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Chapter 158
Xie Yuan frowned, turned the leaves in his hand around again, looked at the morning glow in the distance and said:
"You know that when I left home, I made up my mind for many reasons. One of them was that I didn't want to live on my knees. To the north was the imperial court established by the Hu people of Xianbei. The Hu people and the Han people had always discriminated against each other. And they took power again. I heard from my father that when Uncle Xie Bai Zhengneng was able to gain important positions, it was due to his diligence and caution that was several times higher than that of others. Every time he spoke, his words were of great use, and only then did he fall into the eyes of the emperor.

But in the end, even though he assisted three generations of emperors with outstanding merits, Wannian was ordered to compile the history of the country and wrote a few truths about the Xianbei people, and he punished the nine clans, even the in-laws.You and I know the root cause of such a bloodbath.

You give me a reason why I choose to work in a court that is hostile to me. Is it because I dislike longevity?Or are the knees too soft? "

Shen Liuzhen knew that Xie Yuan's words implied that he was too spineless.But he is usually not a person who cares about face, so naturally he is not angry, he just said:
"Shi Yu Wulei is different. I have had a deep talk with him. Because of the Hu-Han fight, his father was killed, and an eunuch in Zongai had an opportunity to murder his grandfather. Showing off his power in the classroom. This is the pain in his heart, he has already hated it, and after he takes power, he will definitely do something to reverse this situation."

Xie Yuan said directly:
"Turning the world around by one person? What do you think the chances of winning are?"

Shen Liuzhen was silent for a while and said: "He is not an ordinary person. He is the emperor who is in power in half of the country today. As long as the administration is proper, it will be enough to change the world."

Xie Yuan looked at him and shook his head, then turned his eyes to the distance again, and said:

"After I joined the army, I had one of the biggest feelings, that is, people like to gather together. The more difficult the situation is, the more we have to divide you and me, divide you and us, fellow villagers, relatives and influence, and then fight for a little bit of profit. It's up to you.

What's more, there is such a huge difference between the Xianbei Hu people and the Han people, from language to basic necessities of life, to customs and habits?How can we live in peace regardless of you and me?

Besides, even if your Shi Yu Wulei regards the world as the public and wants to break the conflict between the two races, would other Xianbei people think so?Will you be willing to give up the rights that are now stepped on the heads of the Han people?Why? "

Shen Liuzhen folded his hands, looked into the distance together with Xie Yuan, sighed heavily, and said:

"I know there are many difficulties, but I have the confidence now that as long as I am willing to do it, there is always hope."

After he finished speaking, he turned to look at Xie Yuan, and asked gently:
"Don't you hope? If one day, the Hu and Han people can live in peace, there will be no more years of war. Isn't that our common wish?"

When Xie Yuan heard about it, he recalled the scene outside Linjiang City three years ago, those people, and Xunya's small figure lying on the ground.

Xie Yuan's recent knots of heart troubled her, she frowned and said:
"My previous goal was to end warfare with war, and to settle disputes in the world with force."

Shen Liuzhen didn't understand why she added "before" and said:
"That's no problem. Use force to make the world submit, and use civil rule to make the world submit. But all dynasties that unite the world have come here since the beginning of the country."

Xie Yuan subconsciously tore the leaf in his hand in half, and suddenly turned around and asked him:

"Have you ever killed someone? Do you feel guilty?"

Shen Liuzhen was stunned for a moment, thinking about Zong Ai who was cheated to death by him.To be reasonable, Zong Ai has always been kind to him.

It's a pity... well, maybe he's rather cool, and doesn't feel any guilt at all.

So he asked back: "You have been in the army for so long, and you have been promoted to a lieutenant with military merits. You have killed a lot of people, right? Why do you suddenly feel guilty?"

Xie Yuan frowned in distress, and said: "Two months ago, I was ordered to attack a local bunker. After I entered, I found that the people fighting us inside were just a group of villagers. Face to face on the dead body howling.

...I didn't think much of it at the time, it was just a bit of a surprise.At night, I dreamed of Xun Ya, and dreamed that I became the chief culprit who killed her.

So I found out that I actually did the same thing as the people I hated. "

Shen Liuzhen looked at Xie Yuan's profile, feeling a little shocked and sad.

He knew that Xie Yuan had been a soft-hearted person since he was a child, and he was upright by nature and had a chivalrous heart.

She is good at martial arts, but she doesn't like to kill... Now that she joins the army and fights everywhere, it is expected that she will have conflicts and suffer.

Shen Liuzhen withdrew his gaze, and both of them looked at the ground under their feet, after a long silence.

Shen Liuzhen said seriously and gently:

"A Yuan, the so-called "no breaking, no building, this cruel thing, someone has to do it. In my heart, you are a natural general, born in a troubled world. You should show your strengths and do your part to end this troubled world." Li, don’t give up easily, A Yuan.”

Xie Yuan couldn't describe how he felt when he heard Shen Liuzhen say these words in a gentle voice, he just felt touched in his heart and suddenly became enlightened, and then his eyes became moist and hot in an instant.

She could only describe it as being moved, but she felt that the reason for being moved was very complicated.

She turned her head to look at Shen Liuzhen, looking at this gentle young man with the temperament of "being in harmony with the light and the dust", she only felt that the depth of her heart was lightly poked, and then she jumped twice uncontrollably .

It is more violent than when fighting on the battlefield because of the excitement.

She raised her wrist to cover her chest, calmed down the beating in her heart, her eyes flickered for a while, she pursed her lips subconsciously, and said:

"Who said I'm going to give up?... But, thank you for staying. I always find it strange that everyone doesn't support me, only you have never been different from others..."

When Xie Yuan said this, he suddenly thought of something, his reddish face turned pale, and he asked sternly:
"Shen Liuzhen... Are you coaxing me with your tricks to make people happy?! In fact, these are not what you really mean?"

Shen Liuzhen, who was originally serious, suddenly froze. The bright light in his eyes shook because of shock, and then he shouted anxiously:
"I was wronged, A Yuan...I..."

Because he was eager to prove his sincerity, he beat his legs helplessly twice, his wide sleeves fluttered up and down, like a spoiled child:

"...Everyone else thinks my lies are true...Only you take my heart-to-heart words as lies....Do you dare to repay the retribution of my frequent lying?...God! "

(End of this chapter)