you are my Destiny

Chapter 19 Take me out of here
I am weak, although I caught Fu Tinglan, I sat on the ground stiffly, and the fall was not light.After finally adjusting my posture, I put Fu Tinglan on my lap. She was still heavy and didn’t intend to wake up. The bloody shadow in the shape of an ancient coin was just in a daze. It was glowing as bright red as blood, and I dared not touch it again. More precisely, when I stopped touching her skin, the ancient coin disappeared, making me think that everything was my illusion.Later, I often wondered, if it wasn’t for this accident, if I went up and caught her by mistake, I would never know the real secret about her in my life. Even if I saw this time with my own eyes, I still feel very strange. It's hard to believe that all of that is true, thinking about it now is embarrassing.

"Fu Tinglan!" I yelled weakly, I shook her body vigorously, she was still awake, I was indeed powerless to what happened before me, so I raised my hand tremblingly to touch her breath, to make sure That slight gasp was just relieved, although I knew she was immortal, but in such a situation, I was also suffocated until my face was bruised, and I was really shocked.Only then did I realize that Fu Tinglan in front of me was far more complicated than I thought, and the way she suffered a catastrophe when she finally fainted was deeply engraved in my heart.

I found that I belonged to the system that lost the chain at a critical moment. In the dark, I suddenly thought that Chen Siyuan must know her secret. I fumbled for the phone, but I didn't know when it was dropped.Thinking about it now, all coincidences seem to be a pre-arranged strategy, such as the auctioned bracelet, the appearance of Jing Churan, the swarming of the media, Chen Siyuan’s distress signal to me, my impulsive actions , the appearance of ten nights, the exhibition of Yuzan, the appearance of all the characters, and Fu Tinglan's fainting this time, no matter whether everything is in the calculation or not, it has already volatile like a butterfly effect and is out of control. If someone really arranges all this carefully, then this person knows how to take advantage of people's weaknesses.

My soul and energy seemed to be exhausted in the running just now, and I didn't know how to deal with this situation.

With great difficulty, I moved Fu Tinglan to the sofa beside me, and began to think methodically about how to wake her up, while trying to reach the door.I wanted to find a place with a switch, and I went all the way to knock something down. When I was about to touch the switch on the wall, I suddenly saw a shaking figure by the door. It was a boy who was not tall. , was looking at me with a pair of godless eyes, and I froze on the spot like a thunderclap. To be precise, he was not a human being, but a translucent shadow that was about to disperse, trying to maintain a human appearance.I admired my courage, and unexpectedly stretched out my hand towards him. When the hand passed through his body, I was frightened, screamed, stumbled back a few steps, and almost fainted. The boy was still standing there looking at me, I really wanted someone to come out of nowhere and knock me out.

My shocking voice of weeping ghosts and gods really attracted a person immediately. When that person stood at the door, it seemed that a ray of light penetrated the entire room, it was Toya.

I sat on the ground, covered in dust, looking at the empty wall in horror.

He took off his mask, showing auspicious eyes, "It's me, are you okay?"

My whole body shivered from the cold as if I had entered a hole in the ice.

I am afraid that this is the only time in my life that I cried so badly that I can no longer use the word ugly to describe it.I suddenly lost my voice and couldn't say a word, my eyes were red, and I fell heavily towards him, Toya hugged me who was about to fall again, and tightly clasped my waist.

"Take me away!"

"what happened to you?"

Shiye glanced at Fu Tinglan who was fainted on the sofa, his face really impressed him.

I still repeated, "Call Chen Siyuan and take me away."

He comforted me with a soft and gentle voice, "It's all right, no matter what, it's all right now."

I am obsessed with the temperature of the hug. His body exudes a faint fragrance, which is the kind of reassuring smell. Maybe it is because of his comfort that I finally calmed down.

Now I can’t remember some details, but I only remember that because of his appearance, I escaped the most fearful moment. He appeared in the midst of two crises, illuminating me like a light without hesitation. I don't know how he found me.I borrowed his phone number and found Chen Siyuan. Chen Siyuan quickly appeared, took Fu Tinglan away, and told Shiye to take me out of here first, and send me home at night.

Shiye saw Fu Tinglan's face exactly like mine for the second time. Although he was still surprised, he was very clear that it was not because of me that I screamed. On my face, he had already seen such a dissipated look on my face for the second time. He probably guessed a little bit about the same dark environment.

Shiye is reasonable, but he never asked me what happened today. This is probably the warmest part of him.

