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Chapter 28
When Zheng Xiaojian returned home, it was almost six o'clock.

She deliberately left late, especially when the lights in Hao Aijia's room were turned off. Before she knew it, she began to be afraid of this nervous woman again.

Compared with Zhang Yunyan, Hao Aijia seems to be more difficult to deal with.

She didn't understand, was it because she liked to provoke such people, or... Anyway, there were always people against her for no reason.

Zheng Xiaojian later told Qu Lanlan about this confusion, and Qu Lanlan said that because beauty is extremely tempting, it seems reasonable for a woman without a beautiful face to invade beauty.

Zheng Xiaojian said that they were not targeting me?Is it for beauty?
Qu Lanlan said, who made you the carrier of beauty.

In the evening, her parents were all waiting for her to eat.

Because she was in a bad mood, Zheng Xiaojian frowned and said, "Don't wait for me from now on, let's eat together, I'll just warm it up when I come back."

Mother was also in a bad mood when her father told her about her departure from the headquarters.

So he said dissatisfied: "It's not that you don't have a phone, can't you tell me when you come back late?"

Zheng Xiaojian knew that her mother had lost face in front of others, so she would be more depressed than herself.

At first I wanted to explain, but seeing her angry eyes, the good words were blowing away like the wind, so I choked on her and said:

"I've lost my phone for a long time, I forgot to tell you."

Knowing her current mood, her father said conciliatively, "Let's not say a few words, and eat quickly."

My mother was furious and said, "She came back late, and I can't even say a word? Why do you always talk like her?"

Zheng Xiaojian was in a bad mood at first, but after listening to her mother's words, she was so wronged that she couldn't eat a bite of food.

She didn't understand why other mothers could send comfort in time when their children were at a low point, but the mother couldn't, because her face was greater than the sky.

"When you meet neighbors, don't talk about your own work." Mother told her angrily.

Zheng Xiaojian immediately lost her temper when she heard this, threw her chopsticks and said:

"I didn't do anything shameful. It's fine if others don't understand me. You are my dearest people... I won't eat, I can't eat!"

Mother saw that she was angry, and the fire that had been suppressed all night also broke out, saying:

"We've been waiting for you for an entire hour, how can you stop eating if you don't eat?
The company's affairs were also caused by your own mishandling. I told you a long time ago to beware of villains. If you don't believe me or not, what's going on now?

People have designed it long ago, and you drill into the cover, where is your shrewdness?I think you are clever, just like your father. "

"I was born to my father, who would I look like if I don't look like him?" Zheng Xiaojian stood up.

"Who are you showing your anger to? Who is used to your faults? You just let your father be spoiled."

Zheng Xiaojian originally wanted to go back to her room and think about what happened on the first day of work today, but she didn't want her mother to seem to be chattering and trying to explain to her, and she looked aggressive.

Without even thinking about it, Zheng Xiaojian picked up her coat and rushed out of the room.

Zheng Xiaojian didn't have time to wrap up her coat, and the strong wind made her shudder.

Standing in the wind, she didn't know where she was going.

After staying there for 5 minutes, she heard the sound of two people talking in the corridor. She couldn't hear what they were saying, but she could tell it was her parents.

Zheng Xiaojian hid quickly, turned around and turned into another unit.

It really is the parents.

The father said reproachfully, "Why are you messing with her? She's not a child who doesn't know how to behave."

The mother said unhappily: "So it's not like this. You got used to it. What should we do now? Where can we find her?"

The mother has a bad temper, so concern is inevitable.

Zheng Xiaojian is a typical house girl, she rarely leaves the house when she has nothing to do, let alone run out at night.

Zheng Xiaojian felt that no matter what she did, she couldn't make her parents worry.

So, I came out from another unit and said: "Dad, Mom, you go back, I want to take a walk, and I will be back in a while."

Mother wanted to say something more, but father quickly stopped her and said:

"Okay, come back early, don't go far, you haven't eaten, why don't you go up and eat your meal before going out?"

Zheng Xiaojian shook her head and said, "No, I'll be back in a while."

After a few more words of advice, my father took my mother upstairs.

Zheng Xiaojian wrapped her coat tightly and walked aimlessly on the street.

It's not the rush hour for getting off work, and there are a lot of pedestrians and vehicles, so Zheng Xiaojian walked straight forward.

Aimlessly trusting horses, Zheng Xiaojian thought sadly, at first I thought I had many close friends, but now it seems that when you really have something on your mind, you find that there are very few friends who can confide in you.

Apart from Qu Lanlan, Zheng Xiaojian has a few good classmates in her life, but she knows very well that those friends cannot confide in their thoughts.

The person Zheng Xiaojian most wanted to call was Mo Bei.

But Mo Bei has a wife and children behind him.

If I hadn't fallen in love with Mo Bei, would I call him without any scruples?
Zheng Xiaojian doesn't think so. Being rational, she knows that the result of empathy is to stay away from such a fruitless man, otherwise both sides will suffer.

Zheng Xiaojian thought more than once, if she became Mo Bei's wife, would her life be different.

She didn't understand why Mo Bei had such high intelligence, no matter what he encountered, he could resolve it one by one.

When Zheng Xiaojian was in college, whenever she encountered difficulties, the first thing she thought of was Mo Bei, and Mo Bei always spared no effort to help her, which made Zheng Xiaojian's college life happy and easy.

Once, Zheng Xiaojian deliberately asked for advice on emotional matters.

Mo Bei told her, don't be emotional if you move anything, you will lose if you move.

Zheng Xiaojian blushed, thinking that he could see her own thoughts.

But Mo Bei went on to say: If a girl is affectionate, she will be left with unprecedented troubles. There is less sweetness and more bitterness, and being reserved is the best way to protect yourself.

Zheng Xiaojian wrote it down silently. She knew that it would be impossible to meet a man like Mo Bei again in this life.

Mo Bei was ten years older than himself, and one of Zheng Xiaojian's favorite poems was: You were born before I was born, and I was old when I was born.

Mo Bei is not old but he is no longer free.

Zheng Xiaojian was full of worries, and walked to the bar street.

The street of bars is brightly lit. Although it is not the peak season yet, it is already full of cars.

Most of the men and women who got out of the car were young and young. They were dressed in colorful clothes, adding a touch of bright color to this monotonous winter.

Especially those girls, they turned themselves into actors who appeared on the stage, and waves of fragrance wafted around them...

Zheng Xiaojian looked at herself again with low self-esteem.

Ordinary clothes, no makeup on the face, the light makeup in the morning, after a day's wear and tear, has long turned into a plain face...

Zheng Xiaojian has never been to such a place, and she is unfamiliar with everything here, but for some reason, today she wants to find a place she has never set foot to vent her depression.

Some people say that this is a place for drunkenness and dreams, and some people say that this is a paradise for dreaming. No matter which one it is, it is always exciting to try it.

What are you afraid of?No one here knows me, so it's better to release it than to have nowhere to put it!
(End of this chapter)