you are my Destiny

Chapter 86 The Difference Between Me and Fu Tinglan
It should be known that the next time will pass quickly. This year, after another spring and spring fall, I have been admitted to the university as I wished, and I am leaving.

I rejoiced and thought this was a good opportunity to frustrate Fu Tinglan's spirit, but everyone knows her personality and my biggest obstacle, and what I found was another utter disappointment.

I remember deeply that she still had that calm and good appearance.That day, dressed in plain clothes, she was sitting upright in the courtyard, approaching the scenery outside the window, the light and shadow of the colored glaze reflected on her forehead, caressing her face was calm, solemn, without any emotion, and she squeezed it leisurely. Holding the dragon pattern and pulling my fingers, everything is no different from after giving birth to me. At that time, I hadn't started to notice how my mother was different from other people, and I was deeply immersed in the resentment that she didn't love me enough.

I secretly glanced at her, hesitated in front of the courtyard door, and waited and waited.

Although I'm not sure about anything, I've been waiting for a hug from her, even a word of reluctance.I imagined her running out of the courtyard door quickly, but fortunately she was as indifferent as ever, so I turned around and left as before, with a cold and helpless face, and then went to the hospital as fast as possible. car, and shut the door.

Although her indifferent appearance can't hurt people's names, every time she enters the eyes, it is a kind of torture. I have to admit that my heart hurts very much at that time. It is also the first time in my life that I understand what a heart is like a knife. The pain of parting was so painful that I almost hummed it.

In the 18 years of my life, I left home for the first time, and Chen Siyuan would not be by my side anymore, he just sent me to the airport, leaving a few of Chen Siyuan's subordinates to follow me from afar, but for me As far as I was concerned, they were not family members, and I was all alone, and suddenly I couldn't figure out whether all this was what I wanted.

Chen Siyuan gave me a lot in every detail, for which I am very grateful.When he sent me to the boarding gate, I didn't hold back, I plunged into his arms, lying obediently in Chen Siyuan's arms, and that familiar hand patted my back.

I raised my eyes, showing the most innocent and aggrieved expression. Before I almost cried, I pushed him away and entered the security check without looking back.

In the restroom of the airport, I burst into tears. I was very surprised at that moment, and suddenly my blood was gone, and I gave up the idea of ​​never coming back to see her, but despite this, I regained my senses after a while, and I had to go far anyway. look around.

When Chen Siyuan came back, Fu Tinglan was still there, her eyes were red, like a stone sculpture, and her chin was raised slightly proudly.

Chen Siyuan couldn't help feeling sorry for her. He hoped that at this time, Fu Tinglan could temporarily take off her mask. However, she was already a woman who had lost all hope. She would only glance at anything at most, and I was the only one she had in a hundred years. color, but she can also let me out easily, Chen Siyuan can't understand her.You must know that I have been going smoothly for the past 18 years, and I grew up under care, so I simply stopped. My future, he does not believe that Fu Tinglan will really be so laissez-faire.

Chen Siyuan walked carefully to Fu Tinglan's side, with a smile on his lips that Chen Siyuan had never seen before, "Mr. Fu, have you really thought it through?"

"She is an adult, this is her own life." A strand of hair was brought to Fu Tinglan's face by the wind, she did not stroke it with her hands, but let it float naturally.

Chen Siyuan was slightly stunned, and then said, "What you said will definitely not be wrong, and what you want to do, I will definitely accompany you on the journey, but as far as the child is concerned, I probably hope that you will send her off... Don't be afraid Is she not coming back?"

Chen Siyuan said this because he also failed to guess this time. Fu Tinglan is definitely a leader in hiding emotions. Although he is so worried about this woman, he can't keep calm all the time, especially the two of them. moment.

"Naturally I'm afraid." Fu Tinglan has practiced for many years to be calm in the face of danger, and all the surrounding environment faded away in a moment, "But I'm afraid I can't let anyone honestly follow my ideas."

Fu Tinglan intercepted Chen Siyuan's emotions, but couldn't help but add, "Aren't you afraid that the child will blame you in the future? Some things may not be clear after all."

