Xiaosheng is not a nerd

Chapter 834
[What are you?] The four characters almost made Xie Fu lose his helmet and armor, and said loudly: "I am also a child of the Xie family, and I am also qualified to marry you."

"No! You are not eligible!"

"why!"

"Because I don't want to marry you!"

"Xiu'er said that the person you want to marry is me, not my cousin."

The word cousin once again stimulated Gu Xianting, you are really a good person, so good that you can hand over the person you like, I am not a commodity!
I am human!A person who loves you!You treat me like a cargo!

The hatred and anger that had just subsided a little bit rose up again.

Seeing Gu Xianting with his back on his back, Xie Fu was speechless, so he went around in front of her while the iron was hot, pressed her thin shoulders heavily, and said forcefully: "You want to marry me, right?"

It's a very romantic sentence. Whenever Xie Fu said this sentence in the past, Gu Xianting would nod shyly.

But at this moment, his words were completely ineffective.

Gu Xianting said calmly: "Maybe... I don't want to think about it now."

Xie Fu asked unwillingly: "Then why did you run away from marriage!"

Gu Xianting gently pushed his hand away, and said lightly: "The moment I threw myself into the bottom of the river, my heart also died, you know?"

"I don't want you anymore."

These five words made Xie Fu feel cold from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, and all thoughts were lost.

These five words also made Gu Xianting's lips with a faint smile slowly twitch down, and they were as flat as a duck, with crystals swirling in his eyes, but he refused to shed tears.

Seeing Gu Xianting like this, Xie Fu was like seeing a dead tree still alive and rejuvenated.

Holding Gu Xianting in his arms, he kissed her flat lips full of grievances, pouring out the longing for many days and the love in his heart.

This is the first relative of Gu Xianting's life, his head went blank, his heart was beating like never before.

Sweetness, bitterness, gratification, sadness, love, and hate come to my mind all at once.

The body is like a dead man Ren Xie Fu madly kissing, neither resisting nor responding.

Xie Fu felt that she was just a piece of ice, solid ice that would not melt even if his lips trembled.

He thought that he was not enthusiastic enough to let Gu Xianting not feel his love, so he even bit Gu Xianting's lip to test her reaction.

Gu Xianting remained motionless, like a statue.

It wasn't until the statue shed hot tears and dripped on Xie Fu's face that Xie Fu suddenly stopped and saw a face full of tears.

The thin lips that were dripping with tears said: "I will not forgive you, I will never forgive you in my life."

After saying this, Gu Xianting turned around and ran away.

Xie Fu was paralyzed as if being hit by a huge thunder. What hit his heart was not the content of Gu Xianting's words, but her firm eyes.

She loves more deeply than any woman, a brave man is fearless, and she hates more decisively and decisively than anyone else.

Xie Fu felt very clearly in his heart that he lost her, lost her forever, and nothing can bring it back!

My eyes are dim, I can't see anything, and I don't know anything.

Gu Xianting was limping, but still running, the sharp sand pierced the soles of her feet, the stinging pain was so insignificant compared to the grief in her heart.

Until she tripped on her foot and fell heavily to the ground, but didn't stand up again.

Where could she go when she stood up, and why did she stand up this time, with no goal and no motivation.

Xie Fu came to Gu Xianting like a walking corpse, squatted down, and then realized that her feet were bare, and the shoes under her feet had disappeared when she threw herself into the river.

Yes, a person will choose to commit suicide only when all thoughts are lost. The mistakes he has made cannot be made up by just saying a few words and expressing love.

Her heart is dead, how can a dead thing come back to life, he has lost her.

All he can do now is play the role of his former friend, otherwise he has nothing to do with Gu Xianting and has nothing to say.

She didn't say a word, and held her feet gently as before. In addition to the blood stains on the soles of her feet, there was also that...

Bloody chilblains.

This made Xie Fu shocked and heartbroken. He always thought that for a rich lady like Gu Xianting, her feet must be crystal clear, white and flawless, but unexpectedly, they were so full of holes and shocking.

Xie Fu's heart was bleeding, but he calmly smiled and said, "Why are your feet like this?"

The tone is too soft and flat, the more it seems too hypocritical.

It was when she was frostbitten when she carried Xiu'er through the ten miles of snow on the way to find Xie Fu.

At that time, her feet were already numb, and she had no strength, but she seemed to see Xie Fu in front of her eyes, the blood in her heart was rolling, and she gained strength step by step.

She hasn't found an adult yet, and she hasn't confessed to him yet, saying that I like you.

At this moment, Xie Fu is right in front of him!
What an irony.

Gu Xianting didn't say a word, he didn't even want to mention a word.

Xie Fu spread out his coat, tore a piece of cloth from the soft inner coat, carefully and gently wiped the freshly punctured blood on his feet, and then wiped the chilblain that oozes thick blood.

Seeing his gentle and meticulous appearance, Gu Xianting turned her face away, and she didn't know why she didn't want to look at him, whether it was to avoid or restrain herself.

He was really gentle, so gentle that he couldn't feel the slightest pain, or maybe she was already in so much pain that she didn't feel the pain.

After coming here for a while, I couldn't help but look back again, and something fell from the lowered face.

Drop by drop, it is like the spring rain coming after winter and spring.

A drop fell on Gu Xianting's instep, and the dripping water was almost warm.

Gu Xianting's frozen heart seemed to be melted into a small eye, and he stretched out his hand to lift Xie Fu's chin silently, and the hot water droplets came out of his eyes.

It was also the first time Gu Xianting saw him like this. Someone who regards life and death as a feather would cry because of something.

Xie Fu is a man, but it's not that he can't cry, but his tears never shed for himself, only for others.

His heart ached so much that he couldn't help it, just like laughing when he was happy, and he couldn't help thinking.

Gu Xianting asked gently: "Does your heart ache?"

"Heartache."

Gu Xianting smiled bitterly: "You are such a good person, you are so kind to everyone, and I am just one of everyone."

Xie Fu didn't explain, he took out the small leather boots from his pocket and asked, "Does it look good?"

Gu Xianting was very curious about how such a thing could be found on a man like him, "Where did it come from?"

Where is it?
I prepared it especially for you.

"When I arrived at Xuantanzhai that day, I saw this pair of soft leather boots, and thought that if you put on these boots, you would not rub your legs when riding a horse, so I bought them, thinking that I would give them to you when I have a chance. "

Gu Xianting was surprised, is this caring about himself?Reaching out to touch, the part that wraps around the ankle is really soft, so soft that it can be folded and hung like paper.

Xie Fu introduced: "This is buckskin, the softest skin in the world."

Gu Xianting asked: "Does anyone else have it?"

　It should be repaired, Xie Fu.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)