep secretly, and then ran away immediately, and I would still see her face the next day, and the number on her head that was missing another day.

Nowadays.

tomorrow.

the day after tomorrow.

every day.

When I finally passed through this forest, the white snow in the sky had long since disappeared, ushering in the season of falling cherry blossoms.

Shessel, who has been looking at me from a distance, the number above her head has been cut off for more than 100 days.

This is the name I gave her without authorization, which means chaser.

"It's already spring."

I opened my arms, full of the joy of walking through the forest, enjoying the soft touch of the spring breeze on my cheek.

I strode away from the forest, and Shessel stayed where she was, watching me quietly.

I couldn't help but look back at her, her eyes were full of fear which is rare.

Are you afraid of leaving the forest, or are you afraid of the outside world?

We've been together for months and we've never spoken or been near each other.

But before I knew it, I got used to her gaze. Sometimes she would look melancholy at the sky, and I ran away while she wasn't paying attention. After a while, she would catch up again.

Now she seems to be afraid to leave the forest, which means I can finally get rid of her.

I walk ten meters, 50 meters, 100 meters.

So far, I have been traveling alone, and I have long since become nothing. Can I regain my feelings as a human being now?

Do I, also hope that someone can stay by my side?

I couldn't help but look back again, Shessel was hanging his head in frustration.

"Aren't you going to follow?"

Hearing my voice, Shessel looked at me in surprise, she should be able to understand what I said.

"If you don't follow, I'm leaving."

I didn't say invite her or anything, just let her choose.

It is to return to the forest, surrounded by nature, and spend the rest of the day carefree.

Or step forward, in the sun and the crowd, to meet those things that would make her show such a frightened expression.

This is her freedom.

Shessel timidly stepped forward, her soles without shoes touched the rich land outside the forest.

One small step, one giant leap.

She walked towards me tremblingly, and I smiled at Shessel for the first time and held out my hand.

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Sarah... let's go on a journey.

Then, let me greet you together, the moment your life withers.

　Thank you "Yueyue Xiamo" for rewarding Ayane Sakura with 10000 starting coins. Is this the Sasa person? It's too strong!
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　　Strictly speaking, this chapter was not written by me, but by Kazuto Mogami.

　　If you can read this chapter with the mentality that the author is Mogami Kazuren, you may be able to get a different reading experience.

　　Also, if you think the writing is not good, you can scold Mogami Kazuto, but you can't scold me.

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