After failing the college entrance examination, he became a big star

Chapter 10

The warm-colored room is air-conditioned, and 24 degrees is the comfortable temperature for the human body. He Jingyun stands in front of the window, looking at the central garden downstairs.

It's not completely dark yet, and you can see the aunt walking with the child in the garden, and the old couple chatting on the wooden chair. The picture is leisurely and peaceful, but for some reason, it always feels a little flat.

Perhaps in the future, she will also get used to this kind of ordinary life, and even feel that ordinary life is a kind of beauty, but it is definitely not now.

She is very clear about the positioning of her parents in her life, excellent but not outstanding.

In the first year of junior high school, she passed the tenth grade in the piano exam. She was invited by the Children's Palace to perform, but her mother stopped her. During the college entrance examination, with her grades, she could have been admitted to the best Xijiang University in the province, and even the capital city. However, at the request of his mother, he filled in Xijiang Normal University (Normal College for short) as his first choice.

She is not a rebellious character, but it does not mean that she is in her twenties, she has no spark in her heart, and she does not have the vision of young people.

She also longs for splendor, even if it's just once, even if it's just for a moment, it's enough to reminisce for a lifetime if it's imprinted in her youth.

On the way back, when she tactfully expressed her refusal, although Li Kai didn't seem to care at all, she could feel the disappointment in Li Kai's heart. Just like before, when she was invited by the Children's Palace to perform, she was stopped by her mother. My goal was the journalism department of Xijiang University, but under my mother's will, I changed to the teacher's college.

She has loved singing since she was a child. Because of her love of singing, she learned piano, guitar, violin, and even songwriting.

This is the first time she has signed up for a singing competition in the society. Whether she will stop at the rematch or advance to the final, whether she can hold the trophy on the stage and accept the applause from the audience, or applaud the other people holding the trophy in the audience, is she really sure? Don't care?

He Jingyun asked herself in her heart, and hummed softly: ". If I compromise with myself, if I lie to myself, even if others forgive me, I will not be able to forgive. The most beautiful wish must be the craziest. I and my proud stubbornness, I sing loudly in the wind, crazy for myself this time, just this time, me and my stubbornness."

When Li Kai sang this song, she was very calm, but it was the excessive calm that showed her inner unrest.

Compromise to yourself, lie to yourself, if others forgive, can you forgive yourself?

Crazy for myself this time, just this time, me and my proud stubbornness
It was getting dark, and in the garden below, illuminated by the dim light, the old couple on the seat had disappeared, and there was only one old woman walking with the child, dragging the child who hadn't played enough Go outside the garden.

The singing stopped, and the room became quiet again. The air seemed to slow down, and time seemed to not exist.

Suddenly, He Jingyun pursed her lips tightly, and the corners of her lips curled up in a shallow but stubborn arc, as if she had made a major decision.

"Dad, Mom, our department opened a summer course. There are eight classes every day from morning to night. There are no weekends. I decided to sign up for it. I will move to the dormitory tomorrow until the end of August 8th. Dinner on Saturday I can't go, help me and Aunt Li, Uncle Geng, and Brother Hui say sorry."

He Jingyun opened the door, took a light breath, and then walked out. After a while, her pearls fell into the jade plate, calm as water, and unwavering voice came from the hall.

Just as He Jingyun felt, Li Kai was indeed a little disappointed. The Youth Song Competition was originally a low-level competition, and it was only a provincial competition. Not to mention being shortlisted for the semi-finals, even if it was advanced to the finals, if it could not get a good ranking, it would basically miss the chance into the eyes of record companies.

He Jingyun's vocal condition is very good, but it is not so good that it only needs to play six or seven points to be able to beat the crowd with skills and beauty.

What's more, the location of the semi-finals is the TV studio hall, and when the spotlight shines on the stage, you are the focus of the audience. The pressure brought by that atmosphere to the players is much greater than today's preliminaries.

When He Jingyun refused, the opportunity to be promoted had already been wiped out.

"You hurt me, and you just laughed it off, and you just said you were kidding me, and my dream was empty, and you just laughed it off like this"

Li opened his teeth and sang while riding. After the last sentence, the negative emotions were almost exhausted. He let out a light breath and showed a relieved smile on his face.

In August, there was a global Chinese singing competition. There were more than a dozen sub-competition points around the world. Among them, there were three sub-competition points in two provinces and one city in China, and Xijiang Province was one of them.

This is his original target, the trajectory has gone a little off, but now it's just a correction, it's just one more experience.

When I got home, after dinner, my mother was washing the dishes, and my father was watching TV. Li Kai, who was about to plunge into the room, was grabbed by Li Ran, who insisted on letting him accompany him for a walk downstairs.

Seeing Li Ran's eyeballs turning straight, Li Kai knew that the girl had a ghost in her heart, so he didn't point it out. After going downstairs, he let Li Ran lead the way. The brother and sister walked out of the new village talking and laughing. into a bookstore.

Li Ran went around hypocritically, finally took a cassette, and stared at Li Kai eagerly.

The tape is the little king of love songs, Zhou Ziming's new album "Meet the Right You in the Wrong Season" released two months ago.

How could Li Kai not understand the meaning of this look, begging for sponsorship, and said angrily: "Why are you staring at me, half of this month hasn't passed yet, and you've run out of pocket money?"

"I need to save up my little pocket money. In August, the little queen Deng Yaxuan will come to Nanshi to hold a fan meeting. I made an appointment with my classmates to go together."

"It's Zhou Ziming again, it's Deng Yaxuan again, and the poster of the witch on the wall of your room, my little aunt, how many stars are you after?"

"What kind of witch poster? That's the queen Murphy. With Quan Zai, I only have four idols in total. My classmate's sister has more than twenty idols. The walls of the house are covered with posters, and there is a bookcase with tapes and CDs."

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"Hurry up, you didn't say it yourself that morning, if you don't have enough money, just ask you for it."

Li's face turned black, so I pretended to say something casually, are you serious?

Just ask me, your brother and I are very poor now, the registration of four songs cost 120, using the last [-] reserves in the bank card.
Seeing that Li Kai didn't intend to pay, Li Ran curled her lips: "If you find 20 yuan, anyone who sees it will have a share."

Li opened his eyes and said, "Why did I pick up 20 yuan, which eye did you see?"

Li Ran blinked: "Bing Ge said, he called you at noon today, but you were not there, so he asked you to call him back, saying that he had good news to tell you, and that you picked up 20 at the school gate that day. He was the one who saw the yuan money first, but he didn’t share it, and his share was on my head.”

(End of this chapter)