let go of that director

Chapter 337 Why

IU apartment.

After hanging up the phone, IU began to worry about gains and losses again.

She didn't know what was wrong, but she said it well, Li Chengyou came to her first as soon as he returned to Seoul, and it could be seen that she did have a place in Li Chengyou's heart.But it was inexplicable. When she realized that her tone was a bit humble, a nameless resentment suddenly rose, and she couldn't suppress it. Some words came out of her mouth without thinking, which made Li Chengyou depressed. At the same time, she herself Also in a bad mood.

She couldn't even figure out what she was planning, why did she always do such mindless things?
Is it true that women really have long hair but short knowledge and like to die?
I don't know how Li Chengyou feels after being teased by her inexplicably, will he come to her again tomorrow night?

If Lee Seung Woo doesn't come here anymore...

Thinking of this, IU regretted even more, picked up the phone, and wanted to call Li Chengyou again.Anyway, she has long been shameless in Li Chengyou's eyes, and it doesn't hurt to bow her head and admit her mistake.

But the moment he held the phone and was about to press it, and inexplicably, a nameless resentment surged from his heart.

Why?
Why does she have to admit her mistakes to Li Chengyou every time, why does she have to be humble, why is Li Chengyou superior, why is Li Chengyou stepping on a few boats and moving whenever he wants, but she can only bear it?
Why, why, why!
Why is it always me who bows my head, why not Lee Seung Woo?

The more I thought about it, the more unwilling IU became, and the more unwilling I became, the more resentful IU became. His fingers hung on the screen, and he froze there, unable to press any more.

for a long time.

IU gritted her teeth, put down her phone, lay down on the bed, pulled the quilt over her head.

Being in the dark, with no light around, IU's mood seemed to calm down along with the silence of the darkness.

But this kind of moment didn't last long, maybe one second, maybe two seconds, the figure of Lee Seung Woo came to mind at some point, and IU's mood became entangled again.

How to do?How to do?Do you want to call?

After struggling for a long time, IU still couldn't make up her mind.

Don't fight.

IU knew that what she did just now was a bit vexatious, and Lee Seung-woo had every reason to be angry, even if she stopped coming to her place tomorrow, she would have no position to criticize.

After all, she did everything by herself, so who can blame her?

let's hit.

The three words 'why' flashed through my mind again.

Yes.

Why?
Why do you want me to bow my head every time? ?
Thinking of this, IU is full of unwillingness.

Lying on the bed, feeling ups and downs, it is difficult to feel comfortable, and it is a bit stuffy in the summer under the quilt, which makes IU's mood even more irritable.

After lying down for a while, IU couldn't lie down anymore, so she opened the thin quilt and got out of bed, then went out and walked upstairs. ——She is really restless and unspeakable at the moment, she needs to talk to Liu Renna.

upstairs.

Yoo In Na was already sleeping, but IU unexpectedly came looking for her.

Welcomed IU into the door, walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down, Yoo In Na got up again and poured a glass of water for IU, handed it to her, and sat beside IU.

"Looking at your bored expression, you won't be awkward with Li Chengyou again, right?"

IU: "..."

Opened his mouth, unable to speak for a while.

Liu Renna smiled dumbly, and shook her head: "Tell me. What's the reason this time?"

IU was silent for a while.

In the end, he didn't hide anything, and told Liu Renna about the past, even including the reason for his irritability, and told Liu Renna without any concealment.

Finally, IU said: "Oni, tell me, why? Why do I have to bow my head every time, why do I have to bow my head?"

Liu Renna looked at IU and smiled: "Then do you want to hear me tell the truth, or say a few words to comfort you?"

"Euni..."

IU frowned: "I'm not in the mood to joke now."

Liu Renna laughed again, nodded and said: "The truth doesn't sound good, but words of reassurance will please you, of course I have to ask first."

IU was even more dissatisfied: "Oni, can you speak directly. If I just want to be pleasing to the ear, why should I come to you."

Yoo In Na smiled again: "Remember. This is what you said."

