After the heroine's halo was taken away, I was reborn

Chapter 486 The Future Is Pain or Regret
Mo Guangyao knew about studying abroad when he was very young.

That year, his parents got divorced, and his father was looking for that woman's younger brother to study abroad.

Yes, it was not called studying abroad at that time, everyone said studying abroad.

It is precisely because the family has a student studying abroad, her family has a high status in the local area, and no one dares to control her when her daughter finds a married man.

At that time, Mo's father also said that following their family would be promising no matter what, and that he would leave this small place sooner or later, because the other party had a younger brother who was studying abroad.

In the end, my father left and didn't return home for a long time, and fell into the arms of the sister who was an overseas student.

Later, her mother also left. In order to avenge her father, she threw away her burden.

At that time, my mother wanted my father to bring an oil bottle, so that he could not enter the family's door.

It's just that she didn't expect that some people have no bottom line when they are selfish.

It didn't take long for his father to abandon him in order to gain access to the family.

At that time Mo Guangyao was still very young, only four years old.

A four-year-old child can't remember too many things, so that he forgets many things and details later.

But he always remembered, always remembered that the woman had a younger brother who was studying abroad, and always remembered the look in his father's eyes when he mentioned this matter, which was a mixture of yearning and envy.

He also remembered the helpless and powerless face of his mother when she heard about it.

When she knew that the other party had a younger brother who was an overseas student, her mother didn't struggle anymore, she chose to give up.

At that time, Mo Guangyao thought, are the people studying abroad so powerful and so likable?

So, at some point, he began to feel that his only way out was to study, and his only way to obtain happiness was to study abroad.

He wants to be the most powerful student, and he wants to be the person that others envy and yearn for.

Later he started to read, and he came into contact with such things as books.

Sure enough, reading is really good.

Reading can let him know more unexpected things. In the world of books, he is like an adventurous child. There is no discrimination, disgust, ridicule and teasing, only sunshine, warmth, touch and love.

Mo Guangyao likes to read, likes to study, likes too much, this kind of love is almost integrated with his soul, if he is separated, he will only feel extremely painful.

So when Jia Caishu told him that he could continue his studies, he agreed without hesitation to marry her and be engaged to her.

He went to high school and even university as he wished, and he will still get the opportunity to study abroad.

He was very happy, so happy that he didn't know what words to use to describe his mood at this time. He felt that he had touched the source of happiness, and he felt that this happiness would always be with him. From now on, his world would never be the same. No matter how bad or negative things are, his relatives will no longer leave him.

"Colorful book, thank you."

Mo Guangyao held his daughter-in-law's hand, and he knew that it would be impossible without the person in front of him.

It was she who lifted her own happiness with both hands, and it was her company and support that brought her to where she is today.

and so……

"When I come back from studying abroad, I will support my family. If I can find more opportunities to study there, I will find a way to take you and your children there.

You know, I heard that there are many different places in foreign countries, with advanced technology and development.

We can live there, and I will earn money while learning my skills, and then I will come back to build the motherland..."

You see, how beautiful it is, I quickly sketched out our future when I knew I had this opportunity.

What a perfect picture, I'm almost immersed in it, I'm almost fascinated.

But why is my heart gripped so hard, the pain so unbearable, and my panic?
Even, there is even an urge to cry.

just like……

It's as if he's been through it all, and then it turns out that it was just his fantasy, just a dream he made up, and the reality turned out to be imperfect, full of pain and regret.

How could he have such an idea, Mo Guangyao felt a little funny, obviously those things have not happened yet, obviously now is just the beginning, where is the result?
He was overjoyed and thinking wildly!
Mo Guangyao felt a little itchy on his face, he stretched out his hand to touch it, and found that he was crying at some point.

This?
Must be so happy!
Mo Guangyao wiped away his tears with his sleeve, and asked Jia Caishu who had been silent all this time.

"Well, you are also very happy. Teacher Wang said that the two sides will be able to exchange documents in a few days, and we can prepare for the beginning of next year. At that time, we will study with the class first. If we perform well, we can still enter the laboratory, and we can Arrange tutors the same as here. Caishu, don’t worry, I will work hard.”

Sure, he can, he can do anything.

Jia Caishu smiled faintly, "Okay, you work hard."

"it is good."

Mo Guangyao nodded, "Then you rest, I'll go back to the classroom first."

"Go."

Jia Caishu watched her husband go out, and the smile on her face gradually faded.

He thought well, but not what he wanted.

In the past, my mother told her not to let him read so many books. If a man reads too many books and sees the outside world, he will become bad.

Jia Caishu feels that her husband has not changed, but the distance between him and her has become longer.

In the heart of the husband, it is learning, the future, and his ideals and aspirations.

But in her heart is the family of four, how much is the meat today, how much is the rice, and how much is the food.

That's right, all she thinks about is life, how to live well now and in the future, foreign countries or something, bullshit, how could she leave here to go to other countries, if it wasn't for studying with her husband, she would She didn't even want to leave the small village where she was born and raised.

The village is backward, the village is poor, so what.

There are her relatives, her sisters and friends, and everything she is familiar with. She likes it there, especially when she is lonely and helpless, and misses that home very much.

She couldn't go out with him, never could.

Jia Caishu sighed, she felt that she seemed to have changed, she became more greedy than two years ago.

If it was before, when she knew that her husband was going to study abroad, although she disagreed, she would not say that she wanted to leave him and divorce him.

But after staying outside for two years, she suddenly felt that her husband was so selfish, how could he take care of himself in everything and not consider the people around him.

He is a self-righteous bookworm, an irresponsible husband, and an incompetent father. In his heart, he only reads books and has no concept of home.

Before coming to Qingcheng, my mother said, watch carefully, don't let those big girls and young wives in the city abduct your man.

At that time, Jia Caishu strongly denied, how could Mo Guangyao be such a person.

But now she finally understands that there has been a goblin named "Xue Xue" haunting her husband's heart for a long time, and she can't fight it at all.

From the very beginning, he regarded himself as a tool for learning.

(End of this chapter)