Xiaosheng is not a nerd

Chapter 251 Her Past
As for Xie Fu Zhanshi's intention of not leaving, he was secretly paying attention to the magic doctor, especially when he saw the magic doctor kill the bearded man with one blow, this idea was even stronger.

If the magic doctor can be lured to live in Tantai Mansion, this is a real protector. With such a protector, whoever dares to offend Tantai Mansion lightly can keep Tantai Mansion safe forever.

In the past two days, Xie Fu also cautiously approached the magic doctor, but the magic doctor was very indifferent, and seemed to have no desires.

After all, people are people, and no one is without desires and desires. Many secrets are hidden in the bottom of their hearts, but they seem to have no desires and desires on the surface.

There must be flaws in the magic doctor, but I haven't found her flaws yet.

Today, Xie Fu stewed chicken soup, as if pampering a child, feeding the Tantai Crane and drinking the chicken soup.

Tantai Heqing suddenly blushed slightly, and said softly: "I'll do it myself, senior is watching."

Xie Fu was surprised when he heard the words, turned his head and saw the ferocious face of the magic doctor facing him. Although he couldn't see her eyes, he could feel that she was looking at the two of them.

Seeing Xie Fu looking towards her, the magic doctor turned around, walked under a camellia, squatted down, looked at a budding camellia, and seemed to be looking forward to the opening of the camellia.

Xie Fu handed the bowl to Tantai Heqing.

Tantai He asked affectionately: "Fu, what do you want to do? This magic doctor is weird, you'd better not provoke her."

Xie Fu smiled and said, "No matter how you say it, he is also your savior."

Tantaihe said affectionately: "I know, I am also very grateful in my heart, and I also want to repay her. Yesterday I told her that this place is dilapidated, should I build a new house for her to live in, but she didn't agree I don't care about it."

Xie Fu smiled: "Some people don't want material things, but some chicken soup, and I'll serve them." Material things are easy to obtain, but the emptiness in the heart is really difficult to fill.

Tantai He asked Qingqing: "Isn't chicken soup a substance?"

Xie Fu said: "It's not the same. Are you short of chicken soup? What you need is someone to make chicken soup for you."

Tantaihe was thoughtful, which seemed to make sense, Xie Fu had already walked away.

Xie Fu walked behind the magic doctor with the chicken soup, and said, "This camellia will only bloom in spring."

Usually the magic doctor wouldn't talk to them, but this time he responded, "Will it bloom all over the yard? I planted a lot in the past, but only one or two bloomed. They weren't very beautiful, and they withered immediately."

Some people are like this, they are no longer interested in the things they are good at, but they are particularly interested in some things they are not good at.

Unable to tell the reason, Xie Fu said: "It can be seen that Senior Su likes Camellia very much." Xie Fu changed the address silently, with the intention of getting closer.

The magic doctor said softly: "I like it very much... I like it very much... My mother likes camellias very much. When I was young, she would plant a lot of camellias in the yard. When I saw camellias and smelled the scent of camellias, I would feel return to the past."

Xie Fu enviously said: "That must be a very warm and cozy scene. Senior Su still remembers it after such a long time."

Mother is a special word for everyone. He once saw an old grandmother on her deathbed, muttering A Niang... A Niang...

Xie Fu has always been envious of other people having mothers, and he has imagined countless times what it would be like to have a mother himself.

That must be a very beautiful thing, even though he is an adult now, maybe he will still run to his mother's arms like a child.

The magic doctor said softly: "One day a group of people rushed into the yard and destroyed all the camellias in the yard. Since then, mother has stopped planting camellias, and she doesn't seem to like camellias anymore?"

Xie Fu asked in surprise, "Why?"

The magic doctor suddenly stood up, turned to look at Xie Fu, and said in a deep voice: "Because of me! Because I am a monster in the eyes of others, they want to kill me, my mother moved again and again to protect me, even though we live in I lived in a dilapidated house, secretly, those people came to my door again and again and destroyed my home, and once I finally killed them all, I was only 12 years old at the time.”

Xie Fu couldn't help shuddering when he heard this.

"My mother just said a word to me that day, you are a monster, she didn't say another word that day."

Xie Fu asked softly: "What happened next?"

"Later... I left her... I thought she would live happily without me as a burden, and would plant her favorite camellia in the yard. No one would regard her as a monster, and no one would destroy her. Her camellia..."

Xie Fu listened quietly, listening to the desire in the magic doctor's heart, and said: "Senior Su, you are wrong!"

The magic doctor said coldly: "How dare you say I was wrong."

Xie Fu didn't doubt that if she dared to say a wrong word, she would kill herself like she did to the bearded man, without even a chance to take a breath.

Xie Fu still faced the magic doctor, and said: "No mother will regard her daughter as a burden, and a mother who loses her children will never be happy."

The magic doctor's body seemed to be motionless, only the slightly trembling hem of her robe could tell her inner emotion.

