Xiaosheng is not a nerd

Chapter 326 Emotional Contest
Duanmu Ci ran too far, until her body suddenly lost her true energy, she didn't realize it, fell from a high place, and the pain hit her. At this moment, she felt that she was just a mortal woman.

She is only a body of flesh and blood, her heart is also made of flesh, and the blood that flows from her body is warm and human.

She actually liked the feeling of pain a little bit, real and ordinary, she looked at the scratched place on her arm, and smiled for some reason.

When he came back, Duanmuci was on foot, walking back step by step.

Walking slowly, the scenery in front of you can always be seen for a long time, giving you time to appreciate and reverie, but it does not pass by in a flash.

She looks at the greenery, smells the fragrance of vegetation, and feels that she is a part of the world, integrated with the world, can personally feel the infinite vitality of nature, and can make you happy physically and mentally.

It turns out that if you walk fast, you will miss so many scenery.

At this moment, she longed to be an ordinary woman.

It was almost dusk when I came back, and I looked at the grass and trees in front of me, the mountains and the land were so familiar.

She has known Xie Fu for more than three years, and she has known him for more than three years in total before and after Wangyou Zhuan was given to him.

Xie Fu has become a part of her life, and this place is like their home, which was built together by the two.

Home is a place that makes people feel nostalgic, but at this moment Duanmu Ci's heart is in turmoil, she is somewhat resistant and troubled.

His brows were also frowned, and Duanmu Ci felt a little relieved when he saw the person sitting cross-legged practicing under the setting sun.

Duanmu Ci collected his mood and began to prepare dinner.

The food is still the same noodles, which is the best thing they can eat.

When eating together, Duanmuci ate quietly with his head down, as if giving Xie Fu a stingy look, but in fact she was secretly paying attention to Xie Fu, feeling uneasy.

What happened in the morning was too intense. She hurt Xie Fu severely, and said a lot of heartless words to hurt him severely.

When he grabbed his palm and pressed it lightly on his chest, Duanmu's compassion was almost broken.

Fu Er, I have endured no less pain than you, but you are a man, and you cannot be worse than a little girl like Master.

This pain is only temporary, it will pass soon, you will fall in love with other women, you will reap the joy.

But you can't love me, this is a pain that can never be resolved in a lifetime.

From today onwards, I will be a strict, cold and ruthless master, I will not hurt you anymore, I will make you hate me, even hate me.

In the depression, when Duanmuci thought of these things, he was relieved a little.

There was a creaking sound in the silence, Duanmuci looked over, but it was Xie Fuchi's high-spirited sound.

The vivaciousness was like a ray of warm sun shining on Duanmu Ci's heart, instantly melting ice and snow, and he smiled sweetly, the joy came from the heart.

Xie Fu heard the laughter and raised his head to look at her, Duanmu Ci immediately turned cold and pretty.

Xie Fu didn't speak, and continued to eat noodles with his head buried, making the creaking sound of eating noodles again.

Duanmu Ci noticed that the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, as if he was smiling.

Why is he still smiling? Is it because the noodles are delicious or...

Duanmuci asked: "What are you laughing at?"

"I'm not smiling."

creak creak~
Duanmu Ci said directly: "You were just laughing."

Xie Fu responded with a smile, "I'm happy."

Duanmu Ci was astonished, "You are happy!"

"Yeah, I'm happy, I feel that when I can let go of everything, my body and mind are so relaxed and comfortable."

Duanmuci asked: "Have you seen it?" He wondered in his heart, you must not be trying to make me feel uncomfortable, so you deliberately showed a happy look, you are so good, how can I be cruel to you .

Duanmu Ci suddenly felt conflicted, she only felt that facing him was the most difficult thing in the world, and she was powerless, not knowing what to do.

Xie Fu smiled and said: "I thought about it carefully, my love is so small and ridiculous, because there is only one woman here, Master Duan Muci, so I will fall in love with you. If there are other beautiful women, maybe I will also love you." Fall in love with them."

"Master Duanmuci, you are right. I will meet the woman I love, and my heart will beat warmly for her. She will also love me, and will beat warmly for me."

Duanmu Ci's heart suddenly turned sour when he heard the words, full of loss.A voice suddenly fell in my mind, no!
no!She doesn't want to!
Immediately Duanmu Ci felt that she was so cheap, she should be happy, what was she missing, didn't all of this go as she wished?

Maybe after staying with him for a long time and being influenced by him, she is no longer the Duanmu Ci she used to be. May I ask if there was anything in the past that could easily arouse her emotions.

Xie Fu pretended to bury his head in eating noodles, but observed Duanmuci in secret, and as expected, he caught a glimpse of the disappointment between her brows, and secretly rejoiced in his heart, Master Duanmuci, you can never hide it from me again, no matter how cold you are when you bump into you.

Let me tease your proud and stubborn heart.

Duanmu Ci forced himself to force a smile: "Very good~" But his voice was hoarse for some reason, revealing an extremely imperceptible tremor.

Xie Fu continued: "When I meet her, I will love her with all I have, and I will love her as the most precious treasure in the world, take care of her, and make her the happiest and happiest woman in the world. , this is my love, are you right? Master Duanmuci."