"No one can understand what I do. The one who understands me best is probably you. Look at that path." Fu Tinglan looked at a path outside the window. When she came to Huacheng, it was well protected. It has been raining continuously for a while, and you all know it, especially this season, when the rain is abundant, and at this time it is worse than a cow's tread.The fence that was carefully built around it had obviously decayed for a long time, and there were spots of mildew in places, but the plants that had broken free from the fence seemed to be more lush.

Instead, Fu Tinglan got up and walked to the yard at this moment, she looked deeply at the direction I was going out, "Do you know how to win if you are unarmed?" Fu Tinglan turned back and glanced at Chen Siyuan.

For such nonsensical words, maybe only Chen Siyuan in this world understands Fu Tinglan's intentions, he said without hesitation, "Take the other party!"

There was a moment of silence in the room, his hands turned white.

The two have been involved since birth, no matter whether Chen Siyuan was wading in the muddy waters of Futinglan, making up for the family's harm to Futinglan, or being desperate because of his obsession with Futinglan. The number of days, but from a certain point of view, he is a selfish person after all.He knows best how to carefully obtain a sense of peace on the side of Fu Tinglan. For him, one day he will also sort out those entanglements. Li is still clear, but he is not sure whether Fu Tinglan will be able to wait patiently until that day.

"Trying is Fuguo's consistent style, and I will choose the road of Wuji. If you were me, what would you decide for her?"

Of course Fu Tinglan doesn't want me to suffer any harm, even if I stay away from her forever, as long as I'm well, she won't hesitate at all.Because she knows that even if she has the ability to seal the sky, she can't guarantee that my life will be perfect.She even had a terrible thought in her heart, if I was the key to her life, then it would be better to leave her as soon as possible and let her bear the doomed disaster, if my love for her is as weak as an enemy, It's okay, that's how she loves me.

"Mr. Fu, Toffee was brought up by me, or Toffee can really succeed in something. She is not an ordinary girl." In the years between Chen Siyuan and me, I never had occasional misunderstandings due to my young age. I am sensible, and I have never been hypocritical. I don't like to ask questions, I don't worry, and I don't like to communicate with anyone other than him. I'm just comfortable with the strangeness of the outside world.Therefore, when he did many things, he didn't deliberately conceal them from me. I saw many things he did, but I didn't see them.Apart from seeing his painful injections at night, Chen Siyuan knows that I see far more than he wants to see, including his stern look, how he deals with Qiu Cangyi, and how he expands his business, I can see clearly Chu.I admire his thunderous means. Although many of them are unclear, all his advantages are worthy of everything he has.After years of accumulating, I have been branded into Chen Siyuan's heart. He treats me like his own sister or daughter, and will not tolerate any grievances from me.Although the sons and daughters obey the orders of their parents, but today I leave, he is even more unsteady than Fu Tinglan's mother. He really wants to keep me by his side selfishly. Of course, everything can only be done by Fu Tinglan Decide.

"It doesn't matter whether it's a big success or not. I just want my Ruier not to be like me. Even if she doesn't understand anything, she's better than awake." When Fu Tinglan spoke, the lights went out with a snap. In all likelihood, the electricity in the whole area was cut off, and there were turbid gray clouds floating outside the mountain, setting off the environment suitably. Chen Siyuan reacted wittily and protected Fu Tinglan, and several subordinates quickly surrounded the courtyard.But Fu Tinglan calmly poured a cup of warm tea slowly into the Dao cup, shaking it at the tip of her nose.

"Like me, it's not life." Fu Tinglan explained to herself, her face was still serious, Chen Siyuan felt a huge pressure, her indestructible heart had reached this point, and then said : "I will give her a happy life in my lifetime, do my best, and you will help me too?"

At this moment, Chen Siyuan came to his senses. Fu Tinglan's broken heart has no possibility of repairing. I am the only precious thing in her life banquet. Even if she sacrifices herself or Chen Siyuan at a critical moment, she will definitely not blink. She also won't show tenderness to him anymore, and he doesn't need to ask questions any more.With her appearance like this, although every word she uttered was not without a path, every word seemed to poke on his heart, without any sympathy for him.Chen Siyuan was stunned for a moment, and comforted Fu Tingland, "Okay, Mr. Fu, I will wait for Toffee with you and do my best."

(End of this chapter)