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Chapter 101 A Woman's Mind
Neither Zheng Xiaojian nor Wang Yichun spoke, and the situation was a bit awkward.

Zheng Xiaojian had no choice but to pick up the book and read it thoughtfully, as if the embarrassment was her responsibility.

Half an hour later, Wang Jianzhong called Zheng Xiaojian and asked her to pick up the phone at the door. Zheng Xiaojian agreed, and Wang Yichun raised his head and asked, "Why didn't he come in?"

Zheng Xiaojian hurriedly said: "Today is not a day for visiting patients, he can't come in."

Wang Yichun leaned back again.

Zheng Xiaojian reached the end of the corridor, greeted the nurses, and walked out.

Wang Jianzhong said with a bitter face that he bought another mobile phone number, which can be used as well as the original one, and he also deposited [-] yuan in the card.

Zheng Xiaojian didn't dare to ask any more, fearing that she knew too much and would anger Wang Yichun, so she went in without saying anything. Seeing that Wang Jianzhong was full of things to say, Zheng Xiaojian had no choice but to give up, and he returned the favor. Wang Yichun brought a lot of things.

Zheng Xiaojian gave the phone to Wang Yichun, and also told about the card. Wang Yichun put the card into the new phone, wanted to call, put it down again, sighed, and looked out the window boredly.

Outside the window, you can have a panoramic view of the summer scenery, there is a heat wave outside the house, and the streets are very popular with cars and people.

Wang Yichun's eyes were full of thoughts, and he looked out of the window, but his eyes were empty and unable to concentrate his gaze.

There is only one bottle of medicine in the afternoon, and it will be finished soon.

Zheng Xiaojian felt that her attitude was not bad, and she ate a bowl of rice porridge at noon, and even said several thanks.

At night, Zheng Xiaojian was holding the book, but her mind was not on the book. She had been observing Wang Yichun, and found that she picked up the phone several times, but finally put it down. Maybe she also felt that the quarrel was too loud and fruitless.

She also went to the window and opened it.

The autumn night was still chilly, Zheng Xiaojian closed the window forcibly without her consent, and asked her to lie on the bed to rest.

Wang Yichun seemed to be talking to himself: "Autumn is here, and the leaves have lost their vitality. Just like us, they have begun to go downhill. It's just that they have a chance to be green again next year, and we humans..."

Zheng Xiaojian walked behind her and said, "Don't think about these unpleasant things. Our main thing now is for our children. No matter how hard we are, we must learn to face it with a smile."

Wang Yichun said: "Without this child, I wouldn't have suffered so much."

Wang Yichun still returned to the bed, and Zheng Xiaojian asked her if there was anything wrong?Wang Yichun shook his head.

Zheng Xiaojian picked up the book and read it carefully.

I don't know how long it has passed, I was a little tired from reading, and in a daze, Wang Yichun asked, "What did he tell you?"

Zheng Xiaojian suddenly woke up, sat up, and said, "I didn't say anything, just let me take good care of you."

"That's really all?" Wang Yichun obviously didn't believe it.

Zheng Xiaojian nodded and said, "I really didn't say anything. Instead, I said a few words to him. I said that no matter what conflicts there are between you, now is a special time for you, and I must let you..."

Wang Yichun burst into tears, and she said: "If it weren't for this special situation, we wouldn't have quarreled so fiercely. He doesn't understand me as well as you do."

Seeing that she was crying again, Zheng Xiaojian quickly got down and sat next to her, handed her a tissue, and said, "Director Wang, if you really want this child, then you can't be self-willed anymore, it's not good for you or the child. ,you……"

Zheng Xiaojian wanted to say, do you, a married lady, still use me, a little girl, as a warning?But she dared not speak out.

"Of course I want this child. I am 38 this year. We have been together for a few years. I have never taken any measures. At the beginning, I just wanted to have a child of my own.

It's been a few years, and I don't think about it anymore. I'm going to be forty soon, and it's impossible to have children anymore. You don't know how happy I am when I have children.

Originally, I thought he would be very happy, but who would have thought that he would become angry as soon as he heard it, and the first sentence he said was to let me do it. Do you think he is still human?

I did it, and I will never have the chance to be a mother in my life. You know that I was married once, but I didn’t want children at all at the time. Now, it’s not easy for me to have children, right?Why doesn't he understand my heart?

Only when a woman reaches forty can she understand what true loneliness is. Even if she doesn't have a husband, it's good to have children to accompany her. "

Zheng Xiaojian said: "The relationship between you is not necessarily because of the children, but because of the marriage. He...he is good to you, but it is not easy to get him to divorce."

Wang Yichun quit and said: "The first thing I did when I was with him, I said that I would never be a mistress or a lover, and he immediately promised me that he would divorce, and the relationship between their husband and wife was originally It's not good."

"Do you believe this too?" Zheng Xiaojian blurted out, she felt that when a man said this, he must not believe it!

"The relationship between their husband and wife is not good. Everyone around me knows it. I also asked a lot of people, because we are classmates in high school. I dare not believe it until it is confirmed."

Zheng Xiaojian saw that she had become peaceful, so she said: "Even if the relationship is not good, you may not be able to get a divorce. I have seen such people a lot."

Wang Yichun said: "We are different. When we were in high school, we had a good impression of each other. Then we met. You don't know how good he is to me. Let's put it this way, apart from marriage, I have everything I want."

"You don't want anything else." Zheng Xiaojian said.

Wang Yichun said: "Tell me, they have no feelings at all. Why are they staying together for the sake of their children? Even if we get married, I won't let him ignore his daughter. I just want a family, but he just can't satisfy her." I."

Zheng Xiaojian feels that this kind of drama is happening almost every day. Everyone feels that they are different from others, but how different is it actually?

"I have a child now. If the child has no father, what do you think I will do? Single mother? How old am I? I need people around me to give birth to and raise a child. I...I am so mad at him.

How can he say it, let me beat the child down, what do you think I have left now?Career?I used to work in a public institution, and my salary was not less than now, and I had a social status. What about now?

You argue every day that you are "Cinderella", but who is not here? "

The more Wang Yichun spoke, the more angry he became, his chest heaved up and down.

Zheng Xiaojian knew that she was a grumpy and strong woman.

Zheng Xiaojian became ruthless, and felt that Wang Yichun didn't seem like a messy woman, so she boldly said: "If you really like this child, you should have such a heart that you can raise him or her yourself. "

(End of this chapter)