Dai Ziling

Chapter 230 When it enters my heart, it is the only one
After Zhulan left, the atmosphere in Biyou Pavilion suddenly became subtle.

After extremely reluctant but helpless glance at Xing Yi, Yue Yao said:

"Hey! That...Luo Yiyao, you...You and I go to the pond to investigate again, maybe we can find some other clues..."

Luo Yiyao nodded understandingly:

"it is good."

Zixi clenched her fists violently, she really wanted to say "I'll go with you", but she knew in her heart that this kind of consciousness is called "fear".

She didn't dare to be alone with Xing Yi, or in other words, she didn't dare to face her torn heart, even though she knew that Yue Yao did it on purpose, the purpose was to force herself to be brave...

In the end, she chose to stay, because some things must be faced no matter how long they are avoided.

Sometimes, a door knock is a test.

The two of them were silent for a long time, they were obviously full of words to say, but they were all stuck in their throats.

He was waiting for her to speak first; she was waiting for him to speak first.

Qingli's face was slightly pale, and the imprint between the foreheads was like a gap, splitting the two sincere people who were hugging each other tightly into looking at each other.

Zixi looked at the slender shadow on the ground, while Xingyi stared at this person who was close at hand but far away in the sky...

With a dull pain in her wrist, Zixi gave a light "hiss", and quietly put her right hand close to the hem of her skirt.

A tear fell from the corner of her eyes, and Xingyi swallowed her throat. At this time, Zixi was no longer an ordinary person, and he could not heal her wounds, but what made people heartbroken was that no matter whether it was the wounds in her heart or body, all because of Everyone rises up...

After calming down his emotions, Xingyi took a few steps forward, carefully pulled Zixi's right arm, stared at the wound and said:

"What should I do with you?"

Zixi retracted her arms, took two steps back, and said with a wry smile: "I just... just think... I feel better doing this."

"Zixi!" There were tears in Xingyi's eyes, he knew that these few steps forward were not easy for him, and Zixi's two steps back were even more difficult.

Biting her lips hard, Zixi tried her best to control her tears. After a while, she raised her head to look at Xingyi and asked, "Did you ever hesitate for a moment when you were against the sky for me?"

Xing Yi was stunned, how could she not know the answer to this question!

Zixi smiled and said: "They are also the people I want to protect! They are also the people I will miss and care about after I leave here! Is there anything wrong with doing this?"

Xingyi shook his head and said: "But if you do this...you will get backlash! The last nirvana was not completed, you...you will have to go through the endless pain immediately after you go back. You should know that all backlashes will turn into nirvana. Fire, you..."

Zixi raised her eyebrows: "Hey, it seems that you have done enough homework on our Feng Clan before going down to earth!"

Xingyi rushed forward, grabbed Zixi's arm, and said loudly: "Don't pretend to be joking! This is no joke! You..."

Speaking of this, his voice trembled involuntarily: "You, nothing can happen..."

Bloodshots spread from the whites of the eyes, and in the pupils filled with a layer of water vapor, Zixi saw her own appearance.

After a while, Zixi stood on tiptoe, raised her other hand, patted Xing Yi's head lightly and said:
"I promise you, I won't let anything happen to me!"

After a moment of silence, Xingyi held Zixi's hands, and his brows were full of affection that was unwilling to be hidden:

"Remember, to fight, I am the sword in your hand; to retreat, I am the shield in front of you. Don't allow yourself to carry everything alone. If you can care about so many mortals, your world will not be small, so , I have one more, it shouldn't be a problem, right?"

This time, Zixi did not withdraw her hand, she smiled and said: "My world is full of desperadoes, stupidity and insanity are normal, aren't you already in it?"

Xing Yi opened his eyes slightly: "It seems reasonable, so to speak, Zhu Lan is just earlier than us, um, I feel much more balanced in my heart!"

Hearing the word "Zhulan", Zixi felt as if she had been stabbed by a needle, she threw away Xingyi's hand violently, and her reaction was already expected by Xingyi, he said very calmly:

"The leader of a group of desperadoes, the leader of the foolish and lunatics, how can you be so timid when it comes to emotional matters? Such an obvious weakness, Zixi, how can you survive under such circumstances? You just said that you are the sky of your own world, and we are all in it, if you are always like this, tsk, I don’t think it will take long before the sky will collapse, and then we will all be crushed to death?”

The words pointed straight to the tip of Zixi's heart. She knew better than anyone that this weakness was not only vulnerable, but the most frightening thing was that it was exposed to the outside. Those who wanted to protect were helpless, and those who wanted to be hurt could do whatever they wanted. Of……

After all, sometimes if you want to destroy a person who values ​​love and righteousness, you only need to attack that "love" and "righteousness".

Fear spread in the blood, Zixi's body trembled inexplicably, recalling the scene when her sister blocked the ice blade for herself in Lingwu, her heart was torn with pain.

