Spring apricots around the palace wall

Chapter 137

Yu Chu couldn't dream why he wrote a letter to him in the first place, nor could he remember what was in the letter.

It's too long ago, about ten years ago.If I remember correctly, Xuanwei was 13 years old at that time, and he said he was the leader, but in fact he just took up a title.

It is estimated that there will be nothing in the letter.At that time, they were just playmates of childhood sweethearts, and they would not write anything special for their playmates.And she always writes concisely, usually only two or three words.

Xuan Wei withdrew his gaze from the letter, turned to look at her, his eyes were a bit vicissitudes.

"I won't take Concubine Ruan Gui away, don't worry, you can go."

He promised so frankly that it was so easy for Yu Chumeng to feel as if he had picked up a pie that fell from the sky, which was not true.

She was ready to argue with Xuan Wei, and then she made threats of one kind or another, but in the end it was almost useless?
Since he let her go, Yu Chumeng went out.

He stopped her again: "Queen."

For the sake of not embarrassing Ruan Wei, Yu Chumeng turned around patiently and asked him what else he needed.

Xuan Wei smiled at her: "Actually, you know very well what you mean to me, so you use yourself and our children to threaten me again and again, and I have no other way to take you. In the end, it all came your way."

Yu Chumeng does not deny that she knows that Xuan Wei cares about her, but this kind of care is only of value for being used, and has no weight to move her.

"You are a very heartless woman."

"Each each other."

Although they said each other, Yu Chumeng felt that his evaluation was wrong.Where is she unfeeling, should she help him find all the reasons, understand his difficulties, and then repay the good with the good and make everyone happy?That's not called being affectionate and righteous, that's the kind of masochist who doesn't feel comfortable without being beaten.

"Sit down and talk."

It was Xuan Wei who told her to leave just now, and now he is the one who told her to sit down.

Yu Chumeng walked to the small sandalwood red lacquered round table and sat down on the armchair.

Xuan Wei sat on another armchair beside her, with one arm resting on the edge of the armrest of the armchair.

Sitting like this, his back is a little slumped, and at first glance he looks a bit old.

It's only less than thirty.

Yu Chumeng felt a little emotional in his heart, after all, they came to this point, it's really a trick of luck.

Xuan Wei recalled: "When I was a child, I wanted to see you every day, and I would be jealous even if you were riding on other people's shoulders to pick fruits. At that time, I really didn't have any other expectations, and I only thought about you. Until now, I like you very much. how many years."

"Nowadays I often feel that this life is very boring, every day is so same, the only thing that is similar to before is that everyone around me likes you."

Xuan Wei seemed to find it ridiculous, and shook his head with a smile, "Fang Peiliang likes you, Eunuch Li always speaks for you, even my concubines like you, and now the ministers think highly of you."

Yu Chumeng had nothing to say.

Xuan Wei said: "When you were young, you had so many playmates around you that I felt that I couldn't fit in."

Yu Chumeng said something special: "In order to let you blend in, I took special care of you and took care of you in any occasion."

"I know, because of that, many people misunderstand that you like me," Xuan Wei smiled, "Actually, you were not emotionally enlightened at that time, so you didn't like any man, but you felt sorry for me, you gave me It's just sympathy."

This is it.

At that time, I was blind and wanted to be a Virgin Mary for no reason, and the end of meddling in my own business was to reap the consequences.

Yu Chumeng sighed.

Xuan Wei used the strength of wine to talk endlessly: "I have been no different from an orphan without father and mother since I was a child, and I have been very dependent on your affection. I let your parents go back to the imperial city, let Ruan Wei go, and made her a noble concubine. It's all for your and Xi'er's sake. But I have compromised with you again and again, and your heart is still like a rock."

Yu Chumeng clicked his tongue.

"You are almost 30 years old. There is a person who does not touch your body among thousands of flowers. The father of three children, don't talk about your feelings. We are not sixteen or seventeen years old, the age where we can make vows every now and then. "

Xuan Wei was poured a basin of cold water on her head, and it was inevitable that she couldn't hold back her face, and looked at her with heavy eyes.

"I'm not nearly 30 years old, I'm 27!"

His tone was a little angry and fierce.

Yu Chumeng actually forgot that Xuanwei was two years older than her, mainly because the appearance in front of her was too old, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that she was forty, and she could call her father a brother.

She hurriedly said: "After giving birth, people's memory is a little bit bad, and their minds are also confused. Don't bother with me."

When mentioning the child, Xuan Wei's face felt a little warm, and the appearance of a little princess probably appeared in front of his eyes, and he said very naturally: "Xi'er is quite like me."

In the past two months, although Xuanwei didn't step into Fengyi Palace, he would often let people carry the little princess to show him.

His love for the little princess is incomparable to Jing'er and Su'er. Since Su'er was born, Xuan Wei hasn't visited him a few times.

The little princess is indeed more like him. Yu Chumeng is very glad that she changed her child at that time, otherwise Xuanwei would often stare at Su'er's face, and she could see a bit of Xuanzheng's shadow, so everyone should fight together in advance to turn the world upside down.

Yu Chumeng echoed: "It's good to be like you, Xi'er is a princess after all, and looks are not too important."

Her tone was reassuring, but Xuan Wei felt uncomfortable anyway. Doesn't this mean that he is not good looking?

"You can really talk."

"It should be," Yu Chumeng smiled, "It's okay to drive with the king, how can you not be sweet."

Xuan Wei laughed angrily at her upright look.

"When did you regard me as the emperor?"

"It's not good to be a son and a husband?" Yu Chumeng opened his mouth and came.

Xuan Wei has long realized that it is useless to talk too much, and he does not know why he insists on pulling her to chat.

No matter how we talked, she would either satirize him a few words, or be sloppy. In short, it was impossible for her to listen to half a sentence, and she would not chat with her, let alone talk to him.

Xuan Wei looked at her face, her appearance seemed to have remained unchanged, everyone said that Xia Qiuling's young age had an advantage, but why did he feel that Xia Qiuling was not as good as Chu Meng's hair at all.

No one can match.

He still had to say some things: "I shouldn't have talked about what happened before our big wedding that day. Actually, I didn't feel that you were not self-respecting. On the contrary, I have always been very grateful..."

He paused, and said: "When I was loved by you, it was the only time I lived happily in my life. Apart from you, there are many people who care about you. Apart from you, I have nothing, nothing. gone."

He became a real loner, with supreme power and endless loneliness.

"My regret is probably much more than yours."

Yu Chumeng also knew that he regretted it.So he persistently wanted the prince and wanted that child back, but in this road of life, there is never a way to turn back, and it is never that you can be forgiven if you regret it.

"Look ahead." Yu Chumeng said.

Although there is no way ahead.

(End of this chapter)