I really don't want high ratings for my documentaries!

10 month 15 number

Today, the director of the theater told me that the drama that I won the "Golden Lion Award" will go abroad to participate in the drama festival.

He also said that he planned to compete for the "Tony Award", the world's highest drama award. I smiled and said that it was a bit too difficult, but the director of the academy said that it was just a matter of practicing and practicing, and I agreed.

I don't know what foreign drama colleagues are like, but I am still very excited to think that I can compete with foreign dramas on the same stage.

In the entertainment circle, He Mei has become more and more popular recently, either in magazines or scarves or TV dramas, there is always a place to see her.

The media also rated her as the "New Four Little Flowers".

It is said that the itinerary to invite her to film is scheduled until the next year.

She was brought out by me alone, and I am very happy to have such an achievement.

It's just that this guy wants to hang out with me in the drama circle from time to time, but I scold him back.

In addition, Zhang Min told me that the company signed several directors last year.

One of the directors, Huang Yu, directed a TV series that became popular.

The company is too busy now.

I don't feel jealous for that, the company is my company, after all.

The normal operation of the company without my company also makes money for me.

I won't be jealous like petty.

Since you decided to leave at the beginning, this situation is normal.

People come and go, people go and people are empty.

Today the cafeteria ate fried rice noodles.

ps: It looks spicy, but it is delicious!
11 month 15 number.

Zhao Ying came to see me today. Ever since I worked with her on "Knowledge", we feel that we rarely meet.

Only that time when I met Zhaochen, I asked her to make a move.

She came to me because she wanted to be part of my play tour.

To be honest, I don't understand it, after all, she is now a well-known female artist.

Why do you want to come to the drama stage?

Zhao Ying said with a smile that the entertainment industry is not easy now, and some newcomers who have been famous for a long time squeeze them a lot.

Let them have no living space.

Instead of arguing with newcomers with big backgrounds for some scenes in the crew, it is better to come to the drama stage to practice acting skills.

I knew she wasn't telling the truth.

But I still rejected her. Zhao Ying just wanted to escape, and didn't really like drama.

In order to participate in foreign drama festivals, I picked up the previous drama again.

I'm so busy every day, I don't think I pay much attention to what's going on outside.

But in my spare time, I heard actors say that another artist in the entertainment industry had an accident.

It is said that it is because of the pc, and it is still a top class.

I looked at it, and there is no specific official notification yet, but there are already rumors on the Internet.

It is all guessed among several top male artists.

Among them, I saw Liu Changge's name, and his name was mentioned the most.

This surprised me so much that I called Zhang Min to inquire.

Zhang Min told me that they didn't know the details.

People in the circle were panicked because of this incident.

Hey, the entertainment industry has been getting more and more uneven recently.

Everyone is too impetuous.

Today the cafeteria ate beef brisket with potatoes, just right.

12 month 15 number.

After a month, I finally picked up the drama again, and I plan to go abroad to participate in the drama festival.

This also means that I cannot go home for the New Year this year.

In addition, the case about the pc in the entertainment industry finally has a clue.

Although the official announcement is about an artist with the surname Hu, everyone knows who it is.

This wave of Liu Changge can be regarded as a successful retreat, but Zhang Min said that he was more or less affected.

Because according to what the circle said, there are many artists who have not been exposed, it does not mean that they have not done this kind of behavior.

For this, I also default.

In addition, Zhang Min also told me that Zhou Shi and Zhang Huan had a live broadcast on the Internet.

The two of them got involved again for some unknown reason.

It's just that they have completely given up the entertainment industry, and hang out with a group of Internet celebrities every day, talk about a few numbers, and click on the link quickly.

I took a sneak peek and found that the voices of both of them had turned into male duck voices.

Recently, two media outlets approached me and wanted to interview me.

I declined with a smile.

In addition, there was a medium-sized TV series that also wanted to invite me out, but I also declined.

It is agreed to quit the circle, at least for now, I will not go back.

But compared with a year ago, the media were still guessing when I would go back.

In the current entertainment circle, few people mention my affairs.

The speed at which the entertainment circle is updated is really astonishingly fast.

Zhang Min told me that even if it is like this, several high-scoring TV series on Douban are still filmed by me.

"Wulin Biography" has already been rebroadcast for the fifth time, and the ratings are still high.

I am also very happy about this, at least I am gone, but my soul is still there.