Three cold words came: "You are talking nonsense!"

Xie Fu stuck to his point of view and said: "I'm not talking nonsense, that's how things are." In that plague, he had seen too many, and no mother abandoned her child for the sake of her own life. They would rather die by themselves than hope Your own children can continue to live.

The magic doctor said coldly: "Say it again, or I will kill you!"

The knife that could take someone's life at any time came into her hands at some point, and it was pressed against Xie Fu's neck. This time, Xie Fu dared to say a half word wrong again, and he would never have a chance to speak again.

Xie Fu knew that he had caused the scar in the magic doctor's heart. The pain made the magic doctor dare not face it directly and wanted to escape, so the magic doctor would rather hear lies.

But you can't avoid it forever, you have to face it no matter how painful it is, otherwise the scar will never heal.

"You have no idea what we've been through!"

Xie Fu said: "Senior Su, you are wrong, you broke your mother's heart."

The magic doctor's hands trembled, leaving a shallow scar on Xie Fu's neck.

Xie Fu's heart was trembling and tense, good and evil are only in one thought, life and death are only in line.

His nature, his instinct let him not think too much at this moment, just do what he wants to do and speak the truth.

The knife fell from her hand to the ground. At this moment, she was like a delicate woman who couldn't even hold a light knife.
Tears dripped from the gaps in this hideous mask. Xie Fu tore open the most secret scars in her heart, and also tore off the adult indifference mask, revealing the most authentic side of human nature.

Xie Fu quietly didn't say a word, and let the magic doctor vent his joy. The tears have been accumulated for too long.

Maybe ten years, 20 years, or even decades.

Tears were squeezed out of the hideous mask like a flood.

I don't know how long it took, and it slowly became drop by drop until the saliva was at the lower end of the mask, and the saliva did not drip.

The magic doctor's eyes fell on the bowl of chicken soup in Xie Fu's hand. It was bright and yellow, with a thick layer of chicken oil floating on the surface: "Every Chinese New Year, my mother would cook me a bowl of chicken soup. , Said that Chou'er will grow up after drinking this bowl of chicken soup."

Xie Fu was surprised. No wonder the magic doctor stared at it just now. It turned out that it touched her childhood memories. Holding the chicken soup in both hands, he handed it over, and said with a smile: "Let's have a good aftertaste."

The magic doctor didn't reach out to take it, and said: "I don't like to drink chicken soup, I hate the taste, my mother will feed me spoonful by spoonful."

Xie Fu said: "If possible, I will feed you."

At this moment, he doesn't regard the other party as a senior, but a person whose thoughts return to his childhood.

The magic doctor continued: "Mother will clean the house, hang up lanterns, post bright red decorations, start making pork, tofu, and rice cakes, and sit on the couch with me on New Year's Eve. Dawn..."

The magic doctor said calmly, as if the scenes were presented in front of his eyes, Xie Fu said it was sad, at least the magic doctor once had it, but he never had these memories, and smiled bitterly.

The magic doctor suddenly looked up at Xie Fu, "Are you making fun of me? It doesn't matter, I will kill you in a while."

Xie Fu said: "No, I envy you. Although some things have passed away, they can remain in our hearts forever, and they will last forever. Those who have never owned them will never be able to have them."

The magic doctor reached out to take the chicken soup, turned and left, "Take a good look at my camellia, I have to leave for a day."

Xie Fu was surprised, is she going to find a place where no one is there to cry?

Xie Fu returned to Tantai Heqing and talked to Tantai Heqing.

After Tantai Heqing was surprised, he said with a smile: "Fu, you are really a caring person."

Xie Fu smiled and said: "He Qing, senior magic doctor has a weird temperament, you have to be more tolerant, after all, she is your savior."

Tantai Heqing said jealously: "Fu, if she is not an old woman, I would suspect that you are interested in her, and you don't wear pants, and you don't know who to seduce with your legs exposed all day long, you are always shameless. "

When she said that, she was startled suddenly, and said in doubt: "Why are her legs so smooth, Fu, do you think she will be very young?"

Xie Fu smiled and said, "Don't think too much about it. People in martial arts age slowly. Even Zhou Zhen calls her master. One can imagine how old she is."

Tantai He said affectionately: "It's true."

After a while, the servants sent by Steward Kong delivered the daily supplies as usual.

Xie Fu specially ordered this servant to bring over what he needed.

The two started to tidy up the hut that hadn't been cleaned for many years.

Tantai Heqing had just recovered from a serious illness, and Xie Fu didn't make her too tired, so Tantai Heqing directed her from the side.

Xie Fu is good at work, but Tantai Crane is good at directing and arranging.

Being busy, it seems like the husband and wife are preparing for the new year...

Busy and sweet, plain and warm.

In the evening of the next day, Su Zaomu returned. She went to see her mother. For some reason, she dared to watch from a distance.

(End of this chapter)