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Chapter 52 Talking about letting go
Lin Sen put down his phone, rejected Qiao Yingzi's invitation to eat at her house, and returned home alone.

In the bedroom, a bright light stood beside the bed. Lin Sen walked over and covered it with a sheet, half-covering it.

Find a place to hide all the food in the kitchen, try to make it as empty as possible, open it and see it is desolate!
A basin of ice water was placed on the head of the bed, and there was a huge ice cube in it. Lin Sen moved his face closer, and the cold breath covered his face, bringing a short-term comfort.

"Lin Sen, do you want to come to my house? I'll cook for you." Li Meng voiced.

"No need, I feel that I can sleep well today, you can eat, I will accompany you tomorrow. Mu!" Lin Sen sent a voice gently.

"Okay then, you have a good rest, I won't bother you, have a good dream." Li Meng sent a message with an encouraging expression.

Don't worry, Mengmeng, I will definitely work hard. Today, Tong Wenjie can't get out of it unscathed.

There was a knock on the door, and Lin Sen knew it was Tong Wenjie as soon as she heard it. This woman has a characteristic, she forgets about the doorbell when she is in a hurry.

"Who is it?" Lin Sen asked at the door.

"It's me." Tong Wenjie's voice was high, with a little impatience.

"Oh, it's Aunt Tong. I...I'm already asleep. If there's nothing...urgent...urgent, let's talk about it at another time!" Lin Sen replied from behind the door, his voice intermittent.

"Yes, I have something urgent, please open the door for me quickly." Tong Wenjie said bluntly.

"Auntie, tell me outside the door!" Lin Sen said again.

"Lin Sen, open the door for me, do you hear me? If you don't open the door, I'll find someone to knock the door open." Tong Wenjie was anxious, and knocked twice again. Lin Sen's abnormal behavior confirmed her intention. some guesswork.

...... The door was silent.

One minute later, the door opened gently, and Tong Wenjie pushed it open and walked in.

The lights in the room were not turned on, the curtains were half drawn, and it was a bit dark when the wires were turned off. Lin Sen was standing not far from the door, his face looked a little pale (frozen from ice).

Weak and haggard, this is Tong Wenjie's first image.

She was in a hurry, but she seemed to be hit all of a sudden, and her footsteps also slowed down. She walked to Lin Sen's side and reached out to touch his face lightly, it was so cold.

Lin Sen dodged in panic.

"Xiao Mori, what's the matter, tell auntie." Tong Wenjie tried to make her voice gentle.

"It's okay, Auntie, I'm fine." Lin Sen smiled.

But this smile, in Tong Wenjie's eyes, was a bit dazzling.

I still remember the first time I saw this boy, he was sunny, heroic, and full of endless vitality.

Looking at it now, there was a distressing weakness all over his body, as if he could fall down with a slight push.

Lin Sen: Yes, you can push it, and it will definitely fall down as soon as you push it.

"Okay, you call it okay." Tong Wenjie closed her eyes in pain.

Lin Sen didn't speak any more, just stood there quietly.

After a brief silence, Tong Wenjie avoided Lin Sen and walked into the room step by step. After reaching the living room, she didn't stop, but walked straight to Lin Sen's bedroom.

"Auntie, that's my bedroom, it's inconvenient." Lin Sen said anxiously.

"What's the inconvenience? Is it shameful?" Tong Wenjie didn't stop, just pushed open the bedroom door and walked in.

Lin Sen hurriedly followed.

Just as he walked to the door, Tong Wenjie burst into tears in the bedroom.

"Auntie, why are you crying, please don't cry, I will feel bad." Lin Sen took a few steps and came to Tong Wenjie's side.

"My heart hurts, you don't even know that you love yourself, and you still love others." Tong Wenjie said with a sob.

"It's nothing, how can I not feel sorry for myself!" Lin Senqiang said with a smile.

"No? What's the matter with the ice cubes on the bed, and what's the matter with the lamp." Tong Wenjie asked aloud.

Lin Sen was silent......

"Say it, why don't you talk." Tong Wenjie said angrily.

"say something!"

"Say, let me say, what do you want me to say." Lin Sen leaned against the wall, his weakness was his protective color (dog head to save his life).

"What did you say I want you to say?" Tong Wenjie looked at him tearfully.

"I'm in love with you, Aunt Tong!" Lin Sen mustered up a lot of courage.

Tong Wenjie forgot to shed the tears of shock, and looked at Lin Sen with dull eyes.

"Auntie, don't you want me to talk? I said you just listen. I know that after today, we won't have any contact, but please let me finish." Lin Sen tremblingly covered his face with his hands, God knows what kind of smiling face the face covered with hands is.

Yes, seeing Tong Wenjie's befuddled appearance made him almost laugh.

"I don't know when it started, maybe it was the first time we met, maybe it was the time I hugged you at Aunt Song's house, or the time you sprained your ankle."

"During that time, you often appeared in my dreams, and that dream appeared very suddenly, which brought me happiness and became my demon."

"From the beginning of giving you a massage, I slowly changed. I took advantage of you in my dream. I tried to control it, but it didn't work. Maybe that's my real inner need. (very real)"

"Since then, that dream has intensified. I look forward to seeing you, but I am also afraid of seeing you."

"In my life, there are more fantasies that I shouldn't have, which make me unable to control and understand some bad things."

"I was very happy and happy when you came home that day. I cooked that meal very seriously. I thought it would be good to just go on like this. But you told me not to read those bad books or do bad things. thing."

"I want to listen to you. I can't go on. I think the root of everything is that dream."

"From that day on, I stopped dreaming at night, and the way to stop dreaming was to not sleep."

"The ice cubes gave me a brief waking moment, and the bright lights made the bedroom as bright as day. I succeeded. I never had that dream again."

"I'm done talking, Auntie, if you want to get angry, just leave!" Lin Sen kept on covering his face with his hands, and spoke in a low voice.

"Auntie, don't be angry, Komori, have you ever thought that the root cause is not the dream, but that you shouldn't... like me." Tong Wenjie paused, a little ashamed to speak.

"What should I do? It's already started, and I don't know how to end it." Lin Sen put down his hand and shook his head with a wry smile.

"There is a way, why can't it be done!" Tong Wenjie said excitedly.

"Then tell me, what should I do." Lin Sen grabbed Tong Wenjie's hand.

The eyes were full of bloodshot eyes (just secretly rubbed with hands), Tong Wenjie's heart ached when she saw it.

"You can let go only if you can get it. I'm doomed not to get it, so how can I talk about letting go." Lin Sen didn't wait for Tong Wenjie to speak, and said again.

Tong Wenjie stood there in a daze, yes, it is such a difficult thing to let go, a 19-year-old child has never had it, so how can he let go.

Song Qian: Heh!
Yang Xiaoyun: Hehe!

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　Integrity shattered

　　
　
(End of this chapter)