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Chapter 967 Sober up!

Seeing that Shen Liuzhen had spoken, Xie Yuan didn't care what he said, at least it meant that he was no longer a living dead, so he quickly answered:
"Say, I'll listen to whatever you say."

But Shen Liuzhen hesitated again, with deep pain and struggle on his silent face, he didn't speak for a long time.

It was only then that Xie Yuan began to realize what Shen Liuzhen had just said.If it was an ordinary matter, he couldn't keep it from her all the time.

After all, the two grew up together and experienced so many things. She didn't know what he looked like, so there was no need to hide anything from her.

The expression on Xie Yuan's face became serious, seeing Shen Liuzhen's expression, he didn't dare to rush, but just kept waiting.

With despair in his eyes, Shen Liuzhen looked at the roof of the car and said lightly:

"At the beginning...the two people who lobbied my father to rebel were sent by me."

Xie Yuan was stunned for a moment, some did not react, and asked subconsciously:

"what?"

Shen Liuzhen's Adam's apple swallowed, it seemed to be very bitter, but tears still flowed down his expressionless face, along the corners of his eyes and into his temples:
"During the Southern Song Dynasty, several times I advised my father to take you to stand on his own feet, but he refused. So I thought, push him with external force, so I used the two spies buried in the Song Dynasty by the State of Wei, First form a party in his name, and then use this power to force him to submit."

Shen Liuzhen paused for a moment. Although he was crying, he didn't make a sound at all. There was deep despair in his calm tone, and he continued:

"But I didn't expect that he would rather expose those two people than take that step. At that time, I thought this method was foolproof. His reputation and your strength were enough to make things happen. So I returned to Wei Guo with peace of mind. , Waiting for news in Wei Guo.

But who knew... the push I pushed him actually drove him to a dead end..."

Xie Yuan looked at Shen Liuzhen, the tears in the corners of his eyes, and his calm expression. At first, a chill rushed to the top of his head, his hairs stood on end, and he felt a deep sense of fear for Shen Liuzhen.

She hasn't experienced this kind of fear for a long time, because she knows him too well, because of his closeness, and because of trust.

But at this time, when he told the secret that had been buried for so long, at that moment, she suddenly felt that Shen Liuzhen was strange again.

It seemed that there was a distance again all of a sudden, and the sense of fear became sharper.

She looked at him in horror, retreated a bit, stretched out her hand and pressed it on the floor, her mind went blank, and she couldn't think of any thoughts.

Shen Liuzhen cried and said:

"It was I who killed him... After knowing his tragic death, my heart hurts so much, I regret so much, I almost can't live.... I don't know if you can understand my feelings. I didn't mean to hide it from you, it's just that This matter is too heavy, I don't have the courage to think about it, let alone speak out, I just hope it never happened, or I forget it."

Xie Yuan froze there, almost stopped breathing, and still didn't speak.

Shen Liuzhen seemed to be explaining the funeral, or maybe because this matter had been on his heart for too long and it was too heavy, he wanted to die a little easier, and then said:
"I thought this matter was over, and I almost... almost wouldn't suffer from this matter anymore, but... Ulay died again."

He made a miserable self-deprecating smile and said:
"Coincidentally, he was also forced by me. I forced him to make a choice between family affection and community. It is not something that ordinary people can do, but I am sure that Ulei is a good man." The emperor, when necessary, he will, for the sake of Jiangshan Sheji, he will stab himself in the heart and cut off this family relationship. As a result...you saw..."

Shen Liuzhen heaved a long sigh with sobs, frowned in pain, and said:
"I... guess God really can't understand me, that's why my father and my best friend died because of my own plan. A Yuan... I'm sorry..."

Sorry, I don't have the energy to do anything anymore, let me die.Shen Liuzhen said desperately in his heart.

Xie Yuan looked at Shen Liuzhen, the strangeness and fear made her speechless, she felt as if she had been cast by a spell, and fell into a quagmire, unable to move.

But she was Xie Yuan, she refused to admit defeat, and struggled subconsciously, suddenly, her stiff body could move, her dull eyes turned, and then she got off the carriage as if fleeing.

The emperor's car was still driving, Xie Yuan jumped out of the car, and got on the horse that Zhao Nianyou was leading for him.

There was no smell of soup and blood inside the car, and the wind blew immediately chilled her confused mind.

She suddenly felt very tired, as if she had returned to the prairie where the creeps lived, or the desolate and miserable official road when she escaped from the house...

Many memories of the torment and rush that she felt in the past emerged at this time, overlapping with the scene in front of her. The long road was endless, and she was so tired that she wanted to give up.

"General, what's wrong with you?" Zhao Nianyou asked suddenly.

Xie Yuan turned his head and glanced at him, his scattered eyes gradually focused.She saw Zhao Nianyou's immature face, and the expectant and worried eyes of other soldiers.

Her spirit returned to the cage immediately, and Danfeng's eyes became firm - she couldn't slack off, many people's lives were in her hands!
"It's okay." Xie Yuan replied sharply, turning his face away as if nothing had happened.

She turned her head in a smart way, glanced at the imperial carriage beside her, took a deep breath, turned over again, and jumped back in two or three steps.

Shen Liuzhen was still lying next to the emperor Wu Lei, and every time Xie Yuan looked at the dead emperor, he couldn't help but feel sad and regretful. Adding Shen Liuzhen, it really made people despair.

Xie Yuan grabbed Shen Liuzhen's shoulder, pulled him up, and shouted in a deep voice:

"Shen Liuzhen! Look at me!"

Xie Yuan used the momentum of ordering, and every word clanged, hitting Shen Liuzhen's heart like a hammer. He felt a dull pain, subconsciously obedient, and looked into Xie Yuan's eyes.

Xie Yuan's face was full of restrained anger, and Danfeng eyes with astonishing power, stared at him and said:
"Don't think about the past anymore! Think about the present! You have worked hard with His Majesty for more than ten years, are you willing to be ruined like this!"

Shen Liuzhen's eyes flickered for a while, and he said coldly for a while:

"It's already ruined...it's all in vain, and everything has to start again...too tired, A Yuan..."

Xie Yuan's eyes were firm, like the light of a sharp knife, and he said firmly:
"It's not a new start! Liu Zhen, every step we have taken, every bit of effort we have made, cannot be in vain! Even if His Majesty is gone, today's court is no longer what it was yesterday.

Stay!I need you!His Majesty needs you too!Many people need you!Sober up! ! "

(End of this chapter)