He carried me into the car, my body gradually calmed down, my voice became hoarse, and I repeated this sentence repeatedly, "Take me out of here"

This is the second time I have asked Toya to take me away, and I even feel passive, as long as Toya is by my side, I can stay away from those fears.

"Don't be afraid, we're leaving here now!"

Why is she in such pain when I meet her, I can't hug her, I can't get close to her, what is that bloody mark, what is that boy who looks like a man but is not a ghost?When everything happened, I was really helpless, I thought I was crazy at one point, and kept crying on the car in Shiye.

Yes, she never refused to touch me. Deep in my memory, I have never felt the kind of intimacy of a mother to her daughter, and even doubted our relationship.But what I am sure now is that I have a real connection with her strange life, such as this identical face, we are not twins, why are we so similar?What is the bloodstain in the shape of an ancient red coin that was attracted to me?Why did it make her so painful, so terrified.When I calmed down, I kept thinking about these questions. Maybe everything is different from what I saw. Putting aside that guess, I found that I wanted to care about her more. I knew Fu Tinglan was immortal. I was in the body, but my mind was full of her painful appearance before she fainted. The emotions of anxiety, fear, and worry were entangled in my heart. The emotions at that time were as chaotic as I described at this time.

I used Shiye's mobile phone to make several calls to Chen Siyuan, and I was relieved when I learned that Fu Tinglan was fine, and that she had woken up on the last call. Chen Siyuan offered to send someone to pick me up, but I refused Yes, I even wondered if I caused her to become like this. During the whole period of time, I was like the process of being declared dead, without any possibility of taking the initiative.

"You mean you don't want me to disturb her? Is that what she means?"

Chen Siyuan was nothing more than a conveyance, I knew it very well, I really didn't know what I was expecting, so he pretended to be calm and continued, "Ha, of course it's good, I just want to stay with my friends for a while, this is so good ...You take care of me..." I hesitated at this point, I looked at Shiye who was concentrating on driving for ten nights, and he looked like a gentleman without any thought of prying into people's private affairs, I continued, "Take care of me elder sister."

When I was about to hang up, something suddenly occurred to me, and I asked nervously, "Did you touch her hand? I mean, did nothing happen?"

I think that boy Shiye must have misunderstood something, although he pretended not to hear anything, but I saw his slightly changing brows, flashing doubt for a moment.

I can't help but continue my questioning, "I mean, can you see those too? You already knew that right?"

Chen Siyuan is the person who knows Fu Tinglan best. I know very well that he has been helping her to hide everything, but what I care about is how much he has concealed, or how much he knows.

"Toffee, you should trust your mother, come back sooner, and hand over the phone to Shiye."

Toya seemed a little happy. After he hung up the phone, he looked at me with a relaxed look.

To be honest, he is indeed a very contagious person. He has a frank expression and sometimes smiles. Seeing him makes me feel at ease for no reason, and no one can have any doubts about him.

"Since you're not in a hurry to go home, why don't you accompany me around Barnes & Noble, it's my first time here, and I'm leaving soon."

"What did he say to you?"

"I was warned just now." When he said this, he imitated Chen Siyuan's tone with some exaggeration, "Don't have any plans for Fu Ruibai, I am warning you, not begging you."

After he finished speaking, he laughed haha, and his refreshing appearance made me feel less tense.

You may not have experienced a situation. When you experience extreme pain and deep sorrow, you want to use the most extreme way to deal with the situation at that time. This extreme way is to avoid and instantly plunge into other warmth, even if it is a stranger. Yes, if you are lucky, you may have a good life encounter, if you are not lucky, you will turn into another life vortex. At the intersection of life, human beings are constantly making active or passive choices, even if a small Stimulation will affect the direction of life. Of course, at that moment I was extreme and chose to walk with an almost stranger.My escape is not because I don't love Fu Tinglan, nor is I afraid of her, but I really don't know what to do, as long as we can reconcile, no matter what she is or what I am, even if I am also a ghost, this Everything will be unimportant, but in the process, I am afraid that someone will always break the deadlock, and wait for the opening with incomparable torment.

I pretended to be easy to cover up my terrible situation. Toya is a simple person. Speaking of which, I have completely forgotten how I muddled through the things that made him think deeply. Now I think I underestimated Man, he was just cooperating with me.

It is recorded in her mother's diary that she was very happy on this day. Although she experienced eternal pain, she finally realized how important her daughter is to her. Wrong, over-protective and over-covering the facts, the gap between me and her is getting heavier and heavier. She really wants to mend the relationship between me and her, and begins to decide to really face this matter, face these behind-the-scenes Manipulative conspiracy.

(End of this chapter)