Dai Ziling

Chapter 228 You Are My Thought

After Zhao Yueyao threw a dozen snowballs, Zixi finally felt a little tired. Looking at the figure not far away, which was all white from head to toe, she squatted down with a smile, waved her hands and said:
"Don't play, don't play!"

Shaking the snow on his body, Yue Yao hurriedly came over, took out a silk handkerchief from his arms, took Zixi's hands and carefully wiped them a few times, saying:
"Is it cold? Look at the frozen paws!"

Zixi was happy, and slapped her hands on Yueyao's face, saying: "Claw? Claw? Who are you talking about!"

Yue Yao's face was twisted and crooked by rubbing, but the smile in his eyes became more and more intense. He pointed to his hand: "This, this, this is a claw!"

After getting a satisfactory answer, Zixi let go of her hand. She turned her head and glanced at the windows of the main hall. The bright candlelight was particularly attractive in this cold night.

Yue Yao said: "Go in?"

Zixi shook her head: "Let's stay outside..."

Yue Yao said: "Okay, I will accompany you!"

The two of them sat on the ground with their backs against the viburnum tree, looking at the sky full of stars and the bright moon, Zixi said to herself:
"It seems that the relationship between the Celestial Clan and the Demon Clan is really tense. Their crown prince is named Xingyi, but your father expects you to compete with him. However, if you are in the same clan, you are like brothers." The name is like Xingwu and Yuelu."

Yue Yao smiled and said: "What are you thinking about in your little head every day? But you are right in one sentence, the relationship between our two clans is indeed very stiff, um, it can be said that fire and water are incompatible."

Zixi said: "But now you and him are not getting along well? I can tell that you don't hate him, and he doesn't hate you either. How nice it is."

Yue Yao said: "That's not because of you!"

Grabbing a handful of Xueyang and putting it on Yue Yao's body, Zixi gave him a hard look, and said, "So you don't really regret it, do you? Just because I think you're wrong, you admit it, right?"

Yue Yao nodded and said, "Yes!"

……

For a while, Zixi was really speechless, she thought to herself: What the hell is this sitting next to me!
After understanding the word "dislike" in Zixi's expression, Yue Yao raised one corner of his mouth with a very charming smile, and he slowly approached Zixi's face, with a hint of laziness in his magnetic voice:
"So, you can't let me go, otherwise, for a person like me who doesn't know right from wrong, I don't know what else I will do."

Snapped!
With a slap on his forehead, Zixi also showed a wicked smile: "Why don't I want you, who can relieve my itchy hands at any time, why not?"

The smile froze on his face, Yue Yao immediately sat up straight, rubbed his forehead, and muttered in a low voice: "A girl from every family doesn't know how to be ashamed!"

Rolling a blank look at him, Zixi said: "It's necessary to be ashamed with a shameless person like you! Besides, I've already decided not to be a girl!"

"Ahem..." Yue Yao was choked to death by this sentence: "I'm not a girl anymore? What do you mean? What are you going to do? I've never heard that your Feng clan has this ability!"

With a soft sigh, Zixi lowered her head: "What I mean is, I don't regard myself as a girl, and I hope that you can do the same."

Glancing at the main room, Yueyao seemed to understand the meaning of these words. She wanted to imprison herself and never have a relationship...

Leaning her hands behind her head, Yue Yao looked up at the sky and laughed softly:
"In the past, I liked to travel around, and I was curious about everything. This is not the first time I have come to this world. What kind of human feelings are cold and warm, and the world is hot and cold, heh! You can see them everywhere. As for feelings... I also saw them as a spectator Quite a few, many young men and women who "wouldn't marry if you didn't marry or you won't marry" until death, finally got together after going through all kinds of difficulties, but then, as they walked, their hearts fell apart. On the contrary, those mediocre Don't you think it's strange that Dan Dan's husband and wife have lived a good life together?"

Zixi looked puzzled and said: "Why is this happening? Isn't it hard-won, shouldn't you cherish it even more?"

Yue Yao smiled: "It's hard to come by, and when you get it, it doesn't seem so precious. After slowly going from vigorous to plain, the taste is not so strong, just like the honey soup you like to drink, you are used to it. If you lose the sweetness of three tablespoons of honey, and let you drink another tablespoon, will you still find it sweet?"

Zixi frowned: "What kind of nonsense is this, how can feelings be described with honey..."

