you are my Destiny

Chapter 9
"My Girl, you... you are so sassy!" Zhuang Hanhan exclaimed with envy in his tone, and put the big printed donkey brand bag on his shoulder, and turned to look at the sitting with shining eyes in admiration. Me in the new car, he rubbed his eyes and raised his thumbs with exaggerated hands.

"I read it right! Your car is amazing, cool and handsome, praise, praise, I will always support you, don't leave me behind, Xiaobaibai."

I’m sitting on a Yamaha R6 with a phosphor translucent helmet. The whole body is sprayed with death Barbie powder according to my requirements. The fuel tank, fenders, and rear seats are pure white, decorated with black wide lace patterns, With my long legs propped up on the ground, I felt so handsome.

I patted the back seat of the motorcycle, with a smile on my pretty eyes, "Hanhan, the back seat of my little devil will always belong to you, you are so kind to me, I will spoil you in the future." I mentioned the storage of the motorcycle He took out a white helmet from the box and threw it to Zhuang Hanhan, "By the way, change your flamboyant taste, this is yours."

Zhuang Hanhan became interested, and ran to me with slightly excited small steps, put on his helmet, stepped on the little devil, and hugged my waist tightly from behind, "Xiao Baibai, here, I only have you, thanks to you, we are two puppies who depend on each other."

"Wrong, it's Pekingese who depend on each other for life, and we are rampant huskies!"

An unrestrained girl and a righteous and cute boy walked the little devil across the city at high speed, arousing the exclamation and attention of passers-by wherever they went.

"Wow, that car is so handsome!"

"Motorcycle girl, so cool!"

The warm and sweet wind in spring flows through every crack, such a joy that people who have never experienced it will never experience it. I also felt the first independence in my life for the first time, and I laughed without fear. Chic.

A Ferrari SF90 provocatively stepped on the tail of the little devil. The sexy sound mixed with the steady breath of the little devil ignited my competitive spirit, like a madman at the end of the road, I can't wait to go wild.

"Don't be afraid, Hanhan, I'm very stable."

Ferrari SF90 was still whistling at the tail of the little devil after several rounds of overtaking failures, but my heart became more and more heavy, as if someone was pulling my sensitive nerves like numbness, I suddenly lost interest and was forced to downshift After closing the accelerator, the cutting artwork whizzed past like taking off, and drove towards the airport expressway. At the intersection, I stopped in the slow lane of the expressway.

Inside the Ferrari SF90 was a sunny and calm face. Toya took a deep breath. If I hadn't parked in a precise position, I would have missed it by only a few centimeters. The slender figure walked away, and instinctively slammed on the brakes.

Locomotive is the dream of many people, and he is no exception.

I took off the helmet cynically, with an uninhibited wildness in an understatement, and my short, soft hair was fluttering in the wind casually, and I was raising the thumb of my right hand to the ground with the arrogance that ravaged the world.

"Girl?! It really looks like she came out of a comic." Toya used her knuckle fingers to hook the shift paddle again and sped away.

At that time, I didn't know who Toya was, and I didn't even see his face clearly. I was so upset that I suddenly didn't want to continue.

I knew who was dragging me, and I clearly recalled the appearance of Fu Tinglan when she threw off my hand at noon again in my mind. Rather than saying that she disliked me, it was better to say that she was afraid of something.I waved away the picture in my mind, only to realize that Zhuang Hanhan's arm holding me was clamped around my waist spasmodically due to tension, his face was covered with sweat, this was actually his first time riding a motorcycle, I Riding is indeed a bit too fast.

I reached out and patted his arm, "Hanhan, are you okay? Come down and talk to me."

Zhuang Hanhan slowed down for a while, relaxed his arms, and slowly stepped down from the little devil, obviously a little unsteady, but pretending to be calm, "Okay, little Baibai, let's go down from here, I'll be there after a while. "

I pushed the little devil and Zhuang Hanhan down the road, and it was already dark.This is a corner of a city where several universities gather, one of which is also Zhuang Hanhan's alma mater. He has been living nearby after graduation. In fact, it is a little far away from his work, but it is like his home in Barnes & Noble. Reluctant to leave.

"I didn't expect you to go to work so far every day, do you live with your family?"

"Myself."

Zhuang Hanhan's seemingly haughty answer showed a vague sense of inferiority on his expression, although he always concealed it very well.

Not far ahead is the rental house he lives in. He didn't intend to invite me up there, we just wandered around, and we didn't really know where to go next.The street lights were dimly lit before the darkness came. I looked at my watch and thought I was walking very slowly. In fact, we had only walked for less than 10 minutes.

Here is the largest library of Barnes & Noble, the whole body is so bright that it is particularly dazzling in the dark, and the incandescent lights stiffly reflect the strange faces on each floor, coming in and out.

This is a city that does not rotate fast. People live in a quiet and self-contained way, especially in such a remote university town. There are no big shopping malls on the whole street. Some snack bars in various places are beginning to be overcrowded, and there are also some roadside stalls. Stretched in a row like a group, the smell of grilled squid skewers and spicy mixed skewers, because of the good weather, the stalls were full of people, and before I knew it, it was time for dinner again.

"When I was young, the smell of cooking at home was all that wafted on the street at this time, but now there is only the smell of messy oily smoke." Zhuang Hanhan's baby face was stained a little dark, I didn't speak along the way, he He didn't mind either, and walked with something on his mind.

"Why do you say there are so many people in such a big library every day? Are they all students nearby?"

We walked along the sidewalk and found a place with few people, where the window looking at the library was closer, and we parked the little devil on the side of the road.After I bought the little devil, I finally got a little loose financially, and there was still some food left in my pocket. I wanted to ask Zhuang Hanhan to have a good meal to celebrate, but there was a big stone stuck in his chest, and Zhuang Hanhan didn't seem to have much appetite.

