you are my Destiny

Chapter 22 Reconciliation
Some things will turn into a looping nightmare. When I got home, I lay heavily on the bed, my mind was in a mess. For a while, it was the blood-red ancient coin in Fu Tinglan's hand, for a while, it was the dark lounge, for a while, The boy was looking at me with those empty eyes, which made me tremble with fear. I wanted to scream instinctively, but I couldn't make a sound.

I seemed to be shaken awake in a daze, sat up and looked at the surrounding environment, and at the same time relieved, I saw Fu Tinglan's face.I got up from the silk quilt and leaned against the bed rail, my mind was still a little unclear, and I found that I was already in a cold sweat.

A ray of sunlight passed through the window lattice and slanted on my face, making me completely awake.

It was around ten o'clock in the morning, and I looked at Fu Tinglan. She looked much better. Although she kept a certain distance from me, she didn't have a sense of alienation on purpose. I could feel that she wanted to extend her love to me It's just that I can't do it due to reality, and I am naturally good at whitewashing the peace, so I gave up all the thoughts of finding out the truth in an instant, and I just need her to be good.

Fu Tinglan still had an indifferent face. After being silent for a while, she gracefully got up from the rocking chair she was sitting on, and sat gently on my mattress. I could clearly feel the soft sinking of the side of my bed. a little bit.

I saw a glass of milk on the bedside table, she held it in her hand, and patted me across the quilt.

"I warmed this milk for you."

I squeezed the glass of milk and drank it slowly. After a long pause, I heard Fu Tinglan's voice, "Xiaobai?"

Recalling this scene now, it is probably the part I want to remember the most in my life. The cup of milk that my dreaming mother handed me, she sat beside me and no longer intentionally alienated me. She made me even think that at that time I'm probably still asleep, she whispered to me something about the past that I've never heard before, and let me understand why I can see those weird things.

Seeing that I was listening, she went on talking one by one, because many profound details had already been imprinted in her mind, so she started to tell everything without thinking, but I could feel that she had actually said these words. I meditated in my heart for a long time before speaking to me.

In my memory, this is the first and only time we had a long talk, and for me, this time alone can resolve all the conflicts between me and her, as long as she loves me, this enough.The conversation lasted three full hours, so much so that we missed our family lunch on the weekend, and I could see the uneasiness and restraint in her emotions, because after all, those were the scars she didn't want to uncover. For the real thing, she just touches it lightly, and avoids the important part without daring to get too involved. She who is so careful must be her.

I can't imagine and understand how Fu Tinglan accepted and experienced all this alone for a hundred years. These words broke all my assumptions and misunderstandings in the past. Of course, she ignored all the parts that made her extremely painful, and only talked about the reasons for the incident. , what I heard was less than one percent of what she experienced.

For my education, she blamed herself very much. Because of being too protective, I didn't understand my situation at all, and even the dangers that I might encounter at any time. She probably expressed it to me so anxiously, and I couldn't figure it out. something tricky.

Fu Tinglan spread out her palm to me, and there was a faint red mole there. This is where I saw the blood-colored ancient coin yesterday.She went on to state that when she gave birth to me, she found that as long as she touched me, the ancient coin would be attracted to my body, so she began to avoid me, on the one hand because she hated her own life, on the other hand she was lonely for nearly a hundred years, No family experience, because my birth made her feel uneasy, especially more afraid of bringing me misfortune.And I am 25 years old, which is the time she is most worried about. Due to my unintentional pulling, I have inherited her superpowers after freezing age. What I see is part of the superpowers.

I was a little inexplicably excited to hear that, after all, having superpowers is a cool thing.Although I have always rejected Fu Tinglan's weirdness, I admit that most of that emotion came from my dissatisfaction with her. Although I was a little confused when I heard it, I couldn't hide my joy. , got up and opened the window, and stretched out at the window.

The window of my bedroom faces the garden, and the fresh air in the garden comes in waves, and this is the best time of the day.

"Please forgive me, after all, I am a mother for the first time, and I am still in such a miserable situation."

She paused for a long time, and I also guessed a bit, she probably wanted to ask about Toya, she raised her eyes slightly, and looked at me with a smile.

"Probably at your age, in this season, I am also as pure and kind as you, Xiaobai, are you willing to try to be friends with your mother? If one day you have someone you like, I hope you can tell me. "

These words are still fresh in my memory, and I recall them as if I heard them yesterday. You must know that neither I nor Fu Tinglan are very unfamiliar with the word "friend".Zhuang Hanhan is my friend, but based on a working relationship and his help to me, Chen Siyuan is considered a junior or a master and servant to Fu Tinglan, so he is not a friend. Besides, friends are important to our lives. It was blank, then the friendship relationship she established with me, I naturally had an indescribable feeling, being friends with my mother, then if we can really be friends, what were we once?

She was wearing an elegant black silk dress with blue lace around the neckline and cuffs, and a creamy white knee-high pure wool square scarf. Hairpin, it's hard to imagine that this exquisite woman in front of me, who looks exactly like me, is actually my mother. Would it be happier if we could really be friends?

This is not the life I want!

I couldn't help but blushed, turned around with both hands in the pockets of the cartoon pajamas, "Is it the one that everyone envies?"

"nature."

Fu Tinglan got up perfectly and walked towards the bedroom door, raised her hand and threw me a car key, I recognized it, it was my little devil!

"You gave it back to me?"

I was really relieved. After catching the key, I squeezed my palm tightly and nodded happily, "Okay, okay, we have no regrets."

I'm still not used to her current appearance, dangling on the ground, muttering and not knowing what I want to express.

Seeing my innocent and innocent appearance, she laughed out loud, opened the door and went out, and said, "Take me for a stroll next time, let's go out for dinner."

(End of this chapter)