Spring apricots around the palace wall

Chapter 114 The Unspoken Heart (Part [-])

Yan Qingling paused and avoided talking about it.

"During the two days when Danyang died, your father was out of his mind. He always talked about you before, but he never mentioned you again after that."

Danyang was given a white silk. From then on, no matter what occasion he met, Yu Jichang kept his head down, deliberately not meeting Chumeng's eyes.

Maybe her father blamed her for being cruel after all, and she also blamed her father for still caring about Danyang.

"So?" Yu Chumeng looked at her, his eyes darkened: "So I asked you to tell your father, but you ignore it."

Yan Qingling's lips trembled, unable to utter a sound.

"Back then, Xuanwei trusted Danyang's words so much, because it wasn't just Danyang who said it, you also participated in it?"

Yu Chumeng knew that such speculation was contrary to human relations. If she did not have the status of queen, it would be treasonous to speculate on her mother like this.

But my mother knew too much and concealed too much.

Danyang sees his father's words and deeds in private, will his father really confess everything to his mother?
Since his father chooses not to blame Danyang for the past and intends to protect Danyang, it is impossible for him to explain to his mother so clearly.

How did the mother know what Danyang did?

It suddenly occurred to Yu Chumeng that she and Xuanwei... had not been allowed by her mother, Xuanwei would not have been able to enter the ancestral hall of Yu's family, nor could she have entered her boudoir when she was in confinement.

All of this is guesswork, but in her mother's evasive eyes, she is somewhat convinced.

Xuanwei at least trusted her mother, so after Danyang made a false accusation, Xuanwei immediately asked her mother about the matter. Seeing this, Yan Qingling also gave an affirmative answer, confirming Danyang's false accusation.

"You hate your father for never being able to bear Danyang, so you simply let him fall from the clouds and let him be harmed by Danyang to such a situation. You think that will always make father give up on Danyang."

Was it just to make his father give up on Danyang, or because his mother also hated his father, that's why...

Yu Chumeng didn't dare to think deeply, every time he thought deeply, it was like falling into an abyss.

"But, mother, you know how much I hate Xuan Wei, how could you hook up with him!"

She had a splitting headache, and the cracks in her heart were cracked.

"Chu Chu, many things are not like that. It turned out to be much more complicated than you thought," Mrs. Yu said, holding her hand tightly, "Mother never thought of letting you lose your child. If Mother knew that the Emperor he... "

After all, she is just a boudoir woman, she has never seen too cruel a fight, and she doesn't think that there will be a father who is really poisonous and dead in this world.She thought that the emperor's blade would be aimed at Yu Jichang.

Seeing Chu Meng's eyes gradually dimmed into a pool of stagnant water, Yan Qingling burst into tears.

"Mother really didn't expect that, Mother thought that the emperor would never take action against you and the child no matter what, Mother thought he would only attack your father... If I had known this earlier, Mother would never have..."

Yu Chumeng did not doubt the true feelings of her words.

After all, her mother would help her meet Xuanwei back then, probably because she was touched by Xuanwei's persistence.

Back then, Xuan Wei, everyone thought that he couldn't do without her, she was so infatuated, loving and caring, she was not at all like a person who could do that.

Yan Qingling left her seat, still holding her daughter's hands tightly, and knelt down to her daughter.

"You don't know what mother has been through... Mother can't let them go. Chuchu, mother begs you, you must help mother do this."

If Xia Qiuling hadn't been in the palace and had to ask the queen to come, Yan Qingling would never have let her daughter know anything.

Yu Chumeng watched her mother knelt down to beg her, and suddenly remembered that she also knelt down to embarrass her father.

If she had known this, she might as well have let her parents stay in Huainan, at least when she recalled it, it was all good.

"I don't agree," Yu Chumeng said, "Xuan Wei watched my movement very closely. I took Xia Qiuling there. If this matter gets serious, Xuan Wei will definitely think that I went back to Puhua Temple and pretended to be raped by Xia Qiuling." It's nothing to violate."

As a queen, Xuan Wei would be furious if she planned such a thing with her innocence.

Yu Chumeng is very clear about the bottom line of Xuanwei's tolerance for her. She can do everything in the world, and even kick Xuanwei off the bed. As for the postpartum Ye Zhen, she can be killed whenever she wants, but she can't involve innocence and shame. Son.

Yan Qingling said: "You can let Xia Yong go, the emperor is already suspicious, but he just doesn't want to argue with you."

"Mother, tell me, what else did father and Danyang do to you?"

Yu Chumeng always felt that it shouldn't be. Although Danyang and his father made mistakes first, Danyang had already paid the price with his life, and his father returned to this family early.

Although my father still can't bear Danyang, he is not guilty of death.

But the mother seemed to want them all to pay for their lives.

The water in Yan Qingling's eyes trembled, as if there were too many difficulties that he hesitated to speak, and he couldn't say anything.

After a long time, she lowered her head and said: "If my mother told you some things, you might think it would be too easy for Danyang to die. I hate your father, never because of those romantic things."

Yu Chumeng guessed: "Because before my mother gave birth to me, Danyang came to provoke Xia Yong's existence?"

Yan Qingling smiled weakly, "Xia Yong, I have known for a long time that there are so many men with illegitimate children, it is not unusual, and it will not make me angry. Danyang did not come to provoke me just to talk about Xia Yong. "

Being in the mansion, how could she not know what her husband was doing every day?Just pretending to be deaf and dumb.As far as this matter is concerned, nothing can shake her.

"That is?"

Yan Qingling was silent for a long time, and finally raised her eyes and smiled at her: "I thought about it, forget it, let's live well for the sake of the child, after all, your father treated me and you really well. But I actually heard your father treat you well. People say that he is considerate to us in every possible way, all for Danyang to smooth out the harm he brought to me, and stabilize me, so that I will not go to trouble for Danyang. He also said that men will play tricks every time, but they will love one in their whole life. woman."

Yu Chumeng seemed to have been hit on the head with a stick, "This is unlikely..."

In her eyes, Danyang and her mother are different. Danyang is just a crazy woman. After so many years of getting along, it is impossible for her father to have no affection for her mother.

Yan Qingling smiled wryly and said: "He plays with me every time, and I play with him every time. Most women live like this all their lives, it's not a big deal. But Danyang told me that it was because of your father's connivance and acquiescence that she dared to treat me Doing those things, listening to them and almost killing two people, in the delivery room."

Yu Chumeng still didn't understand: "What did Danyang do?"

Yan Qingling got up and hugged her.

"Mother shouldn't force you, and shouldn't let you bear mother's grievances. It's fine if you don't want to. As for the emperor, you hate him, why doesn't mother hate him for treating you like this? He knelt down and begged me, so I let him go." When he sees you... he knew this earlier, he would rather you marry King Jin, even if the imperial concubine and the banquet family are too difficult to deal with."

(End of this chapter)