"There are students nearby, and there are residents nearby." Zhuang Hanhan is a little clean freak. He likes to buy famous brands and never eats from roadside stalls. He found a bench and sat on it with a paper towel. The donkey brand bag that never left his hand was carefully placed on his lap, and he took out the electronic cigarette from his pocket and sucked it in his mouth, but he didn't inhale it, he just smelled the smell of the smoke, this is him The way to go in style.

I sat casually on the steps beside the bench, with my two slender legs folded together, one arm resting on the bench, and my head resting on the arm, while fiddling with the little devil's car keys, Look at the people in the library.

"Why don't they go home to read and prefer to stay in the library? This time they are wasting time on the road, aren't they just tossing around!"

After finishing this sentence, a ragged beggar and a boy passed in front of me. The environment around me was as dilapidated as old photos. My heart seemed to be hit by something, and I found a picture from my pocket. Just as I was about to hand over the hundred-yuan bill, the hundred-yuan bill in my hand turned into an ancient coin. The two people in front of me seemed to be folded in time and space, as if they had never appeared in this space. It disappeared in front of my eyes.I didn't know what happened. I stood there blankly, and looked at my hand with some embarrassment. What I was clearly holding was a hundred-yuan note, and I stuffed the money back into my pocket.

Zhuang Hanhan didn't notice my strange behavior, continued to suck his e-cigarette, and said calmly, "Do you think everyone has a home? If there is no quiet condition to read at home, the dormitory is too noisy and there is no environment to study , I can only go to the library."

Zhuang Hanhan's words brought me back to reality again, the vigorous vitality appeared in front of me once again, and a group of college students passed by in front of me, probably because I was too nervous today, Fu Tinglan unexpectedly I also started to become a demon.

In the environment against the cold lights in the library not far away, there were fewer and fewer people, only a few lonely shadows remained.That's right, I have never experienced the frenzy at home for daily necessities, nor have I experienced many people crowded together, only a place to sleep, Fu Tinglan unknowingly gave me such a calm Home, why have I never felt what home is? Shouldn’t there be a father and a mother?

"Look at the people in the library, aren't they very small? Look at the starry sky again. In fact, we are nothing, but we want to be different. Isn't it ridiculous?" Zhuang Hanhan looked at the sky, Countless stars are inlaid on the sky like pearls, and a small star hides in the stars and shakes, as if shivering from the cold.

"Hanhan, why did you come to Barnes & Noble? Do you like it here?"

"I can't really say I like it. It's probably because I'm used to it. After four years of university, I feel more familiar with this place."

"Don't you want to go home?"

"Family, my mother passed away when I was in elementary school. For me, without a mother, I would have no home. My father and stepmother have a family and have a son, so I think it's the same everywhere. .”

It is said that if girlfriends stay together for a long time, their menstrual periods will become similar. It turns out that bad emotions are also contagious.I didn't know whether I should comfort him at this time, so I got up and sat beside Zhuang Hanhan, ran my fingers through the messy hair, and took a deep breath.

"Everyone knows that Chen Siyuan is a famous antique crocodile. I think you said yesterday that you asked him to come and help me support the first episode of the show to make me happy. Don't make things too difficult for me. I can think of a way. "

What Zhuang Hanhan said made me linger in my mind for a long time, and suddenly I remembered the scene of wanton drunkenness. If he didn't mention it today, I would simply become an arrogant person who amuses my friends after drinking.

Probably because the expression on my face was very tense, and there was a lot of alienation and defense in my eyes, he pouted playfully, "Little Baibai, I know you are different from me." Zhuang Hanhan turned his head and looked at mine. He reached out and took my glasses from my backpack, and helped me put them on my face, "I'm so pretty when I grow up, but I have to cover it up." He looked at me meaningfully but smiling like a flower for a while, "It's okay, if you don't want to say it, I will never ask. I know there must be difficulties if you don't want to say it. When you want to cry, I will lend you my shoulder for a while. I will always be your good friend."

My heart was empty, and my lips were drawn into a line. After a long silence, I said softly, "I'm not a troublesome woman."

It is said that when a person reaches the age of 25, he will no longer cry easily for something, but my sensitivity has been suppressed for too long, and I am too eager for a feeling of being loved, or maybe I was fatally hit by Zhuang Hanhan's words, tears After enduring it for a long time, it flowed down involuntarily, and I shook my head vigorously.

"gone!"

Zhuang Hanhan watched my back go away, her round eyes were somewhat complicated, and she breathed out a puff of smoke.

"Idiot, why don't you cry when you're not happy! Fu Ruibai, if I'm a selfish ghost, will you forgive me?"

With a blank mind, I rode the little devil to vent in the evening wind, and soon arrived near the house, and saw Chen Siyuan's black phantom parked at the gate of the house from a distance.

I quietly parked the little devil and hid in the wall.

Sure enough, not long after, Chen Siyuan put a big suitcase into the trunk, and Fu Tinglan walked out of the door wearing a black suit, talking softly with Chen Siyuan.The sound of her heels hitting the brick floor echoed in the alley, and when the sound of her walking stopped, I heard a few words clearly.

"The villagers are sure they have what we are looking for?"

"I sent someone to check again today, maybe it's what you're looking for." Chen Siyuan opened the car door respectfully, hesitated for a while, "Mr. Fu, the child hasn't come back yet, should we wait for her to come back before we set off?"

Fu Tinglan got into the car and said coldly, "No need, this matter can't wait any longer."

The car started, the ghostly taillights disappeared into the night, and a shaking shadow quietly disappeared at the door of my house.

(End of this chapter)