But what makes me unhappy is that there are nostalgic posts that appear on the Internet from time to time.

Actually included me in the column of nostalgia.

What a joke!
I've only been gone for over a year, and now I've become nostalgic?
Netizens nowadays don't know how to respect the old and love the young!
Today the cafeteria ate roast lamb, delicious!
1 month 15 number.

Arrived in Los Angeles today.

I have been to this city before, and I was filming "Keeping Up with the Kardashians" here, which was already a few years ago.

No one has watched it now, but the three Kardashian sisters are still active in the Internet celebrity circle.

Yes, it's limited to the Internet celebrity circle. After so many years, they still haven't become popular like Kardashian in the previous life.

I didn't tell them I was coming to LA.

After all, I am here to participate in the drama festival, not to reminisce about the past.

Here I met top repertory troupes from various countries.

For three days in a row, I was immersed in the ocean of drama.

I have to say that the dramas that can come here to participate in the drama festival are all excellent.

I don't care if I win or not.

Here I got to know some world-class drama masters.

Many of them are well-known in the film and television industry.

Chatting with them has benefited me a lot.

They also showed a high degree of appreciation for my drama works, and invited me to visit their drama troupe.

In addition, Zhang Min called me.

Ask me when I will return to the company.

I know she wants me to go back to showbiz.

This is the first time she has talked about this topic in more than a year.

It seemed that even she couldn't sit still.

It's just that I'm currently enjoying the drama, and I don't have any plans to go back yet.

At the same time, I also met an old acquaintance here.

Second floor hall!
I made several documentaries with me before, and then returned to Neon.

The current second-tier hall can be regarded as completely inheriting his uncle's status.

According to what he said, Nikaido is writing spells or key crops every day at home.

I completely gave up the idea of ​​making a documentary.

And the second-order hall can now be regarded as a crossover between the fields of variety shows and documentaries.

This time he came to Los Angeles for his honeymoon with his new wife.

And enthusiastically introduced his wife Aoi to me.

He said Aoi was his wife's last name and Sora was her first name.

The two of them met on the set.

I can't say anything about the name.

I can only wish them happiness.

Today I ate at a famous lobster restaurant in Los Angeles.

2 month 15 number.

After a month of drama festivals, I finally returned to China.

I didn't expect that in this "Tony Award", I actually won the Best New Director Award.

Although it is only a new director award, it is already a great affirmation for me.

After all, I didn't have my eyes open for this work, it was written purely by myself.

I still remember that when I received the award, I almost cried. This was more exciting than the "Golden Magnolia" and "Hua Ding Award" I won.

This matter spread to the country and did not cause any noise.

It's not even on the hot search, but this is what I expected.

After all, the niche circle is not eye-catching.

Those awards ceremonies are so eye-catching because there are so many entertainers and stars.

The "Tony Award" means that only people in the drama circle know his fame, and outsiders basically don't know it.

The leaders of the repertory theater were very happy to know that I won the best new director.

A red celebratory banner was hung in the repertory theater, much to my embarrassment.

At the same time, some seniors in the drama circle also sent me messages of congratulations.

The director of the academy told me that these seniors are very famous whether they are in drama or film and television circles.

They sent me a message to prove that I was also in their care.

I am also very happy about this.

Zhang Min also knew about the news of my return to China.

Zhang Min told me that the company has recently prepared two TV series.

It is already in the process of filming, and the company expanded its scale and bought the building next to it, signing many new artists and new directors.

It will definitely surprise me when I get back.

I'm also very happy about that, the bigger the company, the more money it makes.

The more money I earn, the more money I have.

After all, I am the major shareholder, and I pay the most dividends.

In addition, Zhou Tuo sent me a message, saying that they are preparing a TV series, and asked me if I have any ideas.

After a few months, this is the first item to find me.

I read the script and it was not bad, but unfortunately I have no idea of ​​directing.

But I can invest some of it.

Zhou Tuo agreed after listening.

The cafeteria ate small fried yellow beef today, it was delicious, and I finally had the meals in the cafeteria!

3 month 15 number.

Rehearsals for a new play have begun!busy.

The cafeteria is eating beef with cocked feet today!
4 month 15 number.

Today is all rehearsals for new dramas, and the tour will start next month.

But in the evening I was invited to a birthday party at an old man's house.

The old man was very satisfied with me and left my phone number, saying that he could call him if there was anything to do in the future.

