girl riding a horse

Chapter 97
The red curtain is the tent of military prostitutes in the military camp. Since she joined the army, she has often heard this word from the mouths of the group of veterans.

For them, the red tent is a reward and a good place for recreation after every battle.

Why is it a good place, because there are women there.

Although Xie Yuan still doesn't understand what fun men and women will have when they stay together, he has already seen their attitudes towards those women in the mouths and expressions of those men.

They are just playthings, one can talk, a kind of plaything that happens to look similar to her.

This made Xie Yuan, who already knew clearly that he was a woman, very painful.

It was getting dark, she soaked in the water and took off her clothes, scrubbing her clothes vigorously under the faint light, looking down at her flat chest, and thinking about the appearance of the military prostitute just now when she was about to leave, she suddenly Anxiety and irritability overwhelmed me.

She wrung out her clothes, raised her hand and threw it on the stone behind her. There was a fire on the side of the stone, which just made the leaning stone warm and blocked her like a barrier.

Inside the barrier is a warm and bright world.

Behind the barrier is the cool autumn water, and darkness, and I am hiding in the darkness.

She closed her eyes, trying to force herself to forget these pessimistic and helpless emotions, then turned her head, removed the bun on her head, soaked in the water and rubbed fiercely, washing away the black ashes and blood scabs on her head go.

But even so, the orchid in red, and the military prostitute who just left, the way they speak, the way they smile, and the winks that are always trying to please people, all make her Sad and angry...

As if she was crushed by reality, she turned around and lay down on the edge of the stone, buried her face on the back of her hands, and when she raised her face again, her eyes and eyebrows illuminated by the fire were full of unwillingness and pain look.

She couldn't figure it out, why do people in the world divide men and women?As long as she is a woman, she should do this and that, but there is nothing she likes to do.

Through hard work, she can prove to others that she is not bad, and that she is capable of doing what a man can do, and can do well.

But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't change her physical defects.

In her opinion, since the various characteristics of being a girl limit what she wants to do, and are so despised by others, what is it not a defect?
She is obviously not disabled, but she is more terrifying than any disability.Because one day, her disability will not be able to hide, someone will find out, and then she will be thrown back home.

Xie Yuan felt hopeless. She went to the battlefield to kill the enemy, and spent the night alone in the dark wilderness. Nothing made her feel more hopeless and terrifying than her girl's identity being discovered.

But this result is completely irreversible and cannot be changed through hard work.

Thinking of this, Xie Yuan grasped the stone tightly, her fingers trembled because of too much force, the blue blood vessels showed shadows through her skin, her hair was disheveled, her forehead was buried on the back of her hands, and her throat was full of unwillingness whimpering...

"What's the matter, no matter you are a man or a woman, aren't you still you?"

Such a sentence suddenly appeared in Xie Yuan's mind, and the familiar voice seemed to ring in her ears, Shen Liuzhen's fake smiling face appeared in front of her eyes, with deep dimples on her cheeks, and a sweet smile Sweet, harmless to humans and animals.

Xie Yuan's irritated heart was a little more at ease: at least, at least there is one person in this world who will not use her status as a girl to limit her goals and actions.

She pursed her lips and looked at the firelight, the warm yellow light finally reflected into her pupils, revealing a trace of warmth.

But soon, Xie Yuan sighed in disappointment again, and said to himself:

"... He is used to pretending to be warm. Who knows if he is sincere or false when he says this?"

……

……

On the shooting range, with a smile on his face, Shen Liuzhen respectfully performed a Confucian etiquette towards Wu Lei who was coming from a distance, and buried his head behind his raised sleeves.

Ulay waved his hand when he looked up.Although the sun was sunny today, the wind was a bit strong, and the lapel on his skirt covered half of his face, and he raised his hand to smooth it down.

Then look at Shen Liuzhen wearing a Confucian-style gown with large sleeves made of Han, the front of the skirt fit properly, and only the hem and sleeves fluttered slightly in a gust of wind, it was indeed more romantic and eye-catching than their barbarian-style gown.

He An, who was following him, followed him quickly, while looking at Shen Liuzhen in the distance bitterly, and said:

"The emperor's grandson, why don't you punish him? Look at his appearance, he looks respectful on the surface, but in fact he has evil intentions secretly."

Ulay didn't look at him, and said as he walked, "Why is it so serious? We're about the same age, we had a few quarrels, and there was a fight. He's a companion, what evil is he hiding?"

When Hean heard this, his face turned into a lump, and he said, "No, grandson of the emperor, why do I feel that you are suddenly turning towards that Han man?"

"It's not a question of who you want and who you don't. What do you want me to do? Send someone to beat him up to vent your anger?... You got a lot of credit for the fight at that time. Why did he pass by alone? You're a dirty one, but you're not forgiving?" Ulay turned his face and asked curiously.

He'an was dumbfounded by the question.Can he just say that he just doesn't like Shen Liuzhen and wants him to disappear from his circle of life?

But if this is said, even His Majesty the Emperor might be offended. Shen Liuzhen was ordered by the Emperor to accompany Wu Lei to read.

So he pouted and moved his mouth, but finally said nothing, and gave Shen Liuzhen another fierce look.

Wu Lei stood still in front of Shen Liuzhen, and said: "I called you here today, just to hope that you and He'an can shake hands and make peace. Last time, both of you were at fault. Apologize to each other, and let this matter pass." .”

After he finished speaking, he turned to look at He An beside him, and asked, "What do you think?"

He'an's already long chin was staggered and crooked, he rolled his eyes and didn't look at Shen Liuzhen, and said reluctantly:

"Yes……!"

Shen Liuzhen didn't seem to be dissatisfied at all, with deep dimples on his face, a kind smile, and apologetic, he cupped his hands to He'an and said:
"Mr. He'an, it was my fault last time. Because I was in a bad mood, Mr. He'an was blamed for nothing. I want to accompany you."

He'an looked at Shen Liuzhen's smiling face, and for some reason, he kept thinking about that day when he pointed at him with his teeth and claws, scolded him as "humble", and called him "shameless".

Comparing the two sides, he felt that Shen Liuzhen was an out-and-out lunatic, his eyelids twitched involuntarily, and he pursed his mouth in disgust and said nothing.

Ulay originally had his hands behind his back, but when he saw him like this, he stretched out the back of his hand and hit his forearm, then raised his chin towards Shen Liuzhen.

He An couldn't help it, so he clasped his fists together, and said reluctantly: "It's okay, anyway, I beat you hard, and if you don't suffer, let's treat it as a settlement."

Upon hearing this, Shen Liuzhen smiled with big eyes into the shape of a crescent moon, and said to He An, "...Thank you, Mr. He An, for your generosity."

(End of this chapter)