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Chapter 366 Why do you underestimate yourself so much?

Shen Liuzhen's eyes flashed, sliding across Xie Yuan's face like water, and asked with a smile:
"Reuse? ... What do you mean?"

Xie Yuan thought that she and Shen Liuzhen had different camps after all. Now that the old emperor of Song State was seriously ill, if Wei Guo knew about it, he might take advantage of him. She didn't want to reveal too much to Shen Liuzhen, so she said:
"In short, the emperor has figured it out, no longer cares about whether I am a man or a woman, and decided to reuse me according to my strength."

Shen Liuzhen raised his eyelids, observed Xie Yuan's expression, put the paper bag in his arms on the table, and asked:

"Then why are you unhappy?"

Xie Yuan lowered his eyes, and said in a low voice: "Liuzhen, the Emperor of Song State said that you should stop every war between Wei State and Song State, and you can't let Song State's territory lose any more. Otherwise, your territory will be lost." The letter was announced to the world.

You gave him such a weakness to cover me.

Now he wants to use this to threaten you...I want to use this to threaten you for the Song Kingdom..."

Xie Yuan tightened his hands on the table, not daring to look at him, and said with downcast eyes, "You hate me."

When Shen Liuzhen heard this, his lost expression flashed, and he said relaxedly:

"What do I hate you for? This result was predicted before I did that. If I didn't arrange a retreat for myself, how dare I take this deadly move?"

Xie Yuan was a little surprised, turned his head to look at him, and asked, "What is the way out?"

Shen Liuzhen stopped talking, but put his hands into his sleeves, looked at Xie Yuan with a sweet smile, the two dimples on his cheeks seemed to be filled with honey, looked directly at Xie Yuan and said:

"A Yuan, are you really willing to deal with me in order to help Song Guo?"

Xie Yuan was silent for a while, then raised his eyes and said firmly:
"I don't need to deal with you, as long as you come to the side of Song State, it will be the best way for both sides."

The smile on Shen Liuzhen's face was a little stiff, his voice became much softer and gentler, and he asked seriously:
"Then what if I just don't want to? What do you do?"

Xie Yuan looked directly at him frankly, pursed his lips, and revealed guilt and intolerance in his eyes, but his voice was still decisive:

"Earlier, you and I have already agreed that each will be responsible for his life and death according to his ability. It's just that we were lucky in the past, thinking that we would end up on the same road. Now it seems that this is impossible. Then... it will not be possible in the future. Need to hold back."

Shen Liuzhen looked at Xie Yuan and tilted his head slightly, his frowning and shaking eyes revealed his disbelief.

He carefully weighed how much determination Xie Yuan had when he said this, but the more he weighed, the colder and more painful he felt.

In the end, he could only murmur and ask:

"A Yuan...we have a marriage contract, and you...will fight to the death with me in the future, so what about our...marriage contract?"

When Shen Liuzhen said this, his voice was so soft that he was careful as if he was afraid of breaking his dream, his throat rolled, and he even choked up.

His eye sockets were red, tears were in his twinkling eyes, the flickering light dangled, and finally rolled down his pretty cheeks, like a crystal bead.

Seeing Shen Liuzhen's appearance, Xie Yuan quickly withdrew his gaze as if his heart had been burned.

Shen Liuzhen is so good-looking, he is more handsome and heroic than when he was a child.

But he still cried, silently, with pear blossoms and rain...

Few men cry in front of others.

Even if there are, most of them cry with distorted expressions, like evil spirits.

Xie Yuan has never seen a man who cries like Shen Liuzhen, with a broken beauty that makes people feel pity and upset.

Xie Yuan unconsciously pursed his lips, and squeezed his slender and delicate fingers, trying to calm his mind, looked at the ground and said:
"Liuzhen...don't cry."

"...Huh?" Shen Liuzhen still looked at Xie Yuan, as if he didn't understand, raised his eyebrows slightly to show doubts, and looked at her expectantly.

But even if Xie Yuan didn't look at him, his "huh?" also had a nasal voice, and the deep magnetism revealed a strong meaning of pain, so he drilled into Xie Yuan's ear, all the way to her heart, in her heart Scratched up.

Xie Yuan closed his eyes involuntarily, raised his hand to support his forehead, and leaned his elbow on the table.

She felt a little sour and itchy in her heart. She couldn't tell what it was like, but it was extremely uncomfortable.

At this moment, Liu Qinbing's voice came from outside: "Lang Jun, A Yuan, I'm coming in?"

When Shen Liuzhen heard this, he turned his face away, raised his sleeve and wiped the tears on his face.

Xie Yuan glanced at him guiltily, and felt even more uncomfortable seeing Shen Liuzhen lowering his eyes and not looking at her indifferently.

But there was no other way, so he cleared his throat and shouted to the door: "Brother Liu, come in."

Liu Qinbing took the package that Xie Jiarang brought to Xie Yuan, which contained clothes and letters, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw the two of them sitting in front of the table, the atmosphere was even dignified and weird.

Xie Yuan was fine, and he stood up awkwardly and smiled at him to say hello.

Shen Liuzhen, on the other hand, was completely different from the Huantuo before he entered the door. He sat there with his eyelids downcast, looking at his heart, like a Bodhisattva, with red eyes.

Seeing the scene, Liu Qinbing knew that he had come at an untimely time, so he silently put the burden in Xie Yuan's room, then grinned at Xie Yuan, and walked out without saying a word. He quickly closed the door.

Xie Yuan stood there at a loss, not knowing what to say next.

Shen Liuzhen stopped crying, but asked in a calm and cold voice: "Is the old emperor of the Song Dynasty dying soon?"

Xie Yuan suddenly turned his head to look at Shen Liuzhen, only to see that Shen Liuzhen looked at the ground with half-cast eyes, followed by interrogative sentences, but his expression was already affirmed.

Xie Yuan couldn't help feeling vigilant, and asked: "How do you know what's going on in the palace? You have spies in Song State?...Who is it?"

Shen Liuzhen still didn't look at her, as if he was hurt, he sat upright, only talking:

"Wei State has spies in Song State for sure, but I don't. I'm just guessing. A Yuan... You should know that the Emperor of Song State can't really use you, he's just using you."

Xie Yuan's expression was firm, without the slightest surprise, he said:
"I know, but what about using it? I'm afraid that I will be treated as a display by others, and I won't even be remembered for using it!"

Shen Liuzhen pretended to have a cold and calm expression, and finally cracked. He looked up at Xie Yuan, frowned slightly, and asked with distress and confusion:

"A Yuan, why do you despise yourself so much?"

(End of this chapter)