Patting the top of Zixi's head, Yueyao said: "Silly girl, people's hearts will change, not because of their own inexplicable changes, but because of the surrounding environment or the influence of people around them, as their own feelings become uncontrollable. It changes imperceptibly. The good person in your eyes today may do a heinous bad thing tomorrow. Similarly, the bad person in your eyes today may do a great deed tomorrow. So, at this moment you think The feeling of escaping may make you regret it tomorrow... Variables are inherently unknown, and fools will draw conclusions anytime and anywhere."

After hearing these words, Zixi became silent. She didn't think of the most inconspicuous person in her opinion, but her thinking was surprisingly similar to her own.

After drawing a circle in the snow, Yue Yao continued:

"You said before that I was ruthless to Ningfu and Yue Lu. Yes, I am ruthless. Is it possible that whoever falls in love with me, I must love back? They are willing to pay, so does this become my original sin? I didn't force anyone to stay by my side. Why, is it my fault if they don't leave? Yes, I took advantage of their feelings, but there are too many people who use their feelings in this world..."

Speaking of this, Yue Yao wiped the circle on the snow with his palm, and when the palm left, the ground became smooth again, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, his smile was clear and bright, he turned his head slightly, his eyes were like stars:

"Zixi, you really give me a headache. Why do you have to take care of everyone? You just shattered the conceptual world that I thought was indestructible... So, it collapsed, you came, you Became my idea! If you say right, you are right, if you say wrong, you are wrong!"

Staring blankly at Yueyao, Zixi suddenly felt that he had never really understood the person in front of him. He was like a ray of light in the abyss, immersed in the darkness but not in the void. , but resolutely handed over the control of the light source to a person who has not known him for a long time...

Seeing Zixi staring blankly at herself, Yueyao poked the mark on her forehead: "I've said it before, I give you my life, maybe many people think so, but I'm not here to protect or give, I'm just I simply want to give you everything that belongs to me. Of course, you don’t have to, but I have the final say on whether to give it or not! Just like the three in the room, you can give it up, but it doesn’t affect their desire How to do, what to do, feelings to this extent, should be abandoned, it should be secular! Love is love, do you have to marry? If you can’t pass the hurdle in your heart, just stay single. No one is forcing you to do anything... Whether you are going to destroy the sky or the earth, we just accompany you, it's such a simple thing, why screw yourself?"

Stretching out her hand to pinch Yue Yao's face, pulling it left and right, Zixi stammered, "You...you are Teng Xuan... no, you are... Yue Yao of the Demon Race? The son of the Demon Lord? You are……"

Pulling Zixi's hand away, Yue Yao rubbed her face, and said solemnly: "Such a handsome face, how could you be willing to let go? Ah? Ah?"

One sentence made Zixi confirm that this person was the Teng Xuanchun she knew, and also Yueyao of the demon clan.She moved to the side, but her hands slipped, her body lay on the ground, her collar was slightly pulled, and under the moonlight, a shimmering string could be seen faintly.

Yue Yao helplessly pulled her up and asked curiously, "What are you wearing around your neck?"

Looking down at her collar, Zixi pulled out the colorful feather hanging around her neck, shook it in front of Yueyao, and said, "The gift I received on my birthday before, isn't it beautiful?"

Yue Yao said: "Pick it off and I will appreciate it!"

Zixi smiled proudly, took off the colorful feather and handed it to Yue Yao, touched the colorful feather lightly, Yue Yao smiled and nodded: "What a strong spiritual power! This is the amulet that Zhulan and the others gave you! "

Zixi nodded and said, "Yes."

Suddenly, Yue Yao suppressed his smile, stroked the thin rope hanging from Caiyu a few times, and asked, "Is this rope also a gift from them?"

Zixi shook her head and said, "No! It was made up by others when I went to the market before."

"Oh..." Yue Yao thought for a while and said again: "Then Zhulan should have found you based on the information of this pure feather, but why did you know the fourth brother? Zhulan is so nervous that you should be the first It's time for you!"

Moving closer to Yueyao, Zixi crossed her legs: "I... once threw it on the Pill Cave Mountain and found it later. Although this feather has a spirit, my spiritual power was sealed at that time Ah! It's been on me all the time, will it be sealed too? Is there any problem?"

Hanging Caiyu around Zixi's neck again, and helping her tidy up her neckline, Yueyao stood up, stretched out her hand to pull Zixi up, and said solemnly:

"Come into the room, I have something to ask Zhulan!"

(End of this chapter)