Today I had dinner at the old man's house.

5 month 15 number.

The new drama officially started a two-month tour.

This time the tour is on a global scale, because I participated in the drama festival last time and got to know drama troupes from all over the world.

We invited each other to exchange performances, so the theater also planned this action.

Now there are several domestic tours, and 23 countries have been involved from Neon, Kimchi Country, Beautiful Country, etc.

During these domestic tours, flowers were sent every time.

And there are several bunches in a row, and I know who it is without asking.

Hu Xiaoqing, He Mei and Zhang Min each have a bouquet of flowers.

It's been a year and a half since they retired, and every time they tour, only the three of them will send flower wreaths every time they perform.

Some other artists I know have long since given up.

In addition, the drama planned by Zhou Tuo has already been completed.

A release is being planned.

He told me swearingly that this drama will definitely become popular, and I follow his words and wish him all wishes come true.

Zhang Min called me again, and she told me about the two TV series invested by the company.

One part was blurred and one part was on fire.

The hot one was filmed by Huang Yu.

I am not unfamiliar with this name.

In addition, Zhang Min asked me when I would return to the company.

I know he wants me to return to the entertainment industry.

I inquired a little bit, and there are quite a few big companies in the entertainment industry recently.

Many real estate companies and technology companies have established film and television companies, hoping to get a share of the film and television industry.

And the big data they created to make dramas.

Precise screening of scripts, artists, and team members.

Although the drama produced is not a big hit, it can still be above the profit line.

Such a batch of dramas caused other film and television companies to complain again and again.

harm.

Big data kills people.

Today's tour is lunch.

6 month 15 number.

Touring.

Eat box lunch.

7 month 15 number.

The tour is over, the two-month tour has exhausted me.

But it was a worthwhile trip. During this trip, I gained a lot of things.

Some foreign colleagues also spoke highly of my works, and many foreign media reported my exchange tour this time.

Although there were media reports in China, it still did not cause any twists and turns.

Because of this period of time, the entertainment industry is also turbulent.

Many artists have had accidents, either tax evasion, PC, or relationship problems.

Several popular artists fell one after another.

It's too late for netizens to eat melons, so how can they still care about the drama.

The leaders in the hospital are also very satisfied with the tour I led this time.

In the drama circle, I am no longer an unknown person.

But when the leaders in the academy talked to me again, they also hinted that I could return to the showbiz.

Calculating carefully, it is only 2 months away from the 2 years we agreed to leave at the beginning.

I don't know why I'm getting more and more used to the drama circle.

But I also know that it is impossible for me to stay in the drama circle for too long.

Zhou Tuo's TV series has also finished broadcasting, and the results are very good.

At least it's much better than those TV series produced by big data.

Also because I invested in this drama, I made a lot of money.

I had my first taste of the fun of investing.

I'm a little tired of eating in the cafeteria today, and I suddenly miss the company's meals.

8 month 15 number.

There is nothing to do recently, but Zhang Min called me again, hoping that I can return to the showbiz.

2 years is up.

The leaders of the hospital also have the same thoughts.

Although they are reluctant to part with me, they also know that my stage is not here after all.

The drama stage is like a garden of Eden, there are not so many intrigues, and some are just pondering about acting skills.

I can't figure it out either.

I went to chat with a few senior teachers in the circle.

The teachers in the circle told me that my stage is not in drama.

Drama for me is just a place to hide, not a permanent place.

I understand what the teachers are saying.

It's just that I have been in the drama circle for the past 2 years so that I am very comfortable.

This kind of comfort makes me habitually not want to jump out of my comfort zone.

But I know that the comfort zone is just a frog in warm water for me.

There is no canteen today.

9 month 15 number.

I'm still in the theater, but I know I'm really leaving.

Zhang Min called again and asked me when I was going back.

The leaders of the hospital are also asking for my thoughts.

I thought about it, I should leave too.

Forget it, I'm 33 years old this year.

It is said that thirty is the year of the thirties, but I entered the drama circle when I first entered the thirties.

It's a two-year vacation.

10 month 15 number.

I have completed the resignation procedures.

I ate with my colleagues in the hospital, and also ate in the cafeteria for the last time.

The drama stage will finally be goodbye.

Finally, a pack of cigarettes was handed over to Xiao Zhang in the reception room.

Turned and left the theater.

The drama life of more than two years is over!