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Chapter 241 Resolute and Crazy

Wu Fangmei looked very weak, very thin, and her face was as white as a piece of paper.

Lu Beicen really couldn't believe it, how could this woman in front of her, whose voice was as soft as a cat's, be able to deal with such a cruel hand, even if she hates it deeply, it's not difficult to vent her anger, but how could she be willing, A pillow, to send away her own daughter who was brought to sleep with her every night?

"If you die, there will be no pain. What I feel most sorry for her is that I didn't die." Wu Fangmei's voice was like a silk, there were no tears in her eyes, no excitement on her face, but a self-deprecating smile.

"But I, for a while, can't die. I killed someone and set it on fire. Can I be sentenced to death? You are a reporter, you must know, can you tell me?"

Facing Wu Fangmei's expectant eyes, Lu Beicen really didn't know what to say. She knew very well that in Wu Fangmei's situation, the possibility of immediate execution of the death sentence was very small, and the high probability would be death with reprieve.But for a person who is determined to die, she can only sigh secretly.

"She's so small and so cute, why do you think, for her, death would be better than life?"

Wu Fangmei sneered softly: "You must be unmarried and have no children, so you don't understand. In fact, women are reincarnated in this world to suffer. I don't want to live anymore, and I don't want my daughter to continue to suffer. I gave birth to her." It's my fault for coming out, it's better to just take her away together."

"Do you not want your daughter to live like you in the future?"

Wu Fangmei still had a sneer on her face: "Unless she doesn't get married in the future, but I don't want to live anymore. I can't wait for her to grow up. I can't keep looking at her. Marriage is the beginning of tragedy for a woman, and giving birth to a child is a tragedy." Extension, when I was a girl, I lived a good life every day..."

Recalling the past, Wu Fangmei seems to have a desire to confide in her. For her, the nearly 40 years of her life have been a dream that has turned from joy to pain.

Wu Fangmei has a handsome appearance and a good family background. For the past 32 years, she lived smoothly. Until the age of [-], two accidents occurred in her life.

The first accident was an unexpected pregnancy. Although the son was almost ten years old, the couple still decided to give birth to the child, because the husband Zhang Jun relied on his father-in-law to take care of him, and his business was doing very well. The family didn't care much about Wu Fangmei. In this way, she resigned and waited for the birth at home, taking care of her husband and son.

The second accident happened when Wu Fangmei was eight months pregnant. Her father passed away suddenly. The person who was less than 60 years old suddenly suffered a heart attack due to some sudden stimulation.Father Wu's position is not high, but he has some resources. In the past, Zhang Jun had to rely on his father-in-law for food, so this small family is still very stable.

Although it was two accidents, for Wu Fangmei, it meant that in the same year, she had an extra child, quit her job, and lost her father's support.

Not only that, Zhang Jun also exposed his true face.

In fact, when Wu Fangmei was pregnant, Zhang Jun had already cheated on her, but it might have been just for fun at that time. According to Wu Fangmei, maybe, before that, Zhang Jun had already betrayed her many times, but it was her I'm just stupid, I don't know anything.

Because after that, Wu Fangmei gradually discovered a reality. Although she usually has no worries about food and clothing, Zhang Jun will give her a living allowance every month, and often transfer 520, 1314, etc., but Zhang Jun She didn't know how much money he had. She had never seen his bank card, and if he mentioned it occasionally, Zhang Jun would give it to him at will.

When attending to his father's funeral, Zhang Jun still acted like a filial son in front of his father's colleagues, relatives and friends, but after finishing Wu's funeral, his face was completely different.

When Wu Fangmei gave birth to confinement, Zhang’s old couple didn’t come, so they left it to Wu’s mother to wait on the confinement and help take care of the family. Wu Fangmei and Wu’s mother complained a little, and Zhang Jun reluctantly listened to it at first. He simply put his chopsticks and left, and then he dared to confront Wu's mother directly.

Wu's mother was angry and went back to her home. Wu Fangmei, who has been going smoothly for more than [-] years, only knows to cry, and often fights with Zhang Jun, and then it develops into scolding, smashing things, beating people, and then, Zhang Jun often does not sleep. home.

It's fine if you don't have a home, the key is not to give it to your home.Wu Fangmei's spine was straight at the beginning, because she had some savings, but she was sitting on the mountain, and she was not very good at calculating her life. She still had two children to raise. Since her daughter was two or three years old, she was basically cash-strapped. up.

Wu Fangmei didn't want to bow her head, so she had to ask Wu's mother to help out occasionally. Wu's mother was already very dissatisfied with Zhang Jun, so she went to stop Zhang Jun from arguing with the women outside him, and got mad again, and the cycle went on and on. Twice, Wu Fangmei couldn't find her mother anymore.

It's not that Wu Fangmei never thought about going out to find a job, but she didn't have much skills. She used to go to work to just dawdle, and she was tired of fishing every day. It's not so easy to find a job outside.

Zhang Jun did not give money to Wu Fangmei, but gave it to his son Zhang Hao, so this family had a deformity. As a mother, Wu Fangmei even reached out to ask her son who was not yet an adult for living expenses. Intentionally or unintentionally brainwashing, Zhang Hao looked down on this mother who couldn't even support himself.

Wu Fangmei thought about divorcing Zhang Jun countless times, and she also brought it up. Zhang Jun just said: leave as soon as possible, when do you think?
But divorced, Wu Fangmei has no source of income, her son is so old anyway, but her daughter is still so young, her father has never taken care of her, let alone how deep the father-daughter relationship is, if divorced, It is undoubtedly a painful road for a daughter to follow her, let alone her father.

Thinking of this, Wu Fangmei was also scared.

From last year to this year, two more things happened. First, Wu Fangmei’s mother suffered from cancer. Surgery plus chemotherapy and radiotherapy, the cost of medical insurance reimbursement was about 30.00% of the total cost. With Wu’s mother’s savings, I borrowed some Qian, still failed to keep Wu's mother, died at the end of last year.

In order to repay the debt, Wu Fangmei sold the old house where her parents lived. The house in Blue Lake District is not worth much. In addition, the property inherited from the inheritance is sold, and the taxes and fees are also high. After selling the house, she paid for her medical expenses, which happened to be about the same. , Wu Fangmei is really short of people and money, and she is exhausted physically and mentally.

People always need an outlet to vent. At the beginning of this year, Wu Fangmei chatted very well with a male netizen on the Internet. She often confides her pain to him, which can be regarded as comfort.

Unexpectedly, this matter was found out by his son Zhang Hao. Zhang Hao reacted very strongly, thinking that his mother ate and drank his father's food, and ended up cuckolding his father, scolding Wu Fangmei very badly, which is directly equivalent to Nailed to the pillar of shame for his mother, this family, once again, the family has no peace...

But how could a mother bear such insult and belittlement to her own son who was brought up by herself?And in the words her son scolded her, she could strongly feel Zhang Jun's shadow.

Wu Fangmei gradually fell into despair. Her parents passed away early. In this world, only her daughter was left as her last concern. So, after several nights when she opened her eyes until dawn, Wu Fangmei made such a decisive and crazy move...

(End of this chapter)