Mr. Xie intentionally stimulated her, with a taste of revenge. Master Duanmuci, do you know how many days and nights I suffer from longing, and I can't touch you even though you are right in front of my eyes.

If you refuse to love me, I will love others, and I will love others, and let you have a taste of this.

"Correct."

Duanmuci found that her lips were trembling a little. Hearing Xie Fu's words, she was very envious and eager, and at the same time she was very sad.

Xie Fu looked forward to the future happiness and said: "I will have a child with my love, no, I will have many children, and the family will be lively and happy."

"Probably, this is the real love, Master Duanmuci, thank you for letting me grow up, and letting me understand how naive my love for you was before."

Do not!Duanmu Ci didn't want to listen anymore, she really wanted to shout selfishly, you are mine, you are not allowed to love others, you are not allowed to love others, and take care of others.

At this moment, she has become an ordinary woman full of jealousy, hatred, and selfishness. There is nothing special about her.

"Master Duanmuci, you don't have to worry about it anymore, I can already face you calmly."

Duan Muci heard the words and looked at her, Xie Fu looked at her squarely, his eyes open.

This magnanimous gaze cut her heart into seventy-eight yuan instantly like a sharp sword. Does Fu Er no longer love me?

Duanmuci suddenly felt that life was meaningless, and he didn't have any expectations for life.

It turned out that she was so confident when she was cherished, but once she was completely lost, she knew that she couldn't let go.

Thoughts of death sprouted in my mind.

Duanmuci packed up the dishes and walked out of the cave, the setting sun shone on her face, the faint light made her a little dizzy and about to fall down.

It turns out that she is also so cowardly, she seems to be selfish for a while.

But Xie Fu's hateful eyes when he pierced his shoulder came to mind, and she told herself secretly, for you, I will be as strong as before.

very good.

Duanmuci walked forward tremblingly.

In the dead of night, on the top of the mountain, Duanmu Ci sat cross-legged on a stone, carving a stone statue with flashing golden light in his hands, and the flying stone chips were as dense as falling snowflakes.

She is like a woman embroidering clothes, she doesn't seem to know how tired she is, and she carves one statue after another.

In a daze, Jin Guang cut off his finger suddenly, and the blood spattered on the stone statue.

Duanmu Ci stopped, and hugged the stone statue tightly in his arms, but this time he couldn't feel the slightest warmth anymore.

I didn't know that I loved you so much, I didn't know that I was so cowardly and ridiculous.

……

In the past few days, Duanmu Ci has been in a state of despair, like a walking corpse. Although she has been deliberately covering it up, she can't be as plain as water at all. She can only try to avoid Xie Fu as much as possible, so that he won't see the slightest abnormality.

Sometimes, Duanmu Ci couldn't help but wonder, if he saw that I was strange, that I was heartbroken because of him, would he be happy, would he care?

Duanmuci felt that she was completely a girl in love, worrying about gains and losses, but she had never experienced such a thing.

The first time you fall in love with someone, you love so hard, so entangled, and love so sadly.

On the other hand, Xie Fu didn't seem to be affected at all. He concentrated on practicing martial arts every day, and even spent half an hour there for relaxing.

Everything she wanted, he did as he asked, and better.

After finishing the meal, Duanmu Ci asked softly, "Fu'er, is it delicious?"

Xie Fu didn't talk to her much these days, Duanmu Cihao wanted to hear his lively and excited voice.

Xie Fu smiled and nodded, as if cherishing words like gold.

Duanmu Ci groaned, but only made a noise.

Xie Fu put down the bowl and chopsticks: "Master Duanmuci, I'm going to practice."

Duanmuci raised his hand, wanting to say something, but Xie Fu had already walked out of the cave coldly.

Duanmu Ci looked at Xie Fu's cold back, his thick and slender eyelashes trembled slightly, showing a bit of pitifulness.

Xie Fu practiced kung fu with his legs crossed under the moon, as if the meaning of his life was to practice kung fu.

Duanmuci walked out of the cave, glanced at him lightly, and left.

Xie Fu opened his eyes and looked at her lost and beautiful back, feeling both happy and distressed.

He was happy because he felt that Duanmu Ci cared so much about him, and his heart ached because the sad figure from his back penetrated so deep into his bone marrow, the black hair that was only hanging down his back.

It has grown a little over the past year, but when will it grow to the waist and hips, so light and graceful.

Master Duanmuci, I'm not as cruel as you. I won't let you suffer for too long. I just want you to understand that you can't let me go.

At night, Xie Fu came to the spring pool, and the quiet and brisk sound of the water was like the ringing of bells shaking in the breeze, so pleasant to the ear.

Duanmuci, who was bathing in the pool, heard the movement, and the head of the fragrant-shouldered gnat immediately disappeared into the water, and there was a slight ripple on the water surface where it dived, as if it was just a fallen leaf falling on the water surface just now.

Is it Fu Er who wants to peek at her taking a bath?

For some reason, this thought made Duanmu Ci feel absurdly happy in his heart.

(End of this chapter)