After a pause, Liu Renna said: "Zhien, I have always been aware of the matter between you and Li Chengyou. Frankly speaking, I don't think the two of you are suitable. At least not at the moment. These words are not pleasant, nor are they You'd love to hear it, but as a friend, I feel it's my duty to give you the right advice."

IU said: "Unnie, what I need is your advice."

Liu Renna said: "Since you said that, no matter whether it is true or not, and regardless of whether you like what I say next, Ernie also took this opportunity to speak frankly."

IU nodded with a solemn expression, indicating that Yoo In Na needn't worry.

Liu Renna said: "Lee Seung-woo lived downstairs before, so I can't say anything, but now that he has moved away, you haven't seen each other for a month or two, and there is a calm space. In addition, you have some thoughts now. It’s changed, so Ernie is going to be blunt today.”

"Oni, tell me." IU said again.

Liu Renna looked at IU, paused slightly, and said, "Actually, why did you ask why you just knew? Ernie's next words are not pleasant, but they are very realistic—it's up to you willingly!"

IU was taken aback, and was stunned.For a while the mood was complicated.

Now that Yoo In Na has decided to confess this time, she no longer cares about IU, and intends to completely uncover the fig leaf in IU's heart and wake her up completely.

Liu Renna said: "Men and women have never been equal. Either the east wind overwhelms the west wind, or the west wind overwhelms the east wind. In reality, there are very few men and women who are truly evenly matched and in love with each other. But between you and Lee Seung-woo In fact, the most fundamental root of the problem, the uneasiness and fear in your heart lies in you. It lies in your own positioning and cognition of yourself. "

IU looked blankly at Yoo In Na.

Liu Renna sighed: "Zhien, do you know what the biggest problem between you and Lee Seung-woo is? I don't want to speculate on what Lee Seung-woo thinks, but you, your problem is actually... is, you think, you Not good enough for Lee Seung Woo."

IU's heart trembled, as if hit by a thunderbolt.

Liu Renna said: "You feel that you are not worthy, that's why you suffer. You have something that you think you are not worthy of. In your cognition, you think you are not worthy of Lee Seung Woo, so you are afraid of losing, That’s why you worry about gains and losses, why you panic because of anxiety, and why your emotions have been difficult to stabilize recently.”

"That……"

IU said sadly: "Where is Ernie? Ernie thinks... I... don't deserve it?"

Liu Renna stretched out her hand, stroked IU's hair, and said pitifully, "Of course Ernie thinks you are worthy. Ernie thinks you are worthy of anyone, but Lee Seung Woo is not worthy of you. But..." Liu Renna sighed, "... …Zhien, O’Neill thinks it’s useless, you are yourself, the key to your mentality. Everything you do is your own choice, not someone else’s. Everything depends on you.”

"Then, O'Neill, I, what should I do?" IU looked pained, her head raised slightly, and her eyes were full of confusion.

Liu Renna was silent for a while, and finally said: "There are only two ways: either, take advantage of Lee Seung-woo's move away this time, you let it go and break up with him. Although there will be pain, time will always dilute everything. After you let go, It has already been lost, so there is no need to worry about gains and losses. It may be regrettable, but at least there will be no more fear and anxiety."

"What about the second one?" IU asked immediately.

Liu Renna was taken aback when she heard that, and couldn't help but smiled wryly. From IU's reaction, she could tell that the first choice was not what the current IU was willing to accept.

Sighing secretly in her heart, and adjusting her mood, Liu Renna continued: "The second one is to improve yourself. The reason why you don't feel safe, the reason why you worry about gains and losses, and the anxiety is that in your cognition, you feel that you are different from Lee Seung-woo. Matching, you feel that there is a gap between you and Lee Seung Woo in terms of appearance, status, and talent, and this gap is so big that you lose confidence, and you voluntarily lie low and become small.

But you have been lying low and being small, and you are unwilling, and this is the root of your pain.

and so.

There is no other way but to improve yourself and change your cognition. "

"Then how to improve Ernie?" IU asked quickly.

Yoo In Na: "..."

how could I know!

If I knew, could I still be like this now?
(End of this chapter)