She lowered her eyes silently, tears streaming down her face, she couldn't imagine that something similar would happen again, what would happen to herself?
Seeing Zixi's sad and helpless look, Xingyi took a breath, stepped back two steps and said:

"You would rather be suffocated in the quagmire of guilt and confusion than live in the free space we have created for you. Zixi! Both Zhulan and I understand that when you enter your heart alone, you My heart is empty! Losing memory is not your fault, but you have to pay such a high price... I understand, Zhulan understands, and these people around me understand, why don't you understand?"

The upheaval in her heart gradually calmed down, Zixi raised her head and looked at Xingyi eagerly and said, "I... am punishing myself for other people's mistakes, right?"

Xing Yi said: "Otherwise?"

Zixi said: "Then am I not a fool?"

Xing Yi said, "What do you think?"

……

For some reason, Zixi felt that a muscle twisted in her brain went through with a "bang".yes!Whether it's Zhulan or Xingyi, when one person enters his heart, his heart is empty...

Thinking of this, the grievances accumulated for a long time exploded, she knelt down and cried loudly, but different from usual, this time, she cried because she felt sorry for herself.

The tranquility of the night was shattered by heart-piercing cries, Yue Yao and Luo Yiyao stood in the yard staring at the door, their moods were extremely low, and at the same time, their hatred for the perpetrator reached its peak.

The people outside the house were in a state of anxiety, while the people in the house were cut like a knife. Xing Yi just stood there silently watching her cry until she was exhausted and slumped on the ground.

This time, she really vented all her negative emotions.

At night, the tranquility it should have was restored, Yueyao and Luo Yiyao pushed the door in, patted Xingyi's shoulder lightly, and helped Zixi up from left to right.

Wiping away the tears from Zixi's cheeks with her hands, Yue Yao said: "The crying is so ugly! Howling ghosts and howling wolves! Just like other girls, they are all beautiful with pear blossoms and rain. Who are you going to scare to death in the middle of the night? "

Breaking through tears into laughter, Zixi said in a hoarse voice: "What does pear blossoms look like with rain? You teach me!"

"Cough!" Yue Yao cleared her throat, raised her orchid finger, sobbed softly, and tapped the corners of her eyes with her orchid finger, and said in a whining voice, "Hmph, why are you people so bad... Always bullying people..."

puff!
Zixi punched him in the chest, and said with a smile, "Bah, bah, bah! It's so disgusting!"

Xingyi and Luoyi looked at each other and smiled, then shook their heads helplessly, no one could compare to Yueyao in making Zixi happy.

Giggling and rubbing his chest, Yue Yao said, "How is it? Have you learned it? Show Master one?"

Zixi raised her leg and kicked: "Roll!"

"Hey?" Yue Yao dodged and escaped: "Hey! Didn't kick, didn't kick! Get out? Where are you going? If you want to get out, I have to hug you and get out... Oops..."

Feeling numbness on both sides of his thighs, Yue Yao fell to the ground with a plop. In a trance, he seemed to see the feet of Xingyi and Luo Yiyao landing slowly.

He raised his head, not afraid of the cold eyes of those two looking down, and said, "Hey! Just kidding, what about it!"

Zixi squatted down and pinched Yue Yao's mouth: "Do you understand that misfortune comes from your mouth? You know nonsense every day! Sooner or later, I will sew up your broken mouth!"

"Hmm..." Yue Yao obediently nodded, and Zixi let go of her hand, who knew that the kid pushed the ground with both palms, jumped up, landed at the door and said:
"Sew my mouth? Are you willing to do so? Besides, you... you want to sew my mouth... Hehe, I'll just do it..."

A blue light flashed, and Yueyao was lying on a big horse again. Amidst screams of "Ouch", Zhu Lan appeared with a pale face.

Before Zixi could speak, Zhu Lan stretched out her palm and pushed a dark purple light ball into her body.

Zixi was taken aback for a moment: "This..."

Realizing that the matter was not simple, Yue Yao also put away his stubborn side, he stood up and asked, "What happened?"

Looking at Zixi's red eyes, Zhu Lan looked reluctant to speak, seeing this, Xing Yi also said: "Zhu Lan, what's wrong?"

Twitching the corner of her mouth a few times, Zhu Lan sighed deeply: "Those people... have been marked."

Zixi was shocked: "Have you marked it?"

Zhu Lan nodded: "Yes."

After staggering two steps, Zixi almost fainted, she asked again in disbelief: "All... all marked?"

Zhulan didn't speak, walked up to Zixi, and held her arm: "Perhaps Lingyi had already guessed that you would do this, she knows you too well..."

Wanting to cry without tears, Zixi tightly held Zhu Lan's wrist and said, "Return to the Spiritual Bird Realm, let's go back right away!"

Zhu Lan lowered his head, as if something made him even more embarrassed, it was hard to say.

Shaking his arm, Zixi said anxiously: "Brother Zhulan!"

"Zixi, there is one person... who was not marked, and I don't think Lingyi noticed it, because he is indeed a mortal, yes, I only confirmed it after I gambled with your blood..."

"who is it?"

"Teng Xuanyun..."

(End of this chapter)