you are my Destiny

Chapter 11 I am the one who loves you the most
I flipped through the notes left by my mother from April to May 2022. I found that what I saw in front of my eyes was just a corner of the mirror with countless refracting surfaces. I don’t know how to choose the story to tell. Those bizarre things happened around me like that, and they affect my judgment of the truth endlessly. Even if I see these records, I may only be able to restore part of them. That's all.I managed to find the record of my mother going to the countryside with Chen Siyuan that night.

It was the rainy season at that time, and a strong wind suddenly blew up on the road. Huge raindrops mixed with roaring thunder knocked on the car window, and Fu Tinglan in the back seat was soon woken up.When the heavy rain gradually turned into a pouring water curtain, and we only drove to the middle of the road, it was already 23 o'clock in the morning on April [-], and the car was forced to stop on the side of the highway with the emergency lights flashing.

"I thought it was time."

Fu Tinglan knew that she had guessed wrong, and she was talking to herself.She was a little annoyed, looking around anxiously, why did she encounter sudden obstacles every time she wanted to get close to the truth, this time God was against her again, Fu Tinglan looked up at her companion in the cab, and at the same time regained her composure .

Chen Siyuan couldn't get out of the car, he stretched his arms as far as possible and passed a big blanket, his face was a little flustered, in the dark, he shrank his hands under his body, trembling non-stop.It should be said that his whole body looks very bad. If the light is slightly sufficient, you can see that his skin has become pale, blue like a dead person, and those muscles are terrifying. As if being removed, he put his hands on his cheeks and tried his best to make his speech look normal.

"Mr. Fu, I'm afraid this rain will last for a while. We have just been affected by the cold wind outside the city. We have to wait until the rain subsides and we can see the road clearly before we continue to set off."

Chen Siyuan had calculated the time, but he never expected that the sudden change of the weather would isolate him and Fu Tinglan in a closed space, and he also did not calculate that Fu Tinglan would wake up so soon.

For a person with a huge secret, all possibilities can happen. Rather than saying that Fu Tinglan is a monster who is over a hundred years old, it is better to say that his own situation is even worse.In fact, this kind of situation usually happens in the middle of the night from time to time. Chen Siyuan's body twitched and the pain was unbearable. He has always needed to rely on an injection to maintain his physical condition. In the early morning, it was the first time he met.

"Could this be my doom? Alan, I don't recognize it..." Chen Siyuan was thinking about this in his heart, but he couldn't control his whole body, and his spirit and body were speeding up the separation.

He wanted to spread the coat flat on his legs to support his body, but before he could do anything, he lay prone on the steering wheel, his pale lips were trembling, and he was holding his heart with both hands, almost in pain. Almost passed out.

The light in the car was very dark, and after the rumble of thunder was perfunctory, Fu Tinglan's mood calmed down temporarily. She put the blanket on her lap, leaned her whole body on the back seat, and overlapped the fingertips of her hands Closed, this is her habit of falling into solitary contemplation. It is obvious that she did not notice Chen Siyuan's condition no matter due to the severe interference of the environment or too much concentration.

"Siyuan, do you believe in 'fate'?"

That soft voice could be heard clearly in the depths of Chen Siyuan's soul, but at this moment he was speechless, and he was thinking about how to lure this companion away, or how he could leave the car smoothly, because the injection is In the trunk, what he desperately needed.

"I used to not believe it, and I was always struggling with fate, but now that I have lived to this age, especially after having Flat White, I have begun to believe it. Recently, I have always wondered whether I should accept my fate, Now I am afraid that I will bring misfortune to Freeby."

Maybe when there were only two of us, Fu Tinglan would occasionally confide in Chen Siyuan like this. Chen Siyuan has been enjoying this kind of time since he was ten years old, just being by her side quietly like this, Chen Siyuan even forgot his original intention, hoping Time flowed lightly like this, or stopped immediately, just the two of them, not thinking about anything, but at this moment he couldn't make any response to Fu Tinglan, because his soul was completely separated from his body.

He had never felt joyful and full, and his soul got rid of that body and sat beside Fu Tinglan presumptuously. With the occasional faint thunder, he was a sunny and gentle man. Thin lips and angular face are extremely handsome, but he looks like another person.There was a deep love in the man's eyes, and he kept holding Fu Tinglan like that, and Fu Tinglan seemed to have received real comfort, with a warm smile on the corner of his mouth, and gradually fell asleep.

"It's me, Alan, I promise you eternal life, I did it, but I can't control myself, touching you with someone else's body yesterday, I'm really going crazy, don't move, please let me hug you like this for a while. "

The man's soul really wanted to kiss Fu Tinglan's forehead, but he couldn't do it. It turned out that because of this spiritual obsession, the contract relationship between him and his body was temporarily out of balance. He found that he didn't even have a chance to know each other with the person in front of him, because he left the body for too long, and his soul was slowly fading, so he had to find a way to return to Chen Siyuan's body.

"Alan, no matter what happens, I'm the one who loves you the most."

He had no way to tell the truth to Fu Tinglan, this kind of blind jealousy caused him to be separated from that body, it turned out that he lost his physical strength, he could only waste the energy of that soul, everything was in vain.

Near noon, Chen Siyuan woke up in his body, his whole face was still resting on the steering wheel, looking nervously at his hands, his arms trembled due to the pressure in the early morning.At this moment, he found that the howling wind outside the window had stopped.He opened the vanity mirror at the front of the car, and his face had regained its color. Fortunately, he returned to this body.

The willow trees on the side of the road have sprouted tender green shoots, and there has never been such a clear day in early spring.Chen Siyuan stood outside the car, leaned against the car body and lit a cigarette.He has a very special habit of lighting cigarettes. He slides an old-fashioned match with his right hand. After lighting the cigarette, he waits for the match to burn out before he is willing to blow out the fireworks with the corner of his mouth. Dispersed, and then let go of the fingers.The posture of holding a cigarette in his left hand is very skilled, but his fingers are clean, his teeth are white, and there is no trace of smoking.

After the cigarette burns, it exudes a strong moisture, and it is obvious that it has not been used for a long time.Chen Siyuan carefully sucked the joy brought by the mist, as if he hadn't experienced it for a long time, it was long-lost and strange.

"You... Siyuan... When did you smoke..."

Fu Tinglan didn't know when she got out of the car. She looked haggard, as if she hadn't slept for a night or two. She looked at Chen Siyuan in surprise and sadness. The posture of holding a cigarette was too similar to a person she was familiar with. , making her a little dazed for a while.

Chen Siyuan threw away the cigarette in a calm manner, and said kindly, "This is a cigarette left in the car by a partner. I feel a little sleepy, so I tried it. It seems that the effect is not as good as I imagined."

Chen Siyuan took out a cup of hot flat white coffee and a piece of velvet cake from the incubator, and respectfully placed them on the dining table in the back seat.

"Mr. Fu, finish your drink, let's continue on our way."

(End of this chapter)