I copied my daughter in the parallel world

Chapter 1480 1355. Contrast and Weakness

After building the villa this time, I also had more contact with Jiang Ning.In fact, Sun Wei was not very convinced at the beginning. Perhaps in Gu Cheng's eyes, his girlfriend was full of strengths, but women's desire for comparison made it difficult for them to recognize another person's excellence.

In Sun Wei's view, the other party is indeed better, but not much better than herself. The other party's appearance is more outstanding, and she is not far behind.The other party's wealth and status are much higher than his own, but the gap between them has been continuously narrowed by his own efforts.

More importantly, although the other party can accept the identity of stepmother, I also feel that there is nothing to worry about this matter. I even expressed similar thoughts when I first expressed my emotions, and I am willing to accept this. This change in identity, even in order to reassure Gu Cheng of his doubts, he was able to accept the proposal of not having children.

But even so, Gu Cheng still did not accept his proposal, and even deliberately reduced the time and opportunities to contact him because of his emotional expression.In the process of work, unless it is necessary, I will not meet with myself under normal circumstances, so that I can remember that I have been frustrated and feel extremely frustrated.

But after having more opportunities to get in touch with Jiang Ning, I found that the other party's excellence was something I had never carefully observed.For example, the two people may stand from different perspectives. If I accept the existence of the baby, it is for Gu Cheng's face, and it is based on my feelings for the other party.

And the reason why Jiang Ning accepted the baby was that he really liked the baby, and even if there was no process of goodwill towards the baby, it was still very stable, even as if he really felt that this child was his own. The biggest difference between individuals.

At the same time, there is no deliberate gentleness, which also makes me feel as if I have nowhere to start.Obviously, I know that I am pursuing the boyfriend of the other party, but I still don't seem to care too much. It always feels as if you regard the other party as your biggest competitor in this life, but the other party doesn't seem to take you too seriously at all. It's the same thing, the appearance of this feeling made me feel an inexplicable sense of powerlessness all over my body.

The main reason for having this attitude is to trust the stability of the relationship between two people.I believe that my boyfriend can make the right choice, and I am willing to believe in the emotions that the two have been getting along with. Think about it differently. Maybe I can't be so open-minded from the perspective of the other party.

More importantly, the two have completely different styles. If you use one sentence to describe your performance all the time, it may be because of the environment you grew up in that made you look like a hedgehog. The hard shell side is there for everything that happens.

No matter what kind of things the other party faces in life, she seems to be as gentle as water. Although she also has the breath of a strong woman, it gives people a feeling that if the family asks her to make concessions and dedication, she can do it without hesitation. Abandoning the kind of strength in oneself and being a little woman who can be relied on in the arms of a man is something that I will never be able to flatter a horse.

One of the truths I have always believed in is to hold her own destiny in her own hands. She can make some concessions for love, but compared with love, her career and the life she has are more important and more important. It is not to maintain one's future on some dispensable emotions, and to always believe in what one can really grasp.

After careful comparison, Sun Wei really felt an inexplicable sense of powerlessness all over her body. Compared with the other party's attitude towards love, her love seemed to be just a means to adjust her life. Even compared with the other party, her love seemed a little Too despicable.

It was also something that troubled her all the time. When she realized her despicableness, she felt an inexplicable sense of shame.As if the existence of the other party was like a glorious goddess, she dissected her whole being under the sunlight, and even named her own dark thoughts in a straightforward manner.

But after thinking about it carefully, Sun Wei felt that compared with the other party, she was indeed like this.Instead of describing myself as a person who hopes to have love, it is better to say that in this world, I can only love myself.

The emergence of this kind of cognition makes me feel that I can't recognize my own face.Even more, I feel that my attitude of pursuing Gu Cheng and the way I have been doing all the time are particularly ridiculous. To some extent, I seem to be like a clown. It looked extraordinarily funny in the eyes of other people.

But when I adjusted my mood and decided to recognize my own character and essence, I felt that the thing I have always liked about Gu Cheng seemed to have become a knot in my heart, and there was no way for me to easily give up this according to my own will. thing.

Sometimes, even the smartest wise man in the world can't describe the original appearance of love very well, and even the top psychologist in the world can't explain clearly the specific situation of each person. The bottom of my heart.

But after drinking a cup of coffee, Sun Wei put aside her troubled thoughts instead.Life is as short as a white horse. Sometimes it is difficult for us to explain clearly the reasons and motivations for doing certain things, nor can we explain clearly the choices and reasons for everything we do.But the only thing we can guarantee is to do what we want, no matter whether we are despicable or righteous, whether it is from the heart or on purpose, no matter what we really want or dispensable, as long as we feel in the process If you are happy, don't think about the reasons behind it and all the reasons.

There are many things in this world that cannot be explained clearly, and the same is true in life. Sometimes it is rare to be confused, but it will add some fun to your life.No matter whether I really like Gu Cheng, or just regard him as the goal of my yearning for a certain life, or when I get close to him, let myself feel that I really have the meaning of life, as long as I am willing, it is enough .

Of course, in this process, I will deliberately restrain my own behavior.You can't disturb the other person's normal life rhythm because of your own thoughts, and you don't want to interfere with other people's lives because of your own existence. In a very simple sentence, I like you, whether you like me or not, I will always be there Trying to move in the direction I like, I love you, itself is a matter that has nothing to do with you.

